2008

• "Cause I know everone wants a first kiss! And if you're being deprived then its like starving. Don't worry. I haven't gotten ANY action in 9 months." (Christian;12:28am April 27th)
• "I've missed you way more than I expected to and it was only a few days." (Christian;3:40pm July 1st.)
• "You have little to no will power." (Christian; 2:46am July 20th)
• "Ew. GF? tell her to go die. She can go be a lesbo with Candice and move far far away." (Khalee; 11:30pm, August 2nd)
• ":] I'm adding you to the list of stuff that makes me happy. :]" (Nathan; 7:47 pm August 4th)
• "Lolly, umm..I like that I can call you 12pm or 4am and talk to you about whatever whenever cause you don't care XD>" (Christian; 2:01am August 17th)
• "Hey! I'm going to sleep. Just wanted to sat I didn't forget about you today." (Christian; 5:54am August 22nd.)
• "Real Quick: in case one of us dies... I don't like the way the night ended. I just want to say you're an amazing wonderful friend, and I love you. Sweet dreams...." (Christian; 2:18am August 30th)
• "Thats gayyy. chill. you are great. you are happy. you can do anything. inhale exhale and think about the good things." (Leah; 7:14pm September 4th.)
• "We don't talk as much.... I hate this." (Christian; 3:07am September 6th.)
• "Dani, I prayed to God occasionally to bring my little brother back to me and my family. He did so. He gets to live with us again. I had such an exciting and wonderful night. I was so very happy and you had to go and ruin it. I really hate your stupid games. Your horrible horrible actions effect everyone around you. Your friends and family suffer from your poor decisions. We're in pain, or at least I am and only because you put yourself in harms way. you're so ungrateful for the life God gave you. You treat your body very impure. God expects better from you. He deserves it. Show him some respect. I'm horribly disappointed in you!" (Christian; August Fourth? I dont remember.)
• "I love you too dani." (Christian 5:32pm Spetember 8th.)
• "I'm lucky I randomly decided to talk to you. It must have been divine intervention. Thanks for being there." (Nathan; 11:30pm September 8th.)
• "Dani you're an amazing friend. Dont stop being awesome. =)>" (Christian 2:36am September 9th)
• "Josh and dani sittin ina tree f u ..xbb" (Leah; 4:00pm September 9th)
• "Nopee. HEY JOSH SHE LAAHHVERS YOU." (Leah; 4:02pm September 9th)
• "a sexy sweatervest love. Thats what you want." (Leah; 6:22 pm September 10th.)
• "Tomorrow is 9-11 thousands of ppl lost loved ones...i pray to God i never lose u. Sned to all ppl u dnt wanna lose." (Christian; 11:11pm September 10th.)
• "Are you serious. Thats what parents are for. when you have kids you dedicate yr life to getting them were they need to be. huhdidijcjdiojuijolkfdh" (Khalee; 3:06pm September 13th)
• "Fuck you dani. Wanna be a bitch whatever. Keep that shit from me though. I like to stay positive especially tonight." (Christian; 12:18AM September 15th.)
• "just be like. "JOSH, I LIKE YOU. SO WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN? ARE YOU GUNNA GO FOR IT, OR ARE YOU GUNNA BE A WIMP?" (Nathan; 7:53pm September 18th)
• "hahahahah I think muffin tops should be illegal" (Leah; 2:45pm September 19th.)
• "for you id go across the world <3 gimmie the adress" (khalee; 5:12pm september 21)
• "uhm. welcome. we have meetings every thursday, and cookies are on the table. enjoy my life!" (joey; 8:39pm September 21st)
• "okay.....well i wish things will get better for her and your family!" (christian; 11:11pm september 21st)
• "It'll work. I bet he likes you. I could see it in his eyes! I'm just observant like that." (Nathan; 6:27pm September 22nd)
• "And after you just waved? car time is hug time woman! even I know thatt." (Nathan; 6:34pm September 22nd)
• "Love you" (Daddy; 9:52am September 25th)
• "It's okay though! I've told you i dont mind..." (Christian; 6:29pm September 25th)
• "But i feel it makes no difference" (Christian; 6:32pm September 25th)
• "Seriously" (Christian; 6:38pm September 25th)
• "I like it too" (Christian; 6:39pm September 25th)
• "not if you dont let it be! you need to have a positive attitude. You are beautiful, and you need to strut around like the woman yr growing into. Make him want you." (Nathan; 4:50pm September 26th)
• "haha you live in mass! I live in BANGOR MAINE. Your way more g then me." (Amber; 1:10am September 28th)
• "rmber. Happiness is a choice." (Leah; 7:46pm September 28th)
• "Goodnight i love you too!" (Mummy; 11:21pm September 28th)
• "Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire" (Nathan; 8:33pm September 30th)
• " "Something to eat. A fruitcake." " (nathans dad; 9:55pm October 3rd)
• "Happiness comes in funnny emoticon-faces." (Leah; 3:52pm October 8th)
• "Thanks, I like talking to you about things. Yr so wise. and you got Jesus to assisticate you. So that makes it even better." (Nathan; 9:27pm October 9th)
• "andd, "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I loved you, so you must love one another. John 13:34" (Nathan; 9:18pm October 11th)
• "theres a guy who's actually half man half tree... I think he may be my real father. xb" (Leah; 1:31pm October 13th)
