monday ideal schedule:10:00 - 10:30 - wake up and coffee10:30 - 10:45 - guided meditation10:45 - 11:00 - refresh on writing project11:00 - 12:30 - write12:30 - 1:30 - lunch break1:30 - 2:00 - go to library2:00 - 2:30 - call psychiatrist2:30 - 4:00 - write4:00 - 5:00 - exercise5:00 - 5:30 - shower5:30 - 6:00 - dutch practice reading6:00 - 7:00 - write7:00 - 7:30 - subliminals and gratitude 7:30 - 8:30 - dinner8:30 - 10:00 - tv with parents10:00 - 11:30 - relax11:30 - 12:00 - ready for bed12:00 - sleep

cumilative: 5 hours of writing time

for today:

• re-read over screenplay and make notes
• make a list of what needs to be done this week
• determine a mythology
• breakdown goal and essence of story
• do character breakdowns of goals, persona...

new goal:

• first draft complete by 12/14
• write 8 pages every day
• reconfigure an in-depth outline
• begin revising first half

upcoming:

• fellowships in may

past:

• deadline 12/2 for CNWF

• don't worry about getting it perfect. it's your first time doing this after all. you can't expect to get it perfect on the first try, so just see it as a learning experience.
• i deserve to meet my goals and make myself happy. to not feel so down on myself for missed opportunities.
• don't give up hoping. you never know unless you go for it.

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• do subliminal listening