- when I was a kid, Christmas felt very different
- now that I'm an adult, people disappoint me more than it ever disappointed me not to get a certain toy-- even though not getting that material thing as a child felt universe-ending. lol.
- i never realized it was only 4 weeks between Thanksgiving and Christmas. It always seemed like forever in a fantasy snow globe
- i love walking out a door in winter and the wind taking your breath away-- literally
- i like vegging out on the couch watching tv marathons w/ my mom, especially when it's cold outside
- i didn't turn my heat on until last night. i'm cheap
- sometimes, even the man who has hurt you can still surprise you. my heart is glad for that.
- fleece scarves and jackets are probably my favoritest thing evar to wear + hoodies
- i like hot chocolate made with milk i warmed in a pan. i kick it old school.
- i get seasonal depression when winter ENDS.
- i miss him
- being in love with someone who works in emergency services is a strange animal. it can feel like being single, or being a mistress to a job... but how much choice do we really have in who we end up loving?
- oddly enough, with a father that's a firefighter, you'd think i would have learned my lesson about the above statement
- my mom really is a hero. i think my biggest fear in life is what comes when she leaves this Earth
- i really almost cried typing that
- musicians with voices that comfort and move me at the very core: greg laswell, james morrison, alicia keys, ingrid michaelson, christina aguilera, carrie underwood
- i have always liked making mix tapes and mix cds. i'm glad my love of music has survived the darkest seasons of my life.
- i wonder what 2010 will bring
dec 12 2009 ∞
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