• "I've never been so disappointed in you. You harm yourself and you hurt me. It tears me up inside everytime. So this is it. You stop permenately. Never again. If you lie I know you have the consceience to know you did a bad thing AND LIED about it. So either the pills or our friendship means more. You sleep on it. I don't want any reply tonight. Not even a "hello" you may talk tomorrow. Just think about the Rachels Challenge thing. Expect when you take the pills you would lose me. There is no second change. You've had plenty. Talk to you tomorrow." (Christian; 10:25pm October 14th)
• "Naw, I do. I always need you." (Nathan; 4:4pm October 16th)
• "I know, yr a really great friend. and I'm extremely grateful. like extremely." (Nathan; 9:59pmOctober 17th)
• "no. I honestly want to hear yr opinion. legit. but, tell me tomorrow. I gtg to bed. goodnight, sleeptight, and smile,because Jesus and I love you." (Nathan; 9:41pm October 19th)
• "No. Hun. it might be you. Hes so confused to when it comes to who he likes. And if its you. he likes a trule amazing girl. He just needs to realise it. Hes a dumb boy they take a while. :p" (Amber; 10:33pm October 19th)
• "ok. look at it this way, yr 7 out of 214 people that he knows. so thats good. and it it still bothers you, hes missing out. cause yr amazing. AND honestly, he sounds like a spoiled self righteous brat, who needs to be more compassionate. I don't know if that makes you feel better, but thats my opinion" (Nathan; 8:20pm October 20th)
• "You can. yur a superhero. Havent I toldyou this before? you can do anything. SUPER DANI TO THE RESCUE!!" (Nathan; 4:26pm October 21st)
• "I see. well. Jordan knows what hes talking about, hes a pretty smart kid. I KNOW you did amazing. Nice job. : ]" (Nathan; 7:25pm October 23rd)
• "You know what. black people arent allowed to offended by the term "ghetto" anymore. Only Jewish people are. (Nathan; 9:00pm October 23rd)
• "I asked you to decided. then you told me how stupid it is to make you choose. Then you stopped talking. Then an hour later I told you your lack of an answer is basically a decision by itself. Then you never texted back. Maybeyou were high on stupid fucking pills and thats why you dont remember! ... I'm tired of the pain that you put me through with your beloved pills. So I made you choose. So i personally dont get hurt like that any longer." (Christian; 10:12pm October 23rd)
• "But if you tell the person it concerns it may come true. Does it concern me." (Christian; 11:14pm October 24th)
• "Plenty. Just not all in one night. I'm going to systematically hurt you as much as you hurt me over the same amount of time." (Christian; 11:00pm October 25th)
• "Dropt it. Leave it alone. come back and dust it annually during Spring cleaning. Leave it in your will for your grandchildren. An hopefully they'll sell it off." (Christian; 11:49pm October 25th)
• "You should come to college with me wherever I go." (Christian; 12:21am October 26th)
• "I missed you more than anything ever in this entire world... =\" (Christian; 1:12am October 26th)
• "Fine fine danielle corrine abi-saad, i love you. And yeah you better five me mad props for remembering your middle name." (Hannah; 9:41pm October 27th)
• "bummer. are you writing a leter to the transformers? cause they're cars, not house. I doubt they have mailboxes." (Nathan; 5:20pm October 28th)
• "Sweeeeeeet. bow chicka bow wow, thats what my baby says. mow mow mow, and my heart starts pumpin. chick chick choo wop, never gunno stop. gitchy gitchy goo means that i love you." (Nathan; 6:23pm October 28th)
• "O. well hang out with him see what happens just dont get your hopes up. Even tho your freaking GORGEOUS! And any guy would be crazy not to want you." (Amber; 10:22pm November 1st)
• "You good at solving things I have faith in you." (Amber; 10:32pm November 1st)
• "you are enough." (Leah; 7:48pm November 3rd)
• "you are perfectly capable of looking attractive. all the time.its not even that hard. just put on some nice clothes. hair doesnt matter." (Nathan; 9:00pm November 5th)
• "I've probably never needed you more in my life earlier.... I wish you had texted back.. ='(>" (Christian; 12:38pm November 6th)
• "Brook McCann dorchestoer ne 68342 po box 23"
• "My dad said for my birthday he would try to get me a plane ticket to go see you! No promises" (Christian; 7:16pm November 7th)
• "I bet GH would sell alot better if it was you instead of her. Just sayin. ;p" (Khalee; 5:56pm Novemeber 8th)
• "I would WANT to stay anywhere between two weeks and a month.. any less than that and i'd feel my trip wasn't quite complete." (Christian; 1:39pm Novemember 9th)
• "It looks fine. Remember... You're an excellent artist." (Christian; 8:32pm November 10th)
• "Oh. Aren't you always though?" (Christian; 6:29pm Novemeber 11th <33333)
• "I'm proud of you." (Christian; 10:42pm November 11th)
• "Lol stay awake so you can stay happy!" (Christian; 10:59pm November 11th)
• "Stay with me! Don't fall asleep!" (Christian; November 11th)
• "not a problem. I feel like one day when we're old and gray, sitting watching family guy on outdated dvd players, we'll look back on this all and feel infinite." (Leah; 7:46pm November 15th)
• "hi my name is dani and im going to smile. :]" (Leah; 5:27pm November 19th)
• "hey. you fucking imposter! I'll cut you!" (Leah; 5:29pm November 19th)
• "Anything i can do at all to make yo feel better you can garuntee i'll do!" (Christian; 6:38pm November 19th)
• "I wish i could give you a gigantic lift off of the graound and squeeze till your eye balls pop out of your head hug. Well i dont think it would be THAT tight... but you know what i mean *wink( =D>" (Christian; 6:43pm November 19th)
