- not walking
- having a tube coming out of my bladder
- looking up while talking to people
- the lack of finger movement
- sleeping on my back
- instructing (depending on) people to help me with the simplest tasks
- having someone dig up my arse everyday,cause i can't voulntary take a crap
- not playing keyboard
- not being able to feel with any part of my body,but my head.
- not being able to impulsively/affectionally grab my boyfriend,Chuck,when the mood strikes
- scaring cats & dogs
- the physical barrier of being in a wheelchair
- cute guys never check me out
- uneven sidewalks
- not playing vinyl
- not being on tour with Subtle or 13 & God
- being treated differently
- not being able to whack off whenever the mood strikes
- the deeper challenge of just reading a book or magazine
- not being able to ride my bike
- spasms
- having a 4 hour morning routine
- shoping for clothes
- siting on my ass all day
- numb nipples(google:"hanky codes"see dark pink)
- always being cold
- not being able to scratch my itches
apr 25 2006 ∞
may 4 2006 +