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i will rarely ever talk about my health, but because it does affect my friendships and online activity: i have a neurological disorder and mental disorders that cause me to have a skewed understanding of communication. i get extremely paranoid at random times, which can lead me to be closed off and emotionally dishonest.

if you're ever worried you might have done something to upset me, there's a 99.99% chance you haven't - lack of communication on my part is almost always because of my own insecurities. though i am working on bettering myself, i am sorry for all the worry i cause in the mean time!!

also, i work full-time on top of being of a student. this leaves me little free time in the first place - please excuse me if my replies are slow or confusing when i get groggy.

jun 23 2025 ∞
jul 11 2025 +
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  • my own private idaho
  • dìdi (弟弟)⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
  • how to make millions before grandma dies
  • roman holiday
  • the third man
  • sunset boulevard
  • bare: a pop opera
  • i love american and british film noir, asian-american and southeast asian movies, and https://listography.com/user/7969922751/...

em

aug 15 2021 ∞
jul 11 2025 +
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disclaimer: i am always critical of media and i believe there are nuances to everything. the portrayal of trauma & abuse in media is a huge interest of mine, however i understand some people might disagree with me on what is "good" representation. i'm always open to discussing this subject :)

a little life

goodnight punpun

interview with the vampire

the bear mika / lanh / carmine | he/him but they/them works too | bi

jun 23 2025 ∞
jul 8 2025 +
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alice by heart , spring awakening, gatsby: an american myth. illinoise , les miserables, hadestown, bare: a pop opera , floyd collins, mozart l’opéra rock, cats, roméo et juliette

sufjan stevens, mf doom, mos def, david bowie, george harrison, florence + the machine,

ayo edebiri isaac cole powell riz ahmed jamie muscato fra fee jacob anderson eva noblezada

jean valjean

jun 23 2025 ∞
jul 11 2025 +
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  • melchior gabor, ilse neumann (spring awakening)
  • nick carraway, daisy fay (the great gatsby)
  • fedya dolokhov, natasha rostova (war and peace)
  • sydney adamu, richie jerimovich (the bear)
  • claudia (iwtv)
  • cosette fauchelevent (les mis)
  • princess zelda (tloz)
  • kanata shinkai (enstars)
aug 15 2021 ∞
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