❝Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.❞ My Start Date: 28.12.16

• 28.12.16 - OT6, can you see his silhouette, let's cause a little trouble, shop hopping, what day is it even
• 29.12.16 - kbs gayo daehyun, youngjae the bias list wrecker, 125, finished the song, getting back on track
• 30.12.16 - songwriting, i am inadequate, i always have been, i'm sorry, cards
• 31.12.16 - it's new year's eve, mbc gayo daejun, bap sang mirotic, i am alone, the same
• 01.01.17 - 2017, how did that happen, not a quiet month, i bought things, sherlock
• 02.01.17 - rewatching daredevil, finished crooked kingdom, hours, losing track, to believe
• 03.01.17 - be concerned, finishing the song, city, i am not a writer, lying is all i've learned
• 04.01.17 - i don't want to go back to school, somewhat productive, hold back the stars, tired, Shadowhunters
• 05.01.17 - first day back, i'm tired, i need to revise, trying to play piano, carry on
• 06.01.17 - friday, new ed sheeran music, maths mock, grand tour, i don't want to fail
• 07.01.17 - what are priorities, speed, writer's block, slump, trying to be creative
• 08.01.17 - i am too tired, the burden of this family, nearly finished, favourite lyrics, avoiding doing actual work (no change there though)
• 09.01.17 - truce, in the corner, sherlock though, finished a book, commitment issues
• 10.01.17 - as i descended, playing in my head, breathe in, you me at six, moving on
• 11.01.17 - bloods, tired and stressed, day6, why am i awkward, unproductive
• 12.01.17 - late day, lewis, attempting maths, journals, do you remember me
• 13.01.17 - first snow, watery eyes, driving lessons, friday the 13th, stressed/depressed
• 14.01.17 - chats, i wish i could sing, i did no revision today, brian, procrastination
• 15.01.17 - i can't do it, finale, daydream, insignificant, i'm sorry
• 16.01.17 - organising things that don't matter, always losing, seolo, my albums came, scared
• 17.01.17 - when will i be good enough, mock exams tomorrow, failing, what am i, making music
• 18.01.17 - two down, one to go, nothing tonight, more playing piano, up late
• 19.01.17 - all in, nearly done, do you remember me, the graces, wishes
• 20.01.17 - finished, catching up, i'm very tired, fat cow, carry on
• 21.01.17 - traitor, empty day, something more, faint, how do i do what i want to do
• 22.01.17 - guess i gotta wash my mouth out with soap, colors, another weekend wasted, all alone, empty
• 23.01.17 - what a coincidence, back, isolation, i want to sleep, i don't believe you
• 24.01.17 - the worst i've ever done, sing, worrying, can you feel my heart, asleep
• 25.01.17 - driving lessons, foolish, not what you wanted, covers, falling
• 26.01.17 - familiar sadness, i am not ok, i wouldn't tell you, i'm just being dramatic, nothing new
• 27.01.17 - end of another week, decks, little, better, get
• 28.01.17 - spots, goodnight, long books, elements, maybe this time
• 29.01.17 - fat, fat, fat, fat, fat
• 30.01.17 - writing, conspiracies, bird's-eye theories, emptying, who am i to you
• 31.01.17 - end of january, congratulations, shirt stories, second lesson, still going
• 01.02.17 - i wait, putting it off, sleep, teen wolf, pressure
• 02.02.17 - lists, statics, winter is good, awkward, boring day
• 03.02.17 - i love fridays, sneaking, more ideas, i think i made a mistake, why
• 04.02.17 - zines, i wish i was creative, writing my story, organising, guns for hands
• 05.02.17 - lonely again, long diary entries, but there's hope out the window, did you fail me or did i fail you, you were pretty
• 06.02.17 - tell me what to do, don't be dramatic, brain, how i feel, the end
• 07.02.17 - hopeless, can you please stay away, there is nothing, i'm sorry to disappoint, wait
• 08.02.17 - i finished winter, avoidance, i basically read all day, better, daughter of smoke & bone
• 09.02.17 - audrey, we should've come sooner, missing, i'm not there, goodbye
• 10.02.17 - waste of time, excuse me miss, live stages, holiday, i need to write again
• 11.02.17 - feeling down, i cry, i didn't do anything today, what is wrong, i don't know what i'm waiting for
• 12.02.17 - healer, i know my faults, nearly there, cut, next one
• 13.02.17 - ups and downs, veganism, i can be better, twenty one pilots won, not for you
• 14.02.17 - seo jung hoo is my favourite, i haven't done much (again today), trying, scared of tomorrow, only yesterday
• 15.02.17 - don't recall, i did it, goals, sleepy, neglect
• 16.02.17 - i went out, perseverance, rose, books, when my headphones are on it means don't talk to me
• 17.02.17 - sentimental, kalopsia, project album, 9 songs, maybe i can do this somehow
• 18.02.17 - closure, to be noticed, empty room, too much, useless
• 19.02.17 - home alone, i made progress, knock knock, brother, guilty
• 20.02.17 - i messed up, out of all the groups, afraid to live, unrealistic, i don't want to go back
• 21.02.17 - living for bap's snake concepts, watching goblin again, cheat, twenty one pilot videos, don't come near me, grumpy
• 22.02.17 - dirk gently, bang yongguk, applicant day, something wrong, insignificant
• 23.02.17 - finished goblin, not again it seems, in between, i got love, bits
• 24.02.17 - decks, awkward, shivers, end of every week, what am i doing
• 25.02.17 - no heating, card making, where has this day gone, i don't even know what i'm doing anymore, thinking too much
• 26.02.17 - note to self:never eat out again, bleeding, bap japan tour, broken things, white noise
• 27.02.17 - writer's block, cold house, pinocchio, lack of motivation, always alone
• 28.02.17 - cpa, too much or never enough, pvris, i will lie, dreading tomorrow
• 01.03.17 - bap make me happy, i'm sorry my mistake, beautiful broken things, forgotten, time
• 02.03.17 - throwback, who knows, teasers, still here, please say you didn't see
• 03.03.17 - divide, waste of time, switch, apathy, i need to get organised again
• 04.03.17 - trying to find a purpose, abs, i miss bang yongguk, getting there, trying?
