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This is more of my personal track of Baekchen fics reading progress. NOT a ranking, don't mind the placement. Updated regularly.

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>>>Bittersweet Endings (Prepare to get your heart broken)<<<

And for this love, I offer you these flowers. And if you don't want them, I have no choice but to swallow the truth.

October 3rd, 2023, Baekhyun and Jongdae leave Seoul for a weeklong getaway in a remote cabin, hoping that the change of scenery will help them mend their failing relationship. October 11th, 2023, Jongdae comes back down the mountain - alone.

Kim Jongdae was dead to begin with.

Jongdae was skeptical at first when he enlisted the help of Baekhyun, a relatively unknown Love God. The God might be a little too good at doing his job.

hey J, something came up. gimme a call when u land.

“We all have our time machines, don’t we. Those that take us back are memories… And those that carry us forward, are dreams.” — H.G. Wells.

He's not Jongdae, but Baekhyun thinks every one of his friends is too broken to care anymore. He'd like to think that he's not past that point yet.

Baekhyun has always been in love with Jongdae. But now, in the middle of war, may not be the best time to tell him.

When it snows, Jongdae sings. Baekhyun is always there to hear the call.

  • Rewind - listeaf (listea) - T

Jongdae just wants to let go. Baekhyun makes it hard.

When Jongdae coughs up a flower petal one day, he knows that nature wants to take him back.

"How the hell did he get out?" It had been hell trying to get that bastard into the Hexagon in the first place, now he was expected to do it again?

Alternate version of Monstrous Me. Warning: Dub-con!!

Two sword fights between Baekhyun and Prince Jongdae that could not have been more different.

they're such fragile things.

Baekhyun receives a ten-year-old package.

  • five - side_stickie_note(lost_stickie_note) - T

There are 5 stages of grief, at least that's what his therapist Junmyeon tells him. Sometimes Baekhyun thinks he'll never make it to the end.

He is back out in the lawn; a part of his nightly routine. Looking to the stars, waiting for the love of his life.

It's ironic (or maybe it's fitting) that as a film major Jongdae lives the most important moment of his life through a video camera.

Baekhyun had never seen a smile on his companion's face. Whilst making efforts to help Jongdae, Baekhyun unknowingly lost his own smile.

Hate and love are just two sides of the same coin. Alternatively, 'The Five Stages of Loving Byun Baekhyun' as experienced by Kim Jongdae.

Hey, it's Jongdae, sorry I missed your call. Here comes the beep, you know what to do. BEEP

Because love is the sweetest poison, but no one warns you how bitter memories are.

He knew he'd let go eventually. He just didn't think it would be like this.

You cried wolf; I came running — but was I the wolf or the saviour?

“I’m not an alpha, Jongdae.” “But you’re the next best thing.” (Baekhyun’s a beta. Jongdae doesn’t like betas. )

"Let's do it all over again. Share me your umbrella under the heavy rain, bring me to our school rooftop and confess how much you love me, take me out on a date. We haven't done that much, especially when I got sick. Let's kiss like there's no tomorrow, renew our vows and make love like we don't care, all of it. Let's do all of it again."

In another life I would make you stay So, I don't have to say You were the one that got away.

When there are no longer way to express how they feel, they send letters tinged with tears instead.

When two past lovers met again by chance, would their encounter ends with a lasting reunion or a separation?

The consequences of being a high achiever finally caught up to Baekhyun as he spiralled into depression but Jongdae is always there for him.

Jongdae loves Baekhyun and Baekhyun loves Jongdae. But one day, Jongdae disappears. Like a ghost.

jongdae takes a bullet for baekhyun

“Oh, sweet, sweet Jongdae,” Bäekhyun murmurs, reaching a hand out in an attempt to brush away Jongdae’s curls. He stills at the touch but doesn’t move or say anything further. “Of course they sent you for me to play with."

Tonight, after long, Baekhyun confesses to Jongdae, for the first and last time.

Jongdae is the captain of the infamous pirate crew, El Dorado. While waiting for his crew mates to bust him out of prison, he befriended Baekhyun who is secretly a prince.

