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"i didn't particularly want to live much longer than twenty. life seemed rather daunting. life seemed like too long a time to have to stick around, a huge span of years through which one would require to tap dance and smile and be great and be happy and be amazing. i was tired of my life by the time i was sixteen. i was tired of being too much, too intense. too manic. i was tired of people and i w...

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  • Slumdog Millionare
  • Inkheart
  • Paul Blart: Mall Cop
  • Pink Panther 2
  • Hotel For Dogs
  • Marley & Me
  • The Uninvited
  • New In Town
  • Coraline
  • He's Just Not That Into You
  • Confessions of a Shopaholic
  • Push
  • Madea Goes to Jail
  • Revolutionary Road
  • The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
  • Adventureland
  • Yes Man
  • 500 Days of Summer
  • Last Chance Harvey
  • Phoebe in Wonderland
  • Sunshine Cleaning
jan 23 2009 ∞
dec 3 2009 +
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That's not much, I know.

feb 1 2009 ∞
mar 24 2009 +
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  • Freddie (Skins)
  • Jacob Black (Twilight)
  • Zero (Vampire Knight)
  • JJ (Skins)
feb 2 2009 ∞
feb 2 2009 +
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airing/returning canceled

  • 90210
  • Arrested Development
  • Bones
  • Brothers & Sisters
  • Chuck
  • Death Note
  • Degrassi: TNG
  • Desperate Housewives
  • Dollhouse
  • ER
  • Gossip Girl
  • Heroes
  • iCarly
  • Jack & Bobby
  • Law & Order
  • Law & Order: Criminal Intent
  • Law & Order: Special Victims Unit
  • Lie To Me
  • Lost
  • Monk
mar 27 2009 ∞
apr 3 2009 +
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  • Get a job
  • Lose weight
  • Get over panic attacks
  • Rekindle friendships
  • Learn to trust people
  • Be unafraid to sing in front of people
mar 24 2009 ∞
dec 3 2009 +
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  • for three months, a person sits and looks at you, imagining a kiss. - etgar keret
feb 9 2009 ∞
feb 9 2009 +
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  • lace curtains
  • different colored walls in every room
  • a big kitchen with classic fixtures
  • photos and art, framed or not
  • bookshelves brimming with books on all subjects
  • a garden, flowers and herbs
  • a bedroom filled with blankets and pillows and goose-feather comforters (i hate mattresses)
  • no televisions (i hate those things, besides all TV is on the internet now)
  • a couple of cats
  • a roommate (my bff Sarah :D) or a husband...or maybe both?
  • rooms that are pretty much empty except for a comfy chair or couch (i don't like clutter)
  • i've always wanted to own a b&b or a boarding house, so maybe lots of people?
  • a bright and cheery bathroom
mar 6 2009 ∞
apr 3 2009 +
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Because I'm 17...not written by me.

  • Dyed your hair an outrageous, impractical colour. Bright purple :D
  • Stayed up all night. Almost 48 hours, actually
  • Stayed out all night.
  • Read all of Jane Austen's novels.
  • Had a torturous, beautiful, out of control crush on a tortured, beautiful, out of control boy/girl.
  • Had a job.
  • Been to see a foreign language film. With sub-titles. And good-looking foreign boys with sexy accents and other worldly cheekbones.
  • Formed a band with your friends.
  • Made an item of clothing. No matter how ineptly.
  • Kept a diary.
  • Have heroines.
  • Had the courage to dump bad friends.
  • Have boy mates.
mar 21 2009 ∞
dec 3 2009 +