• concerts that may happen in the future
• waiting for my favorite books to be made into movies
• albums announced by my favorite musicians
• who knows, I might find a way to get out of this godforsaken country and see the world
• and I might see the aurora borealis
• the possibility that I might meet my internet friends someday
• my parents would forever blame themselves their entire lives if I killed myself
• my friends probably would too
• plus I tried cutting but I don't like inflicting myself physical pain
• no matter how I try to extract myself from my Catholic upbringing I still am afraid of going to hell

(June 23, 2013)

• I need to read Isla and the Happily Ever After
• and TMI books 4-6
• I still have to watch the CoB movie (and subsequent TMI movies if CoB will be as good as I think it is)
• Bazooka Rocks II!
• Dairish and Isla and Iroh
• I haven't met Eva in person
• I haven't seen the Milky Way and the Aurora Borealis
• I haven't done it yet
• Mt. Pulag 2014 with Mitch and Kai
• that trip to anywhere with Jam & Star & other fangirl friends