• "Like I very well could be...dead. You're partly the reason I live...(Christian; 11:40pm November 19th)
• "Dani im truly blessed to have you as my friend. Please never stop being dani. =)> have a fantastic day at school...for me...? = D>" (Christian; November 21st)
• "Just like you! *arrow pointing down* Dani=Amazing!" (Christian; 8:03pm November 21st)
• "I bet he does. 2am.. On the phone... Yeah.. He does. Dani=Amazing!" (Christian; 2:19am November 23rd)
• "that'd be freat. i have enough for hot choclate+ call it biff intuition but i figured<3 so do you wanna go this morning?" (Leah; 11:32am November 23rd)
• "Like... hot cocoa on a cold winter morning? or patrick liking you good? dani=amazing!" (Christian; 5:11pm November 23rd)
• "Get over it. You have on life to live. Why spend it with secrets? dani=amazing!" 5:20pm November 23rd)
• "Okay dani. first of all what happens between us stays between us. I can'tstand anyne who has to talk to all their other friends about what happens. this is alot of why i dont like nathan. he cant mind his business because youcant seem to keep out business OURS. secondly if you have a problem with me take it up with me not him. I have given you plenty of second achances about this shit and other shit. I'm going to give you another because i'm too weak not to. but really, if this has to be his business too, you can keep the booksand paintings and letters as long as we dont ever have to talk again. Basically you choose to kee out arguments and disagreements between us oryou can tell the world all of this and i will no longer wonder what is and isnt being kept privte. how do you expect me to trust you anyways? if you're going to decieve me at least keep nathan on a leash so i wont know any better. Now, thanks to you, im going to more trust issues for quite some time. Why is it so hard for ou to tell the person whos bothering you that they're bothering you?Instead of tell me you tell nathan or SOMEONE. when you have problems with someone you vent to me. EVERONE I KNOW runs to someone ELSE about the problem.This world is full of dramatic, stab-you-in-the-back, bickering, hostile, deceitful people. Including you. I cant take it anymore! I CANT CATKE IT! Brook does it to amanda. All my classmate firls all go behind eachothers back instead of fixing the problem. Why can't anyone see the logic in FINDING the problem FIX the problem? Why is so hard for everone in this God forsaken planet to fucking cooperate?to be polite and considerate?!? I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE! Fucking ugh. All i want from you is to just handle things with me. Not through nathan or anyone else.The thing that really gets me about that is i feel like i'm being surrounded, isolated, and i have no one left unless i want to go get people to team up on you. Thats how im seeing it. Like im being teamed up on. I have seriously isolated the world because i cant stand how all of thisshit does down. Cliques and shit. People get others to get on theirside and what not. It hurts me everytime i see it because i feel like humanity gets further and further from God and salvation everytime i see it. I see it and say to myself, "God would want better..." and occasionally when i do speak up people put in my place and show me how truly alone i am in the world. I'm speaking in general. And when i see ANYONE (not just you) I see how little bu little humanity is inching away from Him.Not now though. I'm explaing why this stuff bothers me. I see you still have hope leftso i've chosen to be your friend.Besides im asking you to understand how i feel. not agree with me. I'm not forcing youto see the world the i way i do. I rarely see true humanity and when i do its all just an act. .....nevermind then. Im just horribly missunderstood. if you undestood you wouldnt be andry and neither woud i. its better for us not to be friends anyways. Obviously i hurt you too much. I need you more than anything though., I've already completely lost brook and this is going to be qualy as hard. No matter your friendship is not worth the sacrifice it takes you to maintain it and i shouldnt have to ask you to do so much anyways. but man if i thought i was along before then wow. you were all i really had left and i fucked that up too." (Christian; 10:43pm Novemeber 29th)
• "Make a pros and cons chart. I want you to go, add that to the pros. And every time you get sick i'll sneak over and give you a hug." (Nathan; 12:38pm November 28th)
• "I DO. I need to grow a foot and a half and get really buff. Then I can visit him and give him a piece of my mind." (Nathan; 7:38pm November 29th)
• "So, I'm assuming you care about dani. But, if you did, why would you put her through all this emotional stress? Theres no excuse. She tries really hard to make you happy and be a good friend. And, I'm not gunna lie here, sometimes yr just a jerk. It's not fair. I LOVE dani. And if yr going to contunue to be her friend, then I just insist that you be more considerate and think about yr actions and the reprecussions they have on her life. Thank you." (Nathan [to chris]; 7:43pm November 29th)
• "What? what brought this on? You are NOT a bad kid. DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU THAT. Listen to Dr. Philausar." (Nathan; 6:27pm December 2nd)
• "Its been too long since we've conversed over the phone. I shall be calling you in the latter part of the day. (Afternoon. Lol)" (Christian; 1:10am December 4th)
