january

• jan 1 - late plans old troubles fresh fears
• jan 2 - farewell to comfortable spaces; new challenges
• jan