i was in a poly relationship with hux + phasma and was very possessive of both. i was much more of a mama's boy -- leia was a much bigger comfort than han. i had a lot of trust issues with him from the start. snoke's meddling didn't help. i don't really trust him, but i used to when i was little, and i want to dethrone him.

that vader shrine was my meditation room. i went there for personal comfort and to help train my mind. i liked to stargaze and i had a lot of space knowledge.

because of snoke i had a lot of dissociative symptoms as well as a lot of trust issues.