saw on:

• 15.01.2011
• 16.01.2011 (matinee)
• 24.08.2011
• 25.08.2011
• 02.11.2011
• 03.11.2011
• 04.11.2011
• 02.12.2011
• 03.12.2011 (matinee)
• 02.01.2012
• 04.01.2012
• 05.01.2012
• 31.03.2012
• 01.04.2012 (matinee)
• 01.04.2012
• 02.04.2012
• 06.05.2012
• 07.05.2012
• 09.05.2012
• 05.07.2012
• 19.07.2012
• 21.07.2012 (matinee)
• 16.10.2012
• 17.10.2012 (did this show really happen.. idk)
• 18.10.2012
• 09.12.2012 (matinee)
• 09.12.2012 
• 13.01.2013 (matinee)
• 13.01.2013
• 15.01.2013

favourite cast members:

• serkan kaya (22/30)
• josephin busch (24/30)
• katarina trinkewitzova as olga von der wolga (18/27)
• oleg karmazin (25/30)
• tino lindenberg (19/28) - old cast
• franziska trunte (23/27) - old cast
• aline staskowiak (11/24) - old cast
• christopher brose (18/22) - old cast
• florian hacke (9/12) - old cast
• florian lüdtke as elmar (2/12) - old cast
• christian sengewald as elmar (4/2 played two times when he was not in the cast anymore) - old cast

favourite scenes:

• verbotene stadt
• gitarren statt knarren
• sonderzug nach pankow
• moskau
• the bed scene - "timbuktu"
• wenn du durchhängst
• seid willkommen in berlin ♥
• ganz anders ♥
• hinterm horizont reprise (cryyy all the tears..)

favourite sayings:

• "also entweder du sachst jetzt ordentlich guten tach oder du pflegst dein image und benimmst dich richtig daneben" - "guten tag... bitch!"
• "aber sonst geht's euch gut ja?! soll ich 'nen arzt rufen, krankenwagen?"
• "werden sie den sonderzug nach pankow singen oder wurde ihnen das verboten?" - "brauch ich doch nicht, bin doch schon da!"
• "na und er?" - "na er hat's überlebt!"
• "wer war denn eigentlich diese olga?" - "öh.. musst du nicht kennen!"
• "lieber in dschungel als im zoo"

on stage moments:

