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my name is 𝘀𝗮𝗺, dean, leon, or any other name i go by which you can find on my pronouns page. i have many disorders: 𝗯𝗽𝗱, 𝗻𝗽𝗱, 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝘀𝗺, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗱𝗵𝗱.

  • they impact a lot of how i act, how around i am, how social i can be, etc.
  • it can sometimes be 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘂𝗹𝘁 for me to basically function as a person and i may take time to myself and stick to certain people while i sort myself out.
  • it is 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹, and if it is then i communicate that.
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𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲 if you are: below the age of 𝟏𝟓, against self-diagnosis or 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗹 𝘁𝗼 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 why some people do, you feel it's okay to be 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘧𝘶𝘭 to me or my friends, and 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘂𝘀𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗮.

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it's 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘂𝗹𝘁 to describe my identity, i feel like there is a lot more to it but the label i've come down to (𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸?) is that 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗺𝗮𝘀𝗰𝘂𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝗯𝗶𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲.

my pronouns are 𝗵𝗲/𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗹𝘆, please use these 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵. though do note that it is 𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 that whenever speaking to us, you use the fronter's name and pronouns but it 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘺 -- i don't mind either way.

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i am 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲 about the characters i attach myself and my identity to. it's often that i'll get a little upset if 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 "wow, this guy is sooo me!"

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 being:

  • leon kennedy, cloud strife, connor (d:bh), will graham, dr ratio, luka (alnst) and dean winchester.
  • i also see myself as sam winchester, cole cassidy, wriothesley + valeriy (genshin) but 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 ones i'm like Crazy about.

this has nothing to do with systems. i 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 about introjects of these sources. that is completely separate to this lol.

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i'm in a 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝘃𝗲𝘀 and have been since 𝟐𝟐/𝟎𝟒/𝟐𝟔, he is 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 to me -- my 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. i would do anything for her, i would cross oceans for her. we have grown as people together since we first met, he certainly has shaped me into a better person and i could not be more thankful. 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵, ada, thank you for loving all of me and my flaws. ♥

𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 mentions:

  • 𝙡𝙪𝙢𝙞, mika, ely⠀ˆᗜˆ
  • vio, mike, averie, and kyrie
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i am into 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 and i find myself 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 getting into more.

  • my 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 resident evil, supernatural, and jerma985.
  • my other interests are overwatch, ff7, detroit: become human, and hannibal. you're 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆, 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 or ask me about other interests.
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