♡ i'm going to be honest, though not blunt. due to my...constant paranoia, i'm almost always on edge and cannot take things that seem that they are against me in a way. due to this, i will most likely assume that things worded wrong is hate towards me and i will take it very poorly.

♡ i swear a LOT. i apologize if this upsets you, but i'm incapable of filtering myself, and if i try, it usually slips out eventually.

♡ i have a VERY morbid and dark/potentially offensive sense of humor. it's mostly dark and morbid, such as 'i eat children' and 'cannibalism' jokes and stuff like that. i usually try to tone it down with people i just meet and am not very close with, but it's quite difficult as this is really the only humor that will amuse me.

♡ i desire a lot of attention, and i usually will message people quite often if i want attention from them. most of the time, it's just a little conversation that i want, though if it does bother you, i will go away if asked.

♡ i'm very prone to breakdowns. and it's easy to get me to have one. i cannot handle discourse well, especially towards the lgbt community as a whole or nonbinary genders; as well as politics and death.

♡ i will not list my disorders/mental illnesses, nor am i very open about them to people i don't really know. though, most of them do keep me antisocial and with huge trust issues. i'm also constantly bouncing from place to place.

♡ one thing to know about me, top priority, is that i dissociate. a LOT. i also have episodes where i think i'm not real, and will refer to myself as a doll or an angel quite often; most specifically a cherub. sometimes, a ghost, but it is usually angel or doll. i won't answer to my name during these episodes, and might be prone to typing out or saying whatever thoughts come into my mind to someone.

dec 9 2018 ∞
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