୨୧ : you showed me empty hands were the only kind that ever prayed

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• own a tiffany lamp or something similar
• make a short film
• make music or some other kind of collaborative art with somebody that i adore
• make a copy of my front door key for somebody who loves me a lot
• voice a character and sing a song as said character
• experience a week without feelings of abject misery and terror
• show someone a movie/song/band/etc. that i like without getting scared and they like it too
• move somewhere i don't have to justify my existence