• significantly improve japanese
  • spend more time with cats
  • sew/alter clothes
  • make good pixel clothes for animal crossing/in general
  • photos/pastels/collage
  • fashion moodboard
  • clean/tidy/decorate
  • get back into coding
  • watch movies
may 1 2020 ∞
may 1 2020 +
  • anxiety ++
  • synesthesia New() / random (=> music that usually sounds good sounds bad/vice versa; )
  • max lethargy
  • loss of coordination in degrees
  • forgetfulness^10
  • enhanced “cognitive skills” at cost of decrease in ability to express self **
  • *calls 911
  • whorls in the wood
  • feels Creative
  • ** connects ideas more easily, fails to exemplify
  • does things for fun/forgest to have anxiety
  • forgetting to eat(??????????????)
  • https://i.imgur.com/JPzWHkB.png
  • everything becomes a mystery/problem to solve
  • dichotomy
jan 22 2020 ∞
feb 11 2020 +
  • Солнце освещает землю, а боль — душу. ("Sun lights the landscape, pain illuminates the soul.”)
jan 23 2020 ∞
jan 28 2020 +
  • pink ribbon scars that never forget
may 1 2020 ∞
dec 24 2020 +
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  • new store manager Kim!!
  • oil pastels!!!
  • pedestrian crossing signals
  • Merriam Webster word of the day/learning new vocabulary
  • Odilon Redon's art
  • people who initiate conversation
  • pleasant memories
  • dreamless sleep
  • hugs
  • surprise packages
  • genuine compliments
  • 4 hour shifts at work
  • Arch Linux
  • being listened to
  • birdsong
  • books
  • brussel sprouts!!
  • bus drivers who wave back
  • cobalt blue squier stratocaster
  • color vision
jan 16 2020 ∞
mar 27 2020 +
  • nuke (verb): to heat in microwave
jan 24 2020 ∞
jan 28 2020 +
  • can use computer easily again
  • can give yana as much wet food as i want
  • no more scratches/bites
  • can play video games in any room i want
  • no longer have to keep door closed
  • no more destroyed belongings
  • decreased stress when eating
  • fewer messes that need to be cleaned up
  • able to give yana all the love and attention she deserves
may 27 2020 ∞
may 27 2020 +
  • journal more frequently
  • improve response time/communication skills
jan 30 2020 ∞
jan 30 2020 +