• name(s) : esther
    • note : some of you may know me from my old account, and in that case it's fine if you choose to call me by my old name.
  • 18 years old ⠀/ ⠀november 12.
  • she/her pronouns, but any other pronouns are fine as well.
  • intp⠀/ ⠀phlegmatic ⠀/ ⠀true neutral ⠀/ ⠀5w4
apr 16 2017 ∞
nov 13 2017 +
  • ace attorney.
    • aura blackquill.
    • simon blackquill.
  • sengoku basara.
    • date masamune.
    • katakura kojuro.
  • haruki murakami.
    • norwegian wood.
    • hear the wind sing.
    • colourless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage.
    • 1q84.
      • aomame.
      • tamaru.
  • sylvia plath.
    • the bell jar.
jun 24 2017 ∞
oct 19 2017 +
  • ❝it was a bright cold day in april, and the clocks were striking thirteen. winston smith, his chin nuzzled into his breast in an effort to escape the vile wind, slipped quickly through the glass doors of victory mansions, though not quickly enough to prevent a swirl of gritty dust from entering along with him.❞
      • 1984 , george orwell
  • ❝it was a queer, sultry summer, the summer they electrocuted the rosenbergs, and i didn't know what i was doing in new york. i'm stupid about executions. the idea of being electrocuted makes me sick, and that's all there was to read about in the papers — goggle-eyed headlines staring up at me on every street and corner and at the fusty, peanut-smelling mouth of every subway. it had nothing to do with me...
jun 25 2017 ∞
nov 11 2017 +
  • ❝our courts have their faults, as does any human constitution, but in this country our court are the great levelers, and in our courts all men are created equal.❞
      • to kill a mockingbird , harper lee
  • ❝to the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is a bad dream.❞
      • the bell jar , sylvia plath
  • ❝i saw the days of the year stretching ahead like a series of bright, white boxes, and separating one box from another was sleep, like a black shade. only for me, the long perspective of shades that set off one box from the next day had suddenly snapped up, and i could see day after d...
jun 25 2017 ∞
jun 25 2017 +
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      • i also don't tolerate religious bigotry from or against any belief(s).
    • if you're hatefollowing me. don't waste your time.
    • if unfollowing, please softblock if we're mutuals.
    • i don't really need anything tagged, just the general stuff e.g. gore/nsfw/abuse; these are also things that i tag by default.
    • i tend to forget tagging things so if you need anything tagged feel free to tell me. (don't worry though, i avoid posting risky things most of the time.)
jun 24 2017 ∞
jul 17 2018 +
  • life ⠀/ ⠀school and campus events are eating me up
  • books ⠀/ ⠀currently reading kafka on the shore (finally!) by haruki murakami. otherwise, textbooks :-)
  • tv ⠀/ ⠀have been binge-watching the office (us) lately
jun 24 2017 ∞
nov 10 2017 +
  • twitter
  • ao3
  • playmoss
  • tumblr;
    • main
    • writing dump
  • carrd.co

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  • instagram.
  • line.
  • private twt.
jun 24 2017 ∞
jan 25 2018 +
  • vocatus atque non vocatus deus aderit. » called or not called, god is there.
    • latin.
    • carved on the door to psychologist carl jung's house in switzerland.
  • l'appel du vide. » the call of the void.
    • french.
    • refers to intrusive thoughts or the urge to engage in destructive behaviors during everyday life. (x)
  • l'esprit de l'escalier. » staircase wit.
    • french.
    • refers to the state of thinking of the perfect reply too late.
  • in flagrante delicto. » in blazing offence.
    • latin.
    • legal term used to indicate that a criminal has been caught in the act of committi...
jun 25 2017 ∞
nov 4 2017 +
  • art.
    • theatre & musicals.
      • the damask drum.
      • grease.
    • music.
      • main instruments: violin ⠀& ⠀piano , though i haven't played either in a while.
      • i listen to anything that sounds nice to me but i mainly listen to dream pop (shoegazing), showtunes, kpop, + anything on the radio really.
  • fashion.
    • vlada roslyakova.
    • sui he.
    • yannick abrath.
  • asian horror / urban legends.
  • law.
jun 24 2017 ∞
jul 17 2018 +
  • le scaphandre et le papillon (2007)
    • saw this as a reference recommended by my drama teacher in order to understand what the locked-in syndrome would look like on screen.
      • english title ⠀/ ⠀the diving bell and the butterfly
      • genre ⠀/ ⠀biopic
      • directed by ⠀/ ⠀julian schnabel
  • spirited away (2001)
    • first ghibli film i ever saw. cried at the ending. love the ost track one summer's day by joe hisaishi.
      • japanese title ⠀/ ⠀千と千尋の神隠し (sen to chihiro no kamikakushi)
      • genre ⠀/ ⠀fantasy, mystery
      • directed by ⠀/ ⠀hayao miyazaki
  • empire of the sun (1987)
jun 26 2017 ∞
nov 5 2017 +
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  • 50% intellectual: The Intellectual is the ultimate dinner-party guest. Engaging questions and thoughtful debate are their trademarks.
    • Other Expressions: Professional, Student, Scholar, Judge
    • Life Journey: To pursue knowledge for the sake of discovering truth in all areas of life.
    • Unique Challenge: To recognize when I’ve locked myself into a line of thinking based on my education or experience; to remain open to new ideas.
    • Lesson To Learn: To learn to listen to my gut, and to discern the differences between reason and truth.
    • Defining Grace: Wisdom
    • Challenge To Self: I will avoid paralysis by analysis.
    • Notable Intellectuals: Neil deGrasse Tyson, Emma Watson, Charlie Rose.
  • 33% creative: The Creative appreciates all beautiful things, in art and daily life. The creativ...
jun 25 2017 ∞
jun 26 2017 +


      • Extroversion (54%): results were medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.
      • Orderliness (50%): results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, structured, and self controlled while still remaining flexible, varied, and fun.
      • Emotional Stability (58%): results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
      • Accommodation (36%): results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly selfish, uncooperative, and difficult at the expense of the well being of others.
      • Inquisitiveness (56%): results were moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
jun 26 2017 ∞
jun 26 2017 +