• the very first time being in the theatre, especially when everyone already stood up at the reprise of "hinterm horizont"
• chris grinning at me while i was singing along to "hinterm horizont" (this was the very first time in january, followed by thousand of others)
• when "mädchen aus ostberlin" started on the 2nd of november (immediately started tearing up before serkan was even singing)
• the ultimate chris smiling at me collection in november: AT ODYSSEE (I FUCKING DIED), at seid willkommen in berlin (died) and at hinterm horizont reprise (also died - he obviously loves me as much as i love him HAHAHAHHAHAH sorry)
• josie smiling at me at hiho while i was sooo tearing up gooooood.
• josie looking at me so fucking intensely at the at the udo look-alike casting
• chris seeing me, looking really surprised and starts to smile immediately (marry me, please?)
• josie totally rocking, smiling and partying towards me at mein ding
• serkan suddenly FUCKING POINTNG AT ME after the "ruhmservice" thingy
• odyssee: stasi krause (played by florian hacke this evening) looking at me, being really serious and angry, pointing at me, telling patschinsky to film me.. hahaha i love the stasi moments :D
• odyssee again: chris does his normal stuff, looking at the audience. he suddenly sees me, takes of his glasses, grins at me all surprised and does a gesture with his hands
• josie comes back from the concert, leaned against a wall she suddenly starts to grin at me like i don't even know what
• chris grinned a long long time at me and then shook his head :D
• and grinned again at "seid willkommen in berlin" after watching me for like five minutes or something
• josie, as always at hiho reprise and also in between
• florian grinning at me all happy while "mein ding"
• after three fcking months chris grinned at me as i've never been gone <3
• serkan recognizing me at the very end of mein ding
• luisa actually grinning at me at 'ich bin rocker' while i was singing along
• chris grinning at me while 'seid willkommen in berlin'
• everyone happily looking at me at the hiho reprise - karolina, the new fritzsche, chris, anne-catrin (4/2/12)
• mein ding on this day was same awesomeness - serkan actually singing towards me; tino lindenberg grinned, actually bowed down for me & pulled his hat off :); fritzsche rocking towards me
• josie already seeing me pretty early and then grinning at me while "gegen die strömung" (5/6/2012)
• CHRIS GRINNING AT GITARREN STATT KNARREN (yeah, why don't you kill me right away!!)
• 13 seconds of "münchen" :D
• and josie laughing about me while i was shocked about that
• franziska smiling while i was singing along to "moskau"
• tino giving me that "ich beobachte dich" look (finally :D)
• anne-catrin WAVING :D
• josie smiling and blah and i don't even know <3
• gitarren statt knarren smile AGAIN (shortly after licking his lips pretty sexy (I DINDNT SAY THAT)) (5/7/2012)
• someone clapping along at a not very fitting scene, josie looks at me all confused, screwing up her face and we both just start laughing (cute how she tried to hold it in), generally we had so much eye-contact, sometimes i felt as if she was acting for me
• josie smiling at me while boogie-woogie mädchen.. i always wanted it and finally i was sitting in the right place (5/9/2012)
• gegen die strömung while doing the guitar thingy
• the video wall after gitarren statt knarren just went down so slow, josie still looking pretty sad, until she realized that her chair was too far at the front. she pushed it back with a loud creaking and started to laugh
• chris hiho reprise smile (so so lovely)
• josie grinning at mein ding, once again rocking all towards me
• serkan handed me the microphone and i sang the bridge (07/17/2012)
• then he brought me to the stairs and i got up on stage and finished the WHOLE FUCKING SONG.. then he hugged me, hold my hand so i could bow down and then he guided me back to the stairs
• everyone grinned at me like crazy, while i was going crazy and josie also applauded to my direction

stage door moments:

• waiting at the porter, everyone greeting me
• serkan in bathrobe
• josie being so fucking nice
• the dark corner
• chris being all happy about.. well everything i told him. the conversation was awesome all in all!
• josie recognizing me, being happy about the present and hugging me (wooow <3)
• serkan being all concerned
• talking to josie while walking to the subway(this still feels like a dream)
• eise recognizing me
• josie not really having time but still hugging me
• chris randomly greeting me
• serkan's face he made for the photo
• "toll, dass du da warst."
• finally telling franziska how much i adore her and how happy she was that i love the show so much
• christopher literally shouting at me: "wie machst du das? woher hast du das geld? du bist so oft da und auch sitzt immernoch ganz vorne.. buchst du immer hinten und setzt dich dann um oder wie? ich hoffe es für dich, du könntest dir soviele tolle sachen kaufen." and then: "aber du bist so oft hier und alle freuen sich schon immer, sagen, 'da ist sie wieder', weil du bist auch immer so dabei, mit so viel power!" i really started tearing up and said: "oh, jetzt bin ich ganz gerührt!" - "das ist so toll, aber ich frag mich echt wie du das machst!"
• serkan talked a lot to me, even though his son was sick. especially the gesture at the end and how he said "bis zum nächsten mal dann" meant so much to me.
• walking to the subway again and talking a lot to josie
• florian greeted me all happy (yup, he recognized me) and then shook my hand to tell me happy new year :)
• happy new year by eise and also talking to him because it finally get's normal
• chris almost beating me because i am there too often and then coming really close to me saying: "buch dann wenigstens immer ganz hinten und setz dich dann um!!!!"
• josie <3 as always.. and telling me that serkan's not sick :3
• chris: "haste diesmal wenigstens ganz hinten gebucht?" and "WIE? du bist morgen schonwieder da? oh man ey!"
• florian going, looking around, almost being gone ad then turning around again saying "hallo" with his lovely smile!
• i wish i could tell you something about serkan here but he was boring compared to everyone else since he didn't even recognized me xD
• josie <3 i thought about not waiting for her but than i did, a few footsteps away from the stage door. she directly came to me which showed me that it was okay to wait. she told me how happy she was for me that serkan was there and when she saw me in row 2 she was satisfied :)) lovely, ain't it? then she felt sorry for me that serkan didn't recognize me and we took a photo in front of the theatre and she held the camera and it is such a lovely photo <3 well we just had the general talking and we missed the way to the subway because we were talking and then had to walk along the outside xD god <3 :)
• chris is going to be udo!!!!!!!!!
• serkan shook my hand again
• florian being all happy and then he said: "ihr seid ja unsere treuesten fans" - and how he laid his arms around my shoulder for the second photo (gooooott der is echt so schnuffig!)
• josie telling me: "wir kriegen das schon hin" and grabbing my arm before walking away <3
• chris being so happy that i'm back und then when i did the introduction for my present he said: "wofür denn danken?!" und when i then finally gave him the chocolate he hugged me! then he hugged me again before he went away.
• waiting for serkan before the show - he was actually late but still had time. when i gave him the chocolate and thanked him for... well, everything, he also hugged me. it was different than chris' - he actually cuddled me a bit, where i personally started to think if maybe he recognized my face. we talked a bit, he said "have fun" and hugged me again.
• luisa being the fucking cutest girl on earth and then she asked: "du warst schon öfter da oder?" and when i said yes she said: "jaa.. du warst wirklich schon sehr oft hier!"
• chris coming out of the stage door, hugging me as a welcome, we talked about stuff, how we're both sad that i cannot be there at his udo-show, he thanked me for answering a question on his fanpage & then hugged me again as goodbye - saying that he will surely be there when i come back in may while he was walking away
• "du bist ja schonwieder da?! dein wie vieltes mal war das jetzt?" - "17, morgen und mittwoch bin ich auch wieder da!" - "na dann bis morgen!"
• "war er schon da?" - "neee" - "das ist ja echt ne frechheit!" - "man gewöhnt sich dran ;)" - "viel erfolg!"
• serkan arriving at the stage door with his girlfriend and son :)
• josie seeing us and suddenly smiling all over her face
• "du warst gestern auch schon da ne? hast du gesehen, dass ich dir gewunken hab?!" - "ja klaaar, hab mich voll gefreut!" - "wie schööön!"
• franzi just cuddling when we took the photo :D
• yes, i also saw how he looked at me..
• "du könntest dich auch eigentlich schon hier oben einquartieren oder?" :D
• "hat's dir gefallen?" - "klaaaar, wie immer!" - "wer is'n eigentlich sein lieblingsudo?" - "serkan ;)" - "okaaaay, klar! mach's gut!" (5/9/2012)
• eise greeting me
• "also zum umziehen sollte schon noch zeit sein oder?!" - "nja, ich wollt hier nur begrüßen!" - "aber zieh dich doch mal um jetzt!" - "zieh DU dich doch erstmal um!!" - "haha, das findste witzig ne?!" :D lovely
• "das ging aber schnell jetzt?!" - "jaaaa, ich kann auch schnell sein!"
• josie liked my present and found it cute :)
• we talked all about the very funny accident & and that she did saw that the chair was at the wrong place but she was just too tired and didn't really realize.
• she also told me some seeecreeet plans and a project that does at the moment. it just felt so nice that she told me so much about this.
• UHM she waved at me from the balcony, like.. all up there. i was sitting down at the beach bar and she didn't knew that i was there and i.. i mean.. SERIOUSLY. i love THIS WOMAN SO MUCH!!!! (07/05/2012)
• kisses on the cheeks from tino (07/19/2012)
• serkan being all calm and friendly and cute

still want to see:

• christopher brose as udo (i NEED to see it!!)
• christopher brose as irrer
• patrick adrian stamme as udo
• ✔ luisa wietzorek as jessy