may '24

• (1). ahh, school has beat me silly to be honest. I'm quiet tired all the time now, the weather has bounced from being tornado to clear sunny skies. there's a bird outside my kitchen window atop our rain drain, as well as birds outside my bedroom window somewhat. they just very loudly slam onto the roof.
• (2). hyper fixations are going to be in full swing once I'm out on summer break. I'm thrilled!! because then I have time to just smile and enjoy my life and not think ''holy shit I'm doomed'' every five minutes.
• (3). found a new wacky hobby of making little ''animations''. I wouldn't call them that but its quite fun to make.

augusut 2026. [TW : Mental Illness + Ranting.]

• I'm going to texas in a month. I'm not sure if i'm really excited anymore as i am just dreading going on a plane for the first time in my life. I've avoided it all as much as i can.
• i feel like im going to die soon and i don't know why.

september 2026. Texas was great! I'm not sure I've ever had so much fun! I'm so thankful for everyone who made the trip possible + being able to see my lovely long distance friends! Met lots of fans of shows I really enjoyed and such during the convention aswell!

It feels like things are looking up for me honestly, I intend on being more active here I swear it this time. Today, as I'm writing this (9/14/2026) I'm going to deep clean my room. I'm excited! I have some stuff I want to put up, may go on a shopping spree for new stuff in my room soon!