• "Well ill help in the most positive way I can. If you need advice im all ears and hundred percent positive." (Christian; 5:53pm December 5th)
• "You're never too much. Ever ever." (Christian; 6:17pm December 5th)
• "Well i remember you told me that the first thing you notice about a guy is his shoes. And when we really started being friends we were talking about Nirvana." (Christian; 11:50pm December 6th)
• "It is hard to keep you though. Other than tonight i have been trying so hard to act "super duper" so you WOULD choose to be my friend and it hasn't worked." (Christian; 12:56am December 7th)
• "I dont ever want to lose you again. The pills is what caused it last time. The pills? I dont give a shit anymore. I just need you. More than anything." (Christian; 1:11am December 7th)
• "I need you because you're my crutch in life. (I used to) be able to say anything if I wanted and you help me with what you can and you're always willing to listen. Even in early weird hours when you dont remember stuff. You're the only thing I truly have left I feel worth living for.. But now I really dont even Have you." (Christian; 1:22am December 7th)
• "You've already made me cry!! So don't give me that! Whats a quirk anyway?" (Christian; 1:35am December 7th)
• "The worst part of all my thoughts is that I KNOW what normal is and I know Ill never have it...the worst of it all is that im smart too. im smart. So i can see all these horrible monstrous things about me. these things make me hate myself. I see how horrible I am so I want to do one good thing that REALLY TRULY effects humanity. Like Martin Luther King Jr or someone great in history. I want to leave one positive workd changer and then i want to never have existed. Thats the only good ting about me. I'm intelligent. So I want to use the one good fucking thing about me to leave a legacy and then i want to be dead. Karl Marx wrote a seventeen page book that has effected humanity in a really odd way. I look up to him although his communsm hasn't worked yet. I have a dream to write something moving. To write something religious, life changing, and political so I can better this God forsaken planet. There... Theres a little bit of it all for you. I know its late for you and all but this is probably the worst time possibly...ever....for you to have fallen asleep. I'm not mad though. Just unhappy. I wanted to discuss it. Now i'm honestly afraid I've scared you away." (Christian; 2:29am December 7th)
• "I know. but it doesnt matter. theres someone out there for you who will treat you better than he is capable of. how you deserve to be trated." (Nathan; 3:16pm December 7th)
• "You are. cept. you should be on top of him. you look good though." (Nathan; 3:22pm december 7th)
• "Then folow these directions. 1. Stand up. 2. walk over to him. 3. plant one on him. 4. make out with him until he leaves." (Nathan;3:30pm December 7th)
• "So plant on on him. like. now." (Nathan; 4:02pm december 7th)
• "FWD: No i have a gf and I dont feel good i might leave." (Nathan [from patrick about me]; 4:04pm December 7th)
• "Thanks ily. and tonight feel good. know that youre awesome and you should feel nothing but that." (Leah; 7:34 December 7th)
• "I love that you care about my problems no matter what time or what your doing (for the most part lol.)" (Christian; 11:19pm December 9th)
• "You're a very charming and passionette person." (Christian; 11:22pm December 9th.)
• "Dani.. I dont know what I can do or say to help but let it be know that my heart, thoughts, and prayers be with you." (Christian; 10:07pm December 9th)
• "Golden rule for Chris: Unless you tell me I'm going to assume the worst." (Christian; 9:22pm December 13th)
• "Okay. (Dont forget: I love yah too!)" (Christian; 10:57pm December 13th)
• "If I got to see you everyday? Of course." (Christian; 8:52pm December 14th)
• "I dont know really. It's very beautiful. It has colors that are bold and intimidate me. It intriegues me and captivates me. It moves me. So amazing." (Christian; 2:22am December 15th)
• "Of Course! It's amazing just like a certain friend of mine -*elbow elbow!*" (Christian; 2:24am december 15th)
• "Anywhere between..... I dont want to say and... ill get in trouble no matter what. hahaha." (Christian; 2:42am December 15th)
• "Fine, I understand. Dani, you're a beautiful girl! okay? Please dont be too harsh.. may i sleep?" (Christian; 2:49am December 15th)
• "Because. Dr. Philsaur says that 8493257% of teens in plays are amazing." (Nathan; 8:50pm December 16th)
• "That doesn't change how hot that would be." (Nathan; 9:17pm December 20) AHAHAHA.
• "..sorry...that was really really mean... i'm really really sorry..that probably hurt your feelings a ton...im so sorry." (Christian; 2:23am December 27th)
• " (You're an amazing friend and dont forget it! = D> ) " (Christian; 1:51am December 31st)
• "My kitchen smells like coffee brewing. Perhaps that is an indicator my dad will be up soon. Lol. Im going to attempt sleep. Good night my amazing friend dandan!" (Christian; 5:46am December 31st)
• "I wish I could impress you." (Christian; 11:03 December 31st)

The majority of these are all Chris. :p I'm so bad.

2009

• "But. Dani you know you're beautiful. Why do you get so down?" (Christian; 3:30am January 2nd)

The next six were from the life talk when I was at Leahs. I love Chris, alot..