Kim Jongdae is an art student who realizes he might be harboring feelings more than platonic to his friend, Byun Baekhyun. Three degrees of how he dealt with said realization.

Jongdae has it bad for his playboy classmate, Baekhyun. what starts off as plain attraction brews down to be something more than he's prepared for.

Little by little, he filled Baekhyun's life with a kind of warmth Baekhyun never thought possible.

On a rainy day on April 21st, Jongin learns that the world, once again, has defeated love.

The next few minutes was just Jongdae whistling to the music coming from the jukebox, that's when Baekhyun bluntly asks, “Are you a fucked up delinquent that has a sad story to tell?”. Jongdae stills before laughing dryly, “That's me, your local delinquent that has a sob story.”

"My love for you is best. My love for you is perfect. My love for you knows no limits," Baekhyun avows. "Really?". "Test me."

There’s an ache in his mind, desperately needed to be filled with something - anything - that could stop it.

There were urban legends Jongdae had heard growing up, and never once did he think he would be in one of them. Yet here he was.

Despite having experienced this many times, breakups still hit Jongdae too hard.

baekhyun knows his place.

When they were fifteen, they met each other for the first time in the principal’s office. In the blink of an eye, their life had passed. Where did all the time go?

When Chanyeol called Jongdae to tell him about Baekhyun's condition, Jongdae dropped everything to go back home to be with Baekhyun till the end.

Baekhyun wasn't wrong when he said that there's no way he and Jongdae can be friends–not when one of them is bound to reach a dream robbed from the other

Baekhyun and Jongdae falls in love somewhere along the way.

  • linger - mercuryretrograte - E

Both of them can feel it, the crack in their relationship as a celebrity couple. At one point, maybe they wanted different things.

Everyone’s looking at Baekhyun, but he only has eyes for Jongdae.

Baekhyun has been crushing on Jongdae for a while now. So when Jongdae has been rejected and in need of a rebound, Baekhyun will take what he can get, to a certain point.

But in the end, it was just something borrowed. He would never be able to own this man. So he guessed he just needed to make the most of it, when his wedding ring was not around.

They are the only variables in a world of constants. Two boys doomed to drive and drive and yet never get anywhere.

Jongdae is sick, but so is everyone in this place. There's something that's really peculiar though, because at night, they all dream the same dream and in this dream, everything's different

His breath stutters when he watches Baekhyun slowly pour the clear liquid into his mug. It's just water, Jongdae hopes desperately, even though he knows it's not.

The answers were there, as clear as day. But it was during a night of darkness when Jongdae finally sees it; the evil in Baekhyun.

Jongdae read that in the summer, people used to go to the beach. Baekhyun wants to recreate the experience for him.

Park Eunjae is dead. Park Eunsae is missing. Park Chanyeol is a coward. Kim Jongdae arrives in his life once again. Park-Byun Baekhyun, wait no, Byun Baekhyun finds himself losing everything he has.

Baekhyun wants to take Jongdae to the moon.

Painter Byun was so glad to have his exhibition until he finds himself wondering over the cause of the event in the first place.

Baekhyun thinks he moved on from Jongdae when in reality he didn't

Baekhyun is a Cheater and Jongdae is a fool for being in love with him.

Baekhyun misses Jongdae

Are you still together with Baek? Ah, A somewhat bittersweet smile made its way to Jongdae's lips.

They should have known that the love between a mortal and a winter spirit would not last forever.

Jongdae really likes dandelion and white lily flowers. Jongdae once said that white lilies symbolize purity like his love for Baekhyun while dandelions symbolize courage and adventure like their lives. Jongdae also once said that he wanted to live like a dandelion that will continue to bloom even though they know that the wind will blow and ruin their beauty.

They were best friends, Jongdae and him. Despite their differing personalities, they were inseparable. Jongdae Kim, the epitome of childhood innocence and naivety, and Baekhyun Byun, the anchor and protector of the weak. Ever since childhood, Baekhyun protected Jongdae and that was that.

He cocked his head to the side, as if to say, "Is that your date?". It has not even been three months.

The train is now starting to move slowly but Baekhyun is still holding Jongdae's hand as he jogs to catch up with the train.

apr 20 2020 ∞
nov 1 2023 +