Depression:

  • apathetic to the world; nothing matters to me anymore
  • apathy towards loved ones; I don't want to spend time with friends or family
  • asexuality
  • constant seeking of reassurance or approval
  • constantly feeling as if I need to nap every single afternoon
  • easily fatigued; walking to the kitchen for water is physically exhausting
  • excessive sensitivity to criticism or disapproval
  • feelings of guilt and shame
  • irregular sleeping pattern
  • irritability; annoyed easily by the smallest of things
  • loss of appetite
  • loss of interest in the things I once loved; music, writing, movies
  • mood swings
  • occasional anhedonia
  • sleeping constantly, sometimes more than twelve hours
  • suicidal ideation
  • taking three to four hour naps during the day, whenever I can
  • tearfulness, feeling the need to cry for no apparent reason at inappropriate times
  • the inability to concentrate; reading, watching a movie, typing, having a coherent conversation is near impossible

Anxiety:

  • accelerated heart beat
  • cannot sit still
  • constantly fidgeting, jerking, twitching
  • difficulty breathing
  • difficulty to stand still in public; loss of balance and feeling as if I'm going to fall face first
  • dizziness; feeling as if I'm swaying side to side or back and forth unintentionally
  • excessive blinking, almost to the point of crying
  • high self-awareness
  • inability to look people in the eye
  • lip licking habit
  • migraines
  • panic attacks
  • permanently nervous
  • producing excessive saliva
  • stomach pains
  • sweating profusely; hands, forehead, face

OCD:

  • cannot bear the number zero or odd numbers, e.g. TV volume has to be on a certain number
  • constantly checking that electrical devices are turned off
  • dermatillomania (scalp, back, face)
  • excessive planning, procrastinating, and list making
  • finding myself counting very unnecessary things, e.g. the number of steps taken when walking or even things like the number of letters in a word/sentence
  • frustrated by hair on clothes and loose threads
  • hand-washing obsession, will only wash with liquid soap
  • iTunes songs have to be capitalised in the right places, with commas and hyphens if necessary
  • locking all windows and doors; checking under bed and in closet
  • nail biting
  • objects need to be aligned in a specific way
  • perfectionism
  • tidiness
  • won't drink out of plastic cups

Eating disorder:

  • binge eating
  • excessive calorie counting
  • starvation
  • tendency to weigh self more than three times each day

Mania:

  • attention seeking behavior
  • decreased need for sleep
  • energetic and reckless
  • hypersexuality
  • ideas flit through the mind in quick succession
  • impulsiveness
  • inappropriately seductive appearance or behavior
  • inflated self-esteem
  • sexuality confusion
  • talkativeness
  • tendency to believe relationships are more intimate than they actually are
  • the feeling of being capable of everything

Anger:

  • breaking things
  • cannot control nerves
  • extreme, violent thoughts
  • profanity
  • tendency to lash out on others

Vaginismus:

  • to be afraid of intercourse with a partner
  • not able to insert tampons
  • not able to insert a finger
  • burning or stinging

Dyspnea:

  • uncomfortable awareness of breathing

Allergies:

  • allergic to band-aids
  • allergic to nickel metal

Other:

  • catatonia
  • dislikes the letter A
  • foot and leg cramps
  • singular hiccups
dec 2 2011 ∞
jul 31 2017 +