• "How could I not love someone whos so caring and compassionette? And are you starting to feel better?" (Christian; 3:38am January 3rd)
• "Thats why I haven't. Because its easy to five up and you need someone who won't." (Christian; 3:46am January 3rd)
• "God works in mysterious ways! *Wink* =)>" (Christian; 3:52am January 3rd)
• "Anthing for you dani. Maybe this says we're destined to be friends? =D>" (Christian; 3:57am January 3rd)
• "Three hundred and seven point two." (Christian; 4:06am January 3rd)
• "Context: no. Generalities: with you, of course. With what im doing yes." (Christian; 4:31am January 3rd)

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• "Sorry we didnt talk today. I went to bed at 930 my time. (the only time that matters hahah). I missed you!" (Christian; 5:55am January 6th)
• "Never ever ever date a guy. There pointless. TRUST ME."(Amber; 11:06pm January 6th)
• "If kelso told me to jump in the van I would." (Leah; 12:17pm January 7th)
• "It's the eleventh commandment: thou shalt not be an elder and have a bangin' bod." (Leah; 2:02pm January 17th)
• "Was. But I can't sleep, and I love you. So now yr awake." (Nathan; 2:06am January 18th)
• "Those could be yr family heirloom." (Leah; 9:22am January 18th)
• "Then Don't. come live with me." (Nathan; 10:33pm January 31st)
• "I want straight As, a cell phone, a million dollars, and to be married so i can get kinky. And the whole love thing. But thats not gonna happen." (Nathan; 5:19pm February 1st)
• "Don't worry about it. Jesus is gunna fix it." (Nathan; 10:28pm February 3rd.)
• "Cause you can do anything. YR SUPER DANI!" (Nathan; 4:50pm February 10th)
• "I don't really care. I have fun whenever I'm with you." (Nathan; 7:13pm February 17th)
• "(I'd be a completely different person, probably emotionally troubled, never having seen a scary movie and wouldn't know what true happiness is.)" (Nathan; 11:05pm February 17th)
• "So it seems like you fell asleep or something.. so I'm gunna go to bed I guess. I love you dani." (Nathan; 11:13pm February 17th)
• "Idk. Thanks ur so great and easy to talk to :)" (David; 7:70 pm February 19th)
• "[Nothing would. I love you for who are you, who you can be, and yr past. No matter how bad.]" (Nathan; 11:51pm February 19th)
• "[Did you really think that would make me stop loving you?]" (Nathan; 12:03am February 20th)
• " : ] Night. I love you, no matter what. [I still have chocolate on my face.]" (Nathan; 12:42am February 20th)
• "MY BONGOS!" (Jake; 7:25pm February 22nd)
• "Have a good day. I love you." (Nathan; 7:17am February 23rd)
• "[I dunno. Someone that's good for you. Who could love you uncontionally for who you are. Past and all. And who wouldn't think I'm a nuisance.]" (Nathan; 11:22pm February 23rd)
• "[duh. I hate it when my friends get boyfriends who are jealous of my awesomeness. But as long as he's a better match for you than patrick, I'm fine.]" (Nathan; 11:25pm February 23rd)
• "Yeah. I mean. maybe nathan like syou back and that's why he was bugging you abt it." (Leah; 5:00pm March 1st)
• "My only concern would be creating a Chris situation. I don't want to act like him. I don't want to hurt you like that." (Nathan; 7:54pm March 1st)
• "I have to go do dishes. Talk to you tomorrow. Give all yr problems to Jesus and let him handle it. I love you. Night." (Nathan; 8:30pm March 1st.)
• "Kay. I'm gunna have to cut this pandy mandy child. She wants me to share you. She's like "yr gunna have to share dani, cause I love her." it made me want to cut her." (Nathan; 9:00pm March 3rd)
• "(so am. yr just jealous cause I'm blacker than you.)" (Nathan; 9:56pm March 4th.)
• "I.. don't know yet. But we can handle this together." (Nathan; 11:59pm March 6th)
• "Draw a new face and laugh" (Nathan; 12:00am March 7th)
• "Do it one at a time. Gather the strings piece by piece, then weave them tightly." (Nathan; 12:04am March 7th)
• "I guess yr asleep. Night dani. We'll get through this, love you. See yousunday." (Nathan; 12:55am March 7th)
• "I wish I was a big blueish green fish. because then I could match the water and still be my favorite color." (Sarah; 3:12pm Sunday March 15th)
• "i wafflez yuu babii girl!!1!11!!!1!one!1eleventyone!1!" (Becca; 10:22pm March 8th)
• "me too. we'll always be friends no matter how much of a drama queen he is. i wuv you dani <333" (Mandy; 10:41pm march 8th)
• "Deffinitely. Love you Danielle." (Nathan; 7:57pm March 9th)
• "I will to. (Alright..) "Consider it pure hoy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance!" (Nathan; 10:37pm March 15th)
• "awwwwh. my ppor baby girl :((((((( iloveyouuuuuuu." (Khalee; 7:47pm March 16th)
• "Aww okay. Look i know u have a tough life and u dont deserve the crap u recieve. I love you Dani. And so does Nathan :] if u ever feel like talking, im here. :]" (David; 10:46pm March 21st)
• "It's nathan. Don't worry about chris and DONT pop pills. I swear to GOD I will hurt you if you do. Seriously. I love you to much." (Nathan; 10:52pm March 21st)
• "This great, heartfelt, compassionate, interlligent, wise, can-throw-nathan-off-by-being-sexy young woman." (Nathan; 9:32pm March 30th)
• "Yes.. don't repeat that. yr making blush." (Nathan; 9:34pm March 30th)
