aug 23, 2019. 1:15 am.

• i’ve been always sensitive but ironically i failed to see myself i was being insensitive na rin pala. if i were to put myself in your shoes, prolly id get vvv jealous to the point where i’m gonna pull of that classic daisy again : distant asf silent asf lol okay so i’m sorry. really. (wow i have a lot to apologize for lately) look here im not blaming myself if that’s what ur thinking. yes its completely my fault im sorry. you’re too precious to feel that way. i wont do it again slap me 10x if i break this one. and pls keep in ur mind that: you’re my one and only, my favorite thing on earth. for as long as you’ll have me and for as long as i’ll have you i promise that you’re gonna be the only recipient of my songs and my love. i love u smol bean.

sep 23, 2019. 4:14 am.

• thank you for telling me that pero baby no it’s not your fault and don’t blame it to us hanging out lagi. it’s not that :( trust me. it’s not your fault. everything feels right when im with you and thats how i wanna spend my time. it’s okay to be scared but im telling you you shouldn’t. i’m always gonna be here i’ll stay for as long as you want me to. you’re my girl and you deserve everything good. just trust me okay?? i love you so much

oct 14, 2019. 2:21 am.

• deeeen. i love you so much. i miss you. alam mo ba, watching you laugh makes my heart flutter. you make me smile, you make me laugh. di ko alam kung ano bang ginawa ko to have you in my life?? i hope you smile always. you’re the prettiest when you do. i love you so much. sana di tayo maghiwalay. sana sakin ka nang sobrang sobrang sobrang sobrang tagal. i love you so much den i will never let you go. i love you so much. realizing this one makes me cry. it hurts so good alam mo yon. i love you. you’re my princess you’re my everything. i’ll forever make you happy :(( ill always be with you i know you’ll do the same :(( i love you i will never get tired. i promise. these are the promises i will neveeer eveer break. i love you so much :(((( ill never get enough of you. be with me for the rest of my life :( that’s possible right? :( i love you denise, with my whole heart.

dec 20, 2019. 1:45 am.

• thank you for being my girlfriend denise. all your sacrifices matter to me. i remember smiling while closing my eyes. thank you for being patient with me :(( you’re the most amazing girl and im with you. i hope i dont bore you or tire you. ever. we met last year and youre the most important thing in my life now :(( i dont know what id do now if i lost youyou’re the one who could make me feel okay. what would i do kaya if we hadn’t found each other :(( you give me hope. you make me smile. you make me strong :(( even though i push you away. im sorry for pushing you away. im sorry for not being okay, for being hard to handle. i promised to you before that i would make you happy everyday but i am not fulfilling it, i guess :(( also i wanna say sorry because i dont know how to deal with my problems and emotions well. i cant promise but you know ill try to do better :( i know that i cant continue being in a relationship if i couldn’t put effort to make us work. thank you for trusting me that i could fix everything wrong in my life :(( i dont think i can do it if you’re not here beside me :((. den im sorry. you havent seen this side of me when we started dating although you knew about me harming myself. hays. would you still fall in love with me if you saw this side of me? i used to be that happy gf who buys you food and gives you gift. well, im still that person but you know everything is going well before. butterflies and unicorns hahaha and now hngng i always make you cry and give you burdens. this isn’t what i wanted. gusto ko masaya ka lagi :( pero reality doesn’t work that way no. shit happens and i’ve got you there to stick with me. through thick and thin you were there. thank you joaquin. i love you a lot and im so grateful to have you. im weak. so fucking weak. yet you’re here. you motivate me to do things when all i wanted was to lay down and be depressed. thank you for being my angel. im supposed to be treating you as my queen but things got fucked up. thank you just thank you :(( you’re my everything. i love you so fucking much. you’re the stars to my night sky. i love you :((