• drunken lament - ludo
• edge of darkness - greta van fleet
• love me more - suffrajett
• five years - david bowie
• lake pontchartrain - ludo
• paris in flames - thursday

• the summer ends - american football
• grey veins - ls dunes
• metamorphosis - infinity song
• international small arms traffic blues - the mountain goats
• this song brought to you by a falling bomb - thursday
• application for release from the dream - thursday
• tik tok - kesha
• zero percent - mcr
• why i like the robins - hum

୨୧ : one morning this sadness will fossilize

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• ita bags and other oshikatsu crafts
• black poetry
• gabapentin
• romcoms, the idea of
• complaining
• dismemberment

୨୧ : they say it doesn't happen that often (but it's happening right now)

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• saint micah ( mikey )｡ world's first twenty one y/o — he they — black lesbian — loudly togolese in origin — terrifically autistic — tremendous basket case — weekend goth — some sort of bug or alien, lives on the internet. 24/7 terror. writes! — the death of the party

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• pervert of — fragrances, computers, tattoos, ginger ale, old web, the 2000s, typology, categories, quotes, sacred heart imagery
• typologies — intp ; RLUAI (but sometimes RLUEI. accommodating and also supremely selfish) ; 5w4 ; melancholic-phlegmatic

୨୧ : you wanna see what my insides look like?

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me, in quotes, lyrics, truisms, etc.

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• you must fix your heart ('the foundations of decay' - mcr)

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• in a dream you saw a way to survive and you were full of joy (jenny holzer)

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• i set my clocks early cause i know i'm always late ('a little less sixteen candles...' - fall out boy)

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• get out of bed or this might be the end ('maya the psychic' - gerard way)

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୨୧ : we have no value in these calculations

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address me

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• i'm not answering the phone, let it ring / lately i've been feeling like a falling bomb / the ground is getting closer and the sky is falling down ('this song brought to you by a falling bomb' - thursday)

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• dragged underneath, separate from you all ('i'm so tired' - fugazi)

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• five stories falling, forever and ever ('jet black new year' - thursday)

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• if i keep holding my breath all of this w...

୨୧ : you showed me empty hands were the only kind that ever prayed

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• own a tiffany lamp or something similar
• make a short film
• make music or some other kind of collaborative art with somebody that i adore
• make a copy of my front door key for somebody who loves me a lot
• voice a character and sing a song as said character
• experience a week without feelings of abject misery and terror
• show someone a movie/song/band/etc. that i like without getting scared and they like it too
• move somewhere i don't have to justify my existence

• yarrlist - piracy!
• piracy megathread - also piracy!
• anna's archive - books!
• blinkies cafe - custom blinkies!
• wilby - old style search engine!
• w3 schools - code tutorials!
• web content accessibility guide/WCAG - how to make online stuff more accessible!
• imagetourl mp3 to link - link an mp3 file yay!
• open streets map - look at places!
• intercity rail map - train map!
• pomo focus - online pomodoro timer!
• photopea - free online image editor!

• masochist
• scorpio mars (and venus)
• drummer
• unable to remember any life events before age 11
• able to drink any alcoholic beverage like water
• walked away from getting t-boned in drivers' side completely uninjured (physically)
• simultaneous only child and eldest daughter