• "I chose not to read Colossians 3:13 out of spite. For months I ugnored it knowing it would change my mind. i read it tonight: it changed my mind. Trying so desperately all the time to keep you from yourself wore be down and what yo uignored me I felt as though you weren't greatful for what I'd dont. It pissed me off beyong imagining. You of all people know how my temper can be. Don't text me back. Just know that I wanna call it good and let there be no more you in my life. I hate that you're friends with mandy because you aren't 100% done. You're a sucky person for not listening to me about not being her friend, for that I'll ALWAYS hold a grude. But for the split of our friendship: let byegones be bygones." (Christian; 3:48am April 6th)
• "I'm sorry. You don't have cooties. love you!" (Nathan; 8:15pm April 6th)
• "Seriously Chris? Why doy ou feel the need to be such a jerk to dani? I really don't see a point. and lying is always bad, no matter what and it just hurts more whenn you tell the person you lied to the truth later on out of anger. Another thing that pisses me off is that you know how bad you make her feel too. It's dispicable. and then you get upset when I say what she's too scared to say. The first time I was legit trying to help and you decided you hated me. You've dont so much to hurt her and then try to blame it on her. Even after yr not friends anymore you wont even look at a package of yr stuff she sent you. Believe me, we went to a lot of trouble to send that package. And spent money on it. Honestly, yr a self-righteous, arrogant, a total D-I-C-K [goodness, are you even smart enough to spell that one?], A creep, and a fake christian. What you do discussts me, and I can't believe you even can think about calling yrself a christian. Please, don't ever talk to dani or I again. You've done enough damade for on life time. Have fun in hell, yr best friend, Nathan. P.s I can't believe someone would go as low as using their knowlefge gained through being a best friend to hurt someone useing the word you know will hurt most against them. YOu have no right to be "disappointed". Dani hasn't failed you in any way. Now, legit. leave us alone nebrasken turd." (Nathan to Chris; 10:24pm April 14th)
• "It's alright dandan. I don't disagree with all of it. Besides, I'd rather be on better terms anyway." (Christian; 10:56pm April 14th)
• "So I'm kinda proud of nathan telling off that crappy nebraska guy whos been giving you crap. I love you dani and any crap you recieve isnt dserved to someone as nice as you." (David; 9:54pm April 15th)
• "The one nicoles mom was cooking in the hallway so she could be on the phone." (Nathan; 10:25am April 18th)
• "You should be. I like watching you grow up. It's inspiring." (Nathan; 11:38am April 18th)
• "It just is. watching you fight yr own battles and win gives me hope that I can do the same." (Nathan; 11:41am April 18th)
• "Dani. I miss you. And I still love you. I miss your caring voice and I don't want you to think for a second I don't miss you. You were the best friend I ever had." (Christian; 3:40am April 20th)
• "The song "I'm yours" makes me think of you. Ever time it says "nothings gunna stop me but divine intervention." (Nathan; 1:32pm April 20th)
• "Imsorryillbemoresupportivefromnowon.willthatmakeyouhappyagain?" (Nathan; 11:54pm April 20th)
• "Nah. if it couldn't work once, it wouldnt work twice. no one and nothing ever changes. if people could change then it would." (Christian; 12:18am April 21th)
• "Keep chuggin you lil engine you!" (Leah; 10:05om April 21st.)
• "thanksforcleaningyrroomiloveyousomuchdanielleabi-saadinsertsmileyfacehere" (Nathan; 1:02am April 22nd)
• "I like big butts and I can not lie u otha brother can't deny when a girl walks in w/ an itty bitty waist and a round thing in ur face u get SPRUNG!" (NiCOLE; 5:55pm April 22nd.)
• "thnx. ily2. my life would be boring if u guys weren't in it." (Nicole' 6:15pm April 22nd.)
• "No thanks needed, love. You are pretty, smart, cute, funny and a zillion other things. How could he not like you??? Youre perfect =]" (Kyle; 11:04pm April 22nd.)
• "Scream." (Patrick; 3:00pm April 23rd.)
• [fine..] cause I love you THAT much." (Nathan; 3:14pm April 23rd.)
• "Cause. yr MINE." (Nathan;3:58pm April 23rd.)
• I don't want you to leave. ever. stay back, then go to the same college as me." (Nathan; 4:07pm April 23rd.)
• "OHSNAP! I'm sure it looks beautiful as always." (Nathan; 4:57pm April 23rd.)
• "No. it is mine. cause i love you and I want to see you happy. even if it means you leaving." (Nathan; 6:02 April 23rd.)
• "No, but I can tell." (Nathan; 6:15pm April 23rd.)
• "She started doing this strange dance and winking at me. She's done now. But it wa s frightening." (Jared; 9:59pm April 25th.)
• "[dani., I don't want you to get hurt. at all. but how do I protect you from yrself? I love you.]" (Nathan; 1:51pm April 26th)
• "It's a ture statement. you have no clue how scared i was like night when all of a sudden you stopped texting me." (Nathan; 1:57pm April 26th.)
• "I was that scared. I went to bed an hour later, praying that you had just fallen asleep and that you took five something else. Maybe you stole something. I didn't care what it was as long as it didn't threaten yr health. But of course it did." (Nathan; 2:01pm April 26th.)
• "Don't let it. you got this. I'm going to try to sleep. night babe. Love you." (Nathan; 9:40pm April 26th.)
