• starlight express, bochum (2 times)
• we will rock you, köln
• könig der löwen, hamburg
• tanz der vampire, berlin
• la belle bizarre du moulin rouge, remscheid
• jesus christ superstar, essen
• evita, dortmund
• tarzan, hamburg
• elisabeth, düsseldorf
• jesus christ superstar, essen
• wicked, oberhausen
• sommernacht des musicals XII
• hairspray, köln
• jeckyll & hyde, hagen
• wicked, oberhausen
• vom geist der weihnacht, köln
• hinterm horizont, berlin (2 times)
• grease, düsseldorf
• thriller live, köln
• my fair lady, hagen

hamilton: (i am fucking crying this is the hardest yet)

• non-stop
• my shot
• satisfied
• wait for it

hinterm horizont:

• moskau
• wenn du durchhängst
• mein ding
• johnny controletti/medley

wicked:

• gutes tun
• frei & schwerelos
• solang ich dich hab
• keiner weint um hexen

ghost:

• suspend my disbelief/i had a life

concerts:

• 11th feb 2008 - collogne, palladium
• 23rd nov 2009 - collogne, essigfabrik
• 6th march 2010 - düsseldorf, mitsubishi electric hall
• 29th nov 2011 - collogne, lanxess arena
• 25th jun 2014 - mönchengladbach, hockey park
• 2nd sep 2017 - berlin, postbahnhof
• 15th aug 2019 - mönchengladbach, sparkassenpark (formerly hockey park)

next:

Germany

• ✔ Europa Park
• ✔ Heide Park
• Holiday Park
• Belantis
• Geiselwind
• Hansa Park

Europe

• Thorpe Park (GB)
• Adventure Island (GB)
• Disnley Land Resort Paris (F)
• Bakken (DK)
• Tivoli (DK)
• Linnanmaeki (FIN)
• Saerkaenniemi (FIN)
• Aqua Paradise Park (I)
• Gardaland (I)?
• Toverland (NL)?
• Walibi World (NL)
• Bø Sommarland (N)

• shiek (the legend of zelda)
• nana osaki (nana)
• usagi tsukino (sailor moon)
• ryuk (death note)
• horo (spice & wolf)
• twinrova (the legend of zelda)
• legolas (the lord of the rings)
• effie trinket (the hunger games trilogy)
• ruby (once upon a time

• my mum working a lot
• my day nanny having an apoplexia
• the little mermaid
• sailor moon
• no angels
• borrowing ocarina of time from a friend and never giving it back
• the tribe
• my brother moving out
• pirates of the caribbean
• tokio hotel
• 30 seconds to mars
• joining band practice for the first time
• j. - 'davy jones'
• holiday camps in austria
• seeing the "kitsch" video on yt for the first time
• dead poets society
• nana
• jesus christ superstar in essen for the first time

• hyrule
• mamoru chiba
• middle earth
• the black pearl
• the spell "accio"
• mermaids
• imaginary friends
• the rollercoasters i create in rc tycoon
• legolas
• hogsmeade
• smash's bombshell
• smash's hit list
• peeta "bread"
• red london

• natalie dormer
• aureylian
• demi lovato
• gwendoline christie
• hayley williams
• carrie hope fletcher
• kristen stewart
• palina rojinski
• sophie turner
• hyolyn
• celinde schoenmaker

in this list i tried to think of all the great, amazing things that have happened to me. some of these totally not mean anything to me anymore but i knew they did back then. this list not finished by any means, but i just decided to already publish it.

• 11.11.2001 no angels in concert
• 26.05.2006 tokio hotel concert and stuff (-28.05.2006)
• ??.06.2006 we will rock you for the first time, serkan on stage
• 05.07.2006 tokio hotel concert once again (-07.07.2006)
• 01.08.2006 magdeburg with y. (-03.08.2006)
• 25.08.2006 hotel continental :D (-26.08.2006)
• 11.02.2008 30 seconds to mars concert in köln
• 13.03.2009 the day that changed a lot
• 23.11.2009 30 seconds to mars concert in ...

I made this list when I still thought I was straight :D

• Will Turner (Pirates of the Caribbean)
• Mamoru Chiba (Sailor Moon)
• Derek Sheperd (Grey's Anatomy)
• Eric (The Little Mermaid)
• Aragorn (Lord of the Rings)
• Mr. Bingley (Pride & Prejudice)
• Graham (The Holiday)
• Anthony Hope (Sweeney Todd)
• Robert (Enchanted)
• Galileo Figaro (We Will rock you Musical)
• The Death (Elisabeth Musical)
• Samwise Gamgee (Lord of the Rings)
• Seiya (Sailor Moon)
• Graham/Huntsman (Once upon a time)
• Jace Lightwood (The Mortal Instruments)
• Peeta "Bread" Mellark (The Hunger Games Trilogy)
• Nikolai Lantsov (Grisha Trilogy)

• darkness
• death
• my parents death
• horrormovies (seriously, i hate them and i will never watch one again because i am totally frightened after it)
• being buried alive
• closed rooms, especially tiny closed rooms
• swimming in a lake being too far away from the coast
• to be deaf
• losing, failing, being wrong
• losing all my stuff due to a fire etc
• not making my dreams come true
• someone being in my car without me knowing
• drunk people on the subway
• fist fights (not being involved but close to them)
• hospitals and doctor's offices

• usagi tsukino/mamoru chiba (sailor moon)
• usagi tsukino/seiya kou
• haruka tenoh/michiru kaioh
• nana osaki/ren honjo (nana)
• nana "hachi" komatsu/nobu tarashima
• rosette chrstopher/chrono (chrno crusade)
• amber/bray (the tribe)
• amber /jay
• will turner/elizabeth swan (potc)
• jack sparrow/the sea/the black pearl (he loves no one else ok?)
• link/sheik (the legend of zelda)
• elphaba/fiyero (wicked)
• meredith grey/derek sheperd (grey's anatomy)
• mark sloan/lexie grey
• damon salvatore/elena gilbert (vampire diaries)
• violet harmon/tate langdon (american horror story I)

• pirates of the caribbean - the curse of the black pearl (i stopped counting)
• pirates of the caribbean - dead man's chest (34 times)
• mean girls (24 times)
• lord of the rings - the return of the king (22 times)
• pride & prejudice (20 times)
• pirates of the caribbean - at world's end (17 times)
• honey (16 times)
• harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (16 times)
• the man in the iron mask (15 times)
• hook (13 times)
• the holiday (12 times)
• enchanted (12 times)

• amber (the tribe)
• demi lovato
• freddie mercury
• hayley williams
• jared leto
• john keating (dead poets society)
• josephin busch
• kristen stewart
• meryl streep
• nana osaki (nana)
• p!nk
• robin williams
• serkan kaya
• tessa violet
• usagi tsukino/sailor moon
• victoria schwab