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  • starlight express, bochum (2 times)
  • we will rock you, köln
  • könig der löwen, hamburg
  • tanz der vampire, berlin
  • la belle bizarre du moulin rouge, remscheid
  • jesus christ superstar, essen
  • evita, dortmund
  • tarzan, hamburg
  • elisabeth, düsseldorf
  • jesus christ superstar, essen
  • wicked, oberhausen
  • sommernacht des musicals XII
  • hairspray, köln
  • jeckyll & hyde, hagen
  • wicked, oberhausen
  • vom geist der weihnacht, köln
  • hinterm horizont, berlin (2 times)
  • grease, düsseldorf
  • thriller live, köln
  • my fair lady, hagen
mar 14 2010 ∞
sep 10 2018 +
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hamilton: (i am fucking crying this is the hardest yet)

  • non-stop
  • my shot
  • satisfied
  • wait for it

hinterm horizont:

  • moskau
  • wenn du durchhängst
  • mein ding
  • johnny controletti/medley

wicked:

  • gutes tun
  • frei & schwerelos
  • solang ich dich hab
  • keiner weint um hexen

ghost:

  • suspend my disbelief/i had a life
mar 21 2012 ∞
jul 8 2016 +
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this list is NOWHERE near up to date but i have faith that i will someday get to that!

  • 3 musketiere
  • aida
  • bonnie & clyde
  • chess with serkan kaya as anatoly
  • der glöckner von notre dame (THIS HAPPENED OMG)
  • der schuh des manitu
  • dracula
  • elisabeth with (young lmao) máté kamaras as death, serkan kaya as luigi lucheni
  • footlose
    • with serkan kaya as ren mccormack
  • ghost
  • grease
  • hamilton
  • hinterm horizont with serkan kaya as udo
mar 15 2010 ∞
apr 7 2017 +
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concerts:

  • 11th feb 2008 - collogne, palladium
  • 23rd nov 2009 - collogne, essigfabrik
  • 6th march 2010 - düsseldorf, mitsubishi electric hall
  • 29th nov 2011 - collogne, lanxess arena
  • 25th jun 2014 - mönchengladbach, hockey park
  • 2nd sep 2017 - berlin, postbahnhof

next:

mar 7 2010 ∞
sep 27 2017 +
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Germany

  • Europa Park
  • Heide Park
  • Holiday Park
  • Belantis
  • Geiselwind
  • Hansa Park

Europe

  • Thorpe Park (GB)
  • Adventure Island (GB)
  • Disnley Land Resort Paris (F)
  • Bakken (DK)
  • Tivoli (DK)
  • Linnanmaeki (FIN)
  • Saerkaenniemi (FIN)
  • Aqua Paradise Park (I)
  • Gardaland (I)?
  • Toverland (NL)?
  • Walibi World (NL)
  • Bø Sommarland (N)
nov 7 2009 ∞
mar 25 2016 +
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  • done drugs
  • traveled all alone
  • broken a bone
  • been in the hospital for more than a day
  • been on a flight for more than two hours
  • been out of europe
  • been in asia
  • been in america
  • been in africa
  • been in australia
  • been so sick that i couldn't go to school for a few days
  • been in a real relationship
  • had sex
  • been to jail
  • been picked up by police
oct 27 2011 ∞
apr 28 2015 +
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  • shiek (the legend of zelda)
  • nana osaki (nana)
  • usagi tsukino (sailor moon)
  • ryuk (death note)
  • horo (spice & wolf)
  • twinrova (the legend of zelda)
  • legolas (the lord of the rings)
  • effie trinket (the hunger games trilogy)
  • ruby (once upon a time
jul 21 2011 ∞
jul 23 2015 +
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  • my mum working a lot
  • my day nanny having an apoplexia
  • the little mermaid
  • sailor moon
  • no angels
  • borrowing ocarina of time from a friend and never giving it back
  • the tribe
  • my brother moving out
  • pirates of the caribbean
  • tokio hotel
  • 30 seconds to mars
  • joining band practice for the first time
  • j. - 'davy jones'
  • holiday camps in austria
  • "kitsch" video (has sadly been deleted)
  • dead poets society
  • nana
  • jesus christ superstar in essen for the first time
  • my dad's accident and sommernacht des musicals the next day
mar 18 2011 ∞
feb 24 2017 +
  • hyrule
  • mamoru chiba
  • middle earth
  • the black pearl
  • the spell "accio"
  • mermaids
  • imaginary friends
  • the rollercoasters i create in rc tycoon
  • legolas
  • hogsmeade
  • smash's bombshell
  • smash's hit list
  • peeta "bread"
  • red london
jul 17 2011 ∞
oct 18 2018 +
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  • natalie dormer
  • aureylian
  • demi lovato
  • gwendoline christie
  • hayley williams
  • carrie hope fletcher
  • kristen stewart
  • palina rojinski
  • sophie turner
  • hyolyn
  • celinde schoenmaker
jul 25 2014 ∞
jan 11 2018 +
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in this list i tried to think of all the great, amazing things that have happened to me. some of these totally not mean anything to me anymore but i knew they did back then. this list not finished by any means, but i just decided to already publish it.

