to be added as i think of them. i don't want to rush this list and add stupid things just to add them. everything on this list reflects some part of me. some may seem trivial, some may seem unrealistic, some may seem cliche. but this is what i need to do:

• 1. go skinny dipping
• 2. backpack through europe
• 3. have sex somewhere besides a bed
• 4. skip a class to do something spontaneous and fun
• 5. truly feel what it's like to love someone and have them love me back
• 6. read anna karenina and the fountainhead
• 7. spend the whole day in bed with someone
• 8. stay up all night with people i care about
• 9. go pool crashing
• 10. kiss someone at the top of a ferris wheel
• 11. try a position from the kama sutra
• 12. tell someone exactly how i feel without expecting anything back
• 13. make a piece of jewelry in the studio at school
• 14. live in new york city for at least a year
• 15. take a legit road trip with friends
• 16. have my rebellion (i'll know it when the moment comes)
• 17. major in something i'm passionate about without caring what my father thinks
• 18. go camping! for real.

to be continued...