• 05.03.17 - love in color, now we're fading, wow, exercising, waiting for bap's comeback
• 06.03.17 - how can i say, am i getting somewhere, i always feel lonely, teaching, isolate
• 07.03.17 - addictive, wake me up, welcome back, strange things, putting off
• 08.03.17 - see you again, i'll make you love me, anywhere but here, effectiveness, can i change, complicated
• 09.03.17 - mastery, empty house, afraid, comeback stage, practice
• 10.03.17 - faint, this day, atlantis, back and forth, finishing
• 11.03.17 - stop for a day, breakfast mistake, too much, motivation for the wrong things, i know i know
• 12.03.17 - i think i'm relapsing, but i don't mind, i'm not doing it properly anyway, howl, skinnier
• 13.03.17 - pick me, overcome, should i or shouldn't i, not trying hard enough, ruby red
• 14.03.17 - chat, waste of time, out of my mind, what i've become, continuing to disappoint
• 15.03.17 - driving is kinda fun in a terrifying kind of way, more books, being productive, but i'm tired, eyelids
• 16.03.17 - couldn't care less, love live, speed reading, dropped, and i will lie
• 17.03.17 - sakura, falling kingdoms, less, still waiting, trying to sing
• 18.03.17 - niceties, i don't mean anything to you anymore, accepted, talking about books, lazy
• 19.03.17 - i have that sunday feeling everyday, trading, i'm trying to choose life, heart, obsessive
• 20.03.17 - aka 1001 cuts, zelda, to be cruel, monday blues, hosting
• 21.03.17 - perfecting avoidance techniques, if i look grumpy, another day wasted, meaningless routines, apathy
• 22.03.17 - stalled, haircut, nobody's home, debating whether to get back into things, keep going
• 03.17 - stop staring, scars, foreign, thoughts aren't enough, a chance
• 24.03.17 - you and i, i know you've forgotten, red nose day, i don't want the cake, going to go
• 25.03.17 - i went, almost got a job, today has passed, bring me back to life, out of my mind
• 26.03.17 - mother's day, first day at work, iron fist, still avoiding revision, feel like a proper human being
• 27.03.17 - i feel small, but i'm still fat, you guys don't care about me anymore do you, what even happened today, 나는 없어 내가 없어
• 28.03.17 - you will never know what's under my skin, back and forth, why am i so tired, i won't see you again, singing
• 29.03.17 - tearing myself apart, stop stalling, particles and moments, all i feel is apathy, why do i keep doing this
• 30.03.17 - i feel so low, long day, distant, questions, still all alone, success is the best revenge
• 31.03.17 - toontown, finishing songs(!), an overreaction, you're a hypocrite, i can't do maths anymore
• 01.04.17 - april fool's, i will never be good enough for anyone, my existence is meaningless, everyone's already forgotten about me, i'm sorry i'm still breathing
• 02.04.17 - working, need to find some self-discipline, miracles in december, why do i get exhausted so easily, i want to record a song
• 03.04.17 - i go to sleep terrified, it started so well, trust issues, trying to move forward, coloring book
• 04.04.17 - i have every right to destroy myself, tears again, make me love you, wandering aimlessly, a rainy ending
• 05.04.17 - driving further, not all gone, almost an album, aristotle and dante, bored already
• 06.04.17 - i'm struggling so much to sit down and do actual work, am i in the way, i'm serious, 이상하게 계속 이래, obsessed with life and deaths and emptiness i guess
• 07.04.17 - talking to someone, concert tomorrow!, but why do i have to be working this weekend, make me feel something, the elite
• 08.04.17 - you me at six concert!, tonight alive, a lot of standing, skip, back
• 09.04.17 - my legs ache, working all weekend, pay, still afraid, too tired to sing
• 10.04.17 - the edge of everything, i don't know what else to do, who am i, lonely and bitter, i've given up on school in a way
• 11.04.17 - microphone, it's been one of those days when i've done fuck all, produce 101 season 2, ong sungwoo, i can't decide
• 12.04.17 - soundcloud, how do i do this music thing, don't forget, procrastinating nothing, 미안해요
• 13.04.17 - show by rock, trying to find something to love, parking, help me, i'll show you