• "Epiphany: life so far seems so long. but it's not. theres so much more to come. the troubles that seem like mountains now will soon be molehills in comparison to what is yet to come. there are so many choices, but how do we make the right ones? honesty, love, grace and patiences can do wonders in yr life. take advantage of that. cherish what you have, for it may be gone all too soon. take a minute to think each day and be thankful for that very minute that has been GIVEN to you." (Nathan; 11:14pm April 27th)
• "Kay. have a good day as well. love you." (Nathan; 7:17am April 29th)
• "Oh dear. Dani don't die on me!!!!!! I dont want the dani dinosaur to be extinct :p" (David; 2:45pm April 30th)
• "gooood. i think that YR lucky that I love YOU." (Nathan; 5:36pm April 30th)
• If a fire breathing, mutated, godzilla sized rabbit that was a carnivore was attacking yr town, what superhero would you call?
  • "Ahaha. QAILMAN!" (Leah; 9:56pm May 1st.)
  • "Uhm. Quailman." (Nathan; 10:13pm May 1st.)
  • "Quail-man." (Jared; 9:22am May 2nd.)
  • "Ash from the Pokemon show. he always seems to get himself outa trouble." (Scott; 9:24am May 2nd.)
  • "Most likely spiderman cause he can like swing from the tops of the houses and then shoot his web at it." (Hannah; 9:49am May 2nd.)
  • "Superman Cuz he's hot. :)" (Hannah B; 9:49am May 2nd.)
  • "Dracula(: ahhaha. and then he'll turn the monster into a vampire and then the sun will be out and the monster will die:]" (Khalee; 6:48pm May 15th.)
• "I'd enjoy them. So Avatar powers and super strength. And I can talk to dinosaurs." (Peter; 12:54pm May 2nd.)
• "Then I could meet Abe Lincon and beat him at wrestling. I would own his ass. I already wrestle bears and win." (Peter; 1:05pm May 2nd.)
• "Hmmm... Jurrasic times so you can speak to more of your kind." (Peter; 1:08pm May 2nd.)
• "really? i feel like yr my mom." (Nathan; 10:23pm May 6th.)
• "yeah. just when yr taking care of me. the way you hold me in yr lap. maybe big sister is more accurate. you know more about my life than a mother would." (Nathan; 10:26pm May 6th)
• "Ugh. fear is a great moticator. ths could turn into the best thing youve done all year." (Leah; 1:43pm May 9th)
• "Uhm. The first day we hung out on yr lawn and ate flowers or last summer hangin on yr driveway. or anything we do." (Leah; 3:51pm May 9th)
• "It was with my mom. and we had finished dinner. and she had already stepped out on me to talk on the phone. i am NEVER to busy for you. got it?" (Nathan; 11:01pm May 9th.)
• "don't. i want to hear it. i love you. no matter what." (Nathan; 11:30pm May 9th.)
• "I'm gunna go to sleep though. night dear. love you. and don't forget, I'm never too busy for you." (Nathan; 12:06am May 10th.)
• "You won't shatter. I won't let you." (Nathan; 2:18pm May 10th.)
• ":] So an infinant amount of times." (Nathan; 2:20pm May 10th.)
• "Don't. the wind is blowing now." (Nathan; 7:27pm May 10th.)
• What piece of important advice would you give someone about life?
  • "Never ever lie. All it causes is trouble." (Kyle; 9:!4pm May 11th.)
  • "Always be true to yourself. know who you are and stick to your beliefes and loves, but dont let that over power willingness to be open minded to others." (Khalee; 9:17pm May 11th.)
  • "Live it. don't sit around thinking of the best way to. " (Nathan; 10:06pm May 11th.)
  • "Love each other and yourself and love your enemies. If you do these things, everything will work out... either that or something like, be cool stay in school. don't do drugs, give hugs." (David; 2:34pm May 12th.)
• "Roar. I'm leahlion. me like to eat." (Leah; 8:27pm May 13th.)
• "ahahahahahhaha. I love you again." (Nathan; 9:58pm May 13th.)
• "iloveyou. Just thought I'd throw that out there.." (Nathan; 10:05pm May 13th.)
• "I'll bring you a 4th tomorrow." (KT; 8:44pm May 14th.)
• "It looks like you keep losing weight ever since like, the summer?" (Khalee; 8:55pm May 14th.)

Life talk;; 5/15-6. (nathan.)

• "yr a liar. you take everything so seriously and are to emotional. you treat yrself like hell and blame other people. You've changed for the worst. ugh." (dani.)
• "You don't understand. maybe I do all that to deal with things. Maybe yr taking it all the wrong way. There oculd be tons of stuff you don't understand. Maybe it really is other peoples fault that I'm so upset? Maybe I did change. but who says it's for the worse? there are so many things people like about me. yr just focusing on the negative." (nathan.)
• "Throwing up and oding and crying are not ways to deal with things. especcially not now, when people need you. yr family needs you. It's no one elses fault for you unhappiness. It's not fair to blame anyone else. it is for the worse. You do things you never would've thought of doing a while back." (Dani.)
• "Crying is perfectly logical to deal witht hings. it's natural and ok. I hate that I od and throw up. I'm working on it. I don't always have to take ccare of people. When I want to it's fine. but they shouldn't have to depend on me. Maybe not, but I'm working on dealing with my own things. It's not my fault that I do what I need to do to get things done. maybe I'm just desperate and need to think of new things. Who are you to judge me?" (Nathan.)
• "No. you do. taking care of others is what you do. you like picking selfless over selfish. Time only makes things worse. I can judge any time I want. you need to figure yr life out and stop complaining so much." (Dani.)
• "Sometimes I deserve to be selfish. no one can be selfless all the time. I need it to collect my faults. Well, yr frankly judging too harshly. maybe i just need some time to figure things out. Sometimes I deserve to complain. If you just give me some time I'll prove you wrong. I'll be better than you ever thought I could be. justyouwait." (Nathan.)
• "I judge that hard to get yr attention. because you never listen. I'm tired of waiting to see what you can be. I'm tired of it." (dani)
• "well you have my attention. I'm working on it. I know yr tired. but just give me some more time. I have so much of life ahead of me. I'm working on it. just just a fraction of my life. Just deal for a bit." (Nathan)
• "yr not working at it. You sit and complain then don't do anything about it. I know you. you don't need time. you need better motivation and a better environment." (dani)
• "Well what ar eyou doing to help me? help me get a better environment. help me motivate me. if you won't have me, as a friend to make sure I'm working." (Nathan.)
• "I've tried! It doesn't help. yr practically hopeless.." (dani)
• "Practically that means I have hope. Keep trying to motivate me. sometimes people just need help though the whole thing. don't give up on me yet." (nathan.)
• "I'm trying. you don't knoow what i go through everyday. I fight myself on everything. and it hurts." (dani)
• "There's a light at the end of the tunnel. I'll make sure of that. Just keep trying." (Nathan)
• "Nathan, I really don't know what to do. It scares me so much being like this. I'm tired of fighting myself..." (Dani)
• "I know. I know. let me help you. whatever you need. I can do it." (nathan)
• "I don't know what I need.." (dani)
• "I feel like yr deffinitely worth listening to and I'm happy to help. [you know I will.]" (nathan)
• "I feel like I wouldn't be such a great friend if you didn't show me how great the rewards of having such a good friend can be. " (Nathan)
• "I love you too. [..but you have to get up of else you'll pee yr pants?]" (nathan)
• "[I figured. :p] I'm gunna go to bed. I'll text you when I get up. Love you dear, no matter what. Yr perfect." (Nathan.)

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• "I love you." (Nathan; 9:01pm May 18th.)
• "Thanks. (nothing could make me stop loving you. :])" (Nathan; 9:26pm May 18th.)
• "Wanna makeout?" (Nathan; 10:42pm May 18th)
• "Ok. Wednessday. it's not hard." (Nathan; 10:47pm May 18th)
• "Ackshully. I'm not sure if I could. that'd be real awkward." (nATHAN; 11:07PM mAY 18TH)
• "Offering and taking it back." (Nathan; 11:15pm May 18th.)
• "So I think this is you wanting to be alone.. night. love you." (Nathan; 11:44pm May 18th.)
• "wats up?!? I miss u. I wana hang out soon." (Scott; 10:01pm May 20th)
• "yr perfect just the way you are. I'm right on this one." (Nathan; 11:19pm May 20th)
• ":[ weeell hunnybun,, I told you not to suck patricks dick." (Khalee; 7:05am May 22nd.)
• I like that boom boom pow them chickens jackin my style they try and copy my swagger im on that next shit now im so 3008 yr so 2000 and late i got that boom boom that future boom boom boom let me get me now" (Nicole;9:00pm May 24th)
• "I know. thanks. I love you so much." (Nathan; 10:54pm May 25th)
• "omg dani. I love you so much. the card is amazing it really cheered me up :)" (dAVID; 5:18TH mAY 26TH)
• "Ok. call me when yr ready. I'm ALWAYS here no matter what." (Leah; 8:05pm May 26th)
• " I love u in greek is s'agapo" (Patrick; 9:54pm May 27th)
• "Perhapsleah: @danidinosaurrr: when that happens they call them microinequities. they suck." (Leah via twitter; 11:28pm May 27th.)
• "I want a bakery in my closet." (Leah' 11:41pm May 27th.)
• "You too. but if I did, I'd order you a pistachio muffin and then I'd get a cupcake and we'd eat them together cuz we'd be in my car. Cuz I drive." (Leah; 11:44pm May 27th)
• "I'm upset that you've done drugs. and that leah and kt do drugs. and I'm just upset that patrick insists on coming over and talking to you when I'm right there. It's like he ruins out time together cause he knows I don't want to be around him and you hang out with him way more than me, and I was friends with you first and You'll end up getting hurt. And you don't need to be hurt and more than you have been." (Nathan; 7:01pm May 28th)
• "Kay. but, for the record, it should never hurt to smile." (Nathan; 10:24pm May 28th)
• "yr a good one :p" (Nathan; 10:28pm May 28th)

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• "Yuppp. I wish we had tomorrow off too. It can be national nicole day. People who know me can stay from school. " (Nicole;november 3rd; 7:12pm)
• " loveee youuu :) &im glad yr alive &not eaten by an alligator." (Becca; november 2nd; 7:51pm)
• "I just poured tooo much water into my oatmeal.. Just thought I'd share that. :}" (Chad; 11:21am November 5th)
• "That's a better response. [because in a moment of weakness all things are forgotten.]" (Nathan; 1:07am November 1st.)
• "Haha,very nice!!" (Riley; 7:44pm October 24th.)
• "I'm actually dancing,haha" (Riley; 9:49pm October 24th)
• "Haha,ill go to the next dance with you" (Riley; 10:35pm October 24th)
• "I will, I fully intend on dancing with you." (Riley; 11:40pm October 24th)
• "oh God, no more adhesives for you" (Riley; 5:31pm October 26th)