• tiktok *wip*
• anilist ♡
• last.fm ♡ *super active*
• letterboxd ♡
• tumblr *wip*
• storygraph ♡

toners ♡

• biodance collagen gel toner pads ❀

essences & serums ♡

• sk-ii pitera facial treatment essence ❀
• biodance pore perfecting collagen peptide serum mist ❀

masks ♡

• axxzia eye essence sheet mask ❀
• biodance collagen-real deep mask ❀

cleansers ♡

• clé de peau beauté softening cleansing foam ❀

serums ♡

• timeless 20% vitamin c + e ferulic acid ❀
• timeless matrixyl synthe6 ❀
• dieux auracle eye serum ❀

moisturizers ♡

• dieux instant angel ❀

cleansers ♡

• dieux ethereal cleansing oil ❀
• cerave hydrating foaming oil cleanser ❀

lips ♡

• revision youthfull lip replenisher *

• bambi ♡
• axel
• étienne
• harry
• noah
• brewen
• rowan ♡
• asa
• oliver
• ambrose ♡
• tate
• nathaniel
• jonah
• dmitry
• salem
• rory
• sasha ♡
• wilde
• sonny ♡
• aslan

˳೫˚ i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands. ˚೫˳ - e. e. cummings.

lolita / lo / loey, 35, angel, infp-t, melancholic, chaotic neutral, ☼ sagittarius ☾ libra, 777.

• terribly, terribly bashful
• won't ever follow trends for the sake of being trendy
• married to the moon
• oftentimes has a nosebleed
• loves her boyfriend (she doesn't have one)
• says she hates astrology but will look up your chart for fun
• forever swallowing butterflies
• tends to forget her age
• has bpd and always is sick and sad

my staple ♡

• almondetto, heavy on the stiletto (long)

wanna try ♡

• russian almond (long & very long)
• squoval (very short)
• stiletto (very long)
• ballerina (long & very long)

tried ♡

• square (short)
• almond (short & medium)
• round (short & medium)

beauty ♡

• lip flip + smile correction
  • $200 + tip
  • sometime in october
    • (as needed, but will get lip filler instead if necessary next instead)
• salmon dna injection
  • $350 + tip
  • sometime in october
    • (every 2-4 weeks)
• eyebrows
  • $10 + tip
  • (every 3-4 weeks)

nails ♡

• gel builder/acrylics

• victorian mourning dresses
• decrepit baby dolls missing limbs
• ghost stories
• late 1800s medical instruments
• filthy '90s barbie dollhouses
• true crime & cults
• titanic and other shipwrecks
• western saloons
• victorian and edwardian hospitals and illnesses
• plate armor and medieval weaponry

when i'm out of my reading slump ♡

• bizenghast (volume 1) m. alice legrow
• the slaughterman's daughter yaniv iczkovits
• nothing but blackened teeth cassandra khaw
• memories lang laev
• spoiled milk avery curran

then i'll read these ♡

• foreclosure gothic harris lahti
• the tale of peter rabbit beatrix potter
• scammer caroline calloway
• lullabies lang laev
• elegy for the undead matthew vesely
• ring kōji suzuki
• paradise rot jenny hval
• starve arce andrew michael hurley
• love & misadventure lang laev
• doll bones holly black
• monstrilio gerardo sámano córdova
• dreamhouse alison habens

and then i'll read these whenever ♡

• to drag from the guts / what’s in the guts / terror and hunger.

zbigniew herbert, from chord of light: poems; “mr. cogito and pop,”

• & you know now, that anything alone is a haunting & any two things together is a terror.

yves olade, “iphigenia at aulis”

• how i linger to admire, admire, admire the things of this world that are kind, and maybe. also troubled roses in the wind, the sea geese on the steep waves, a love to which there is no reply?

mary oliver, from “heavy,” thirst: poems