  • 11.11.2001 no angels in concert
  • 26.05.2006 tokio hotel concert and stuff (-28.05.2006)
  • ??.06.2006 we will rock you for the first time, serkan on stage
  • 05.07.2006 tokio hotel concert once again (-07.07.2006)
  • 01.08.2006 magdeburg with y. (-03.08.2006)
  • 25.08.2006 hotel continental :D (-26.08.2006)
  • 11.02.2008 30 seconds to mars concert in köln
  • 13.03.2009 the day that changed a lot
  • 23.11.2009 30 seconds to mars concert in ...
may 30 2013 ∞
sep 3 2017 +
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not so much about the outer appearance.

  • Will Turner (Pirates of the Caribbean)
  • Mamoru Chiba (Sailor Moon)
  • Derek Sheperd (Grey's Anatomy)
  • Eric (The Little Mermaid)
  • Aragorn (Lord of the Rings)
  • Mr. Bingley (Pride & Prejudice)
  • Graham (The Holiday)
  • Anthony Hope (Sweeney Todd)
  • Robert (Enchanted)
  • Galileo Figaro (We Will rock you Musical)
  • The Death (Elisabeth Musical)
  • Samwise Gamgee (Lord of the Rings)
  • Seiya (Sailor Moon)
  • Graham/Huntsman (Once upon a time)
  • Jace Lightwood (The Mortal Instruments)
  • Peeta "Bread" Mellark (The Hunger Games Trilogy)
  • Nikolai Lantsov (Grisha Trilogy)
mar 7 2010 ∞
mar 25 2016 +
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  • darkness
  • death
  • my parents death
  • horrormovies (seriously, i hate them and i will never watch one again because i am totally frightened after it)
  • being buried alive
  • closed rooms, especially tiny closed rooms
  • swimming in a lake being too far away from the coast
  • to be deaf
  • loosing, failing, being wrong
  • losing all my stuff due to a fire or something
  • not making my dream come true
  • someone being in my car without me knowing
  • drunk people on the subway
  • fist fights (not being involved but close to them)
mar 20 2011 ∞
jul 8 2016 +
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  • usagi tsukino/mamoru chiba (sailor moon)
  • usagi tsukino/seiya kou
  • haruka tenoh/michiru kaioh
  • nana osaki/ren honjo (nana)
  • nana "hachi" komatsu/nobu tarashima
  • rosette chrstopher/chrono (chrno crusade)
  • amber/bray (the tribe)
  • amber /jay
  • will turner/elizabeth swan (potc)
  • jack sparrow/the sea/the black pearl (he loves no one else ok?)
  • link/sheik (the legend of zelda)
  • elphaba/fiyero (wicked)
  • meredith grey/derek sheperd (grey's anatomy)
  • mark sloan/lexie grey
  • damon salvatore/elena gilbert (vampire diaries)
  • violet harmon/tate langdon (american horror story)
oct 27 2011 ∞
dec 15 2017 +
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  • pirates of the caribbean - the curse of the black pearl (i stopped counting)
  • pirates of the caribbean - dead man's chest (34 times)
  • mean girls (24 times)
  • lord of the rings - the return of the king (22 times)
  • pride & prejudice (20 times)
  • pirates of the caribbean - at world's end (17 times)
  • honey (16 times)
  • harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (16 times)
  • the man in the iron mask (15 times)
  • hook (13 times)
  • the holiday (12 times)
  • enchanted (12 times)
mar 9 2010 ∞
aug 4 2015 +
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  • amber (the tribe)
  • carrie hope fletcher
  • demi lovato
  • freddie mercury
  • hayley williams
  • jared leto
  • jennifer lawrence
  • john keating (dead poets society)
  • josephin busch
  • kristen stewart
  • meryl streep
  • nana osaki (nana)
  • p!nk
  • robin williams
  • serkan kaya
  • tessa violet
  • usagi tsukino/sailor moon
  • victoria schwab
mar 16 2010 ∞
oct 19 2018 +
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  • black hawk down
  • digging for fire
  • elizabethtown
  • haven
  • kingdom of heaven (dvd)
  • love and other disasters
  • ned kelly
  • new york, i love you
  • pirates of the caribbean: at world's end ♥ (dvd)
  • pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest ♥ (dvd)
  • pirates of the caribbean: the curse of the black pearl ♥ (dvd)
  • symphathy for delicious
  • the calcium kid
  • the hobbit: the desolation of smaug
  • the hobbit: there and back again
  • the lord of the rings: the fellowship of the ring (dvd)
  • the lord of the rings: the return of the ...
mar 19 2011 ∞
may 25 2017 +
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  • alexander
  • basil
  • black and white
  • chapter 27
  • cool and the crazy
  • dallas buyers club
  • fight club
  • girl, interrupted
  • highway
  • lonely hearts
  • lord of war (dvd)
  • mr nobody
  • panic room
  • prefontaine
  • requiem for a dream (dvd)
  • sunset strip
  • switchback
  • the last of the high kings

coming soon:

  • suicide sqaud ♥
mar 19 2011 ∞
apr 28 2015 +
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  • a merry friggin' christmas
  • august rush (dvd)
  • awakenings
  • back to neverland
  • being human
  • bicentennial man (dvd)
  • boulevard
  • dead again
  • dead poets society ♥ (dvd)
  • death to smoochy
  • flubber
  • good morning, vietnam
  • good will hunting (dvd)
  • hook ♥ (dvd)
  • house of d
  • in search of dr. seuss
  • insomnia
  • jack
  • jakob the lishrar
  • jumanji (dvd)
  • license to wed
mar 19 2011 ∞
apr 28 2015 +