probably a strange thing to start this when half the year has already passed but hey better late than never

• meeting The Maine and Nick Santino and having them sign my journal
• HALF A SECOND HUG WITH JOHN O
• kinda feel important (ish) at work (???) like PGT people recognize me now I don't have to introduce myself /they/ are the ones who have to introduce themselves to me
• took the PCG entrance examination for officers and passed, much to the delight of my parents, which also caused their disappointment because i did not push through it
• finally had the guts to apply to grad school
• new laptop
• late night phone calls
• attended some classes at the Ateneo and ???? I mean it was for a short course but w o a h Arrrneo
• first out of town trip with MS4 people - Capones, Camara, Anawangin
• Nagsasa
• got accepted at grad school
• drinking so much I had to throw up multiple times (!!!!)
• drinking too frequently the PPDO people think I am an an alcoholic idek
• wanting to try bAD THINGS
• i deliberately tried to hurt myself (no cuts, ok)
• went to a museum because I wanted to and not because I had to and enjoyed it
• change of employment status, mmm
• I AM A STUDENT AGAIN. GRAD SCHOOL. AT UP FUCKING DILIMAN. FUCK.
• smoke and fire and and and
• baguio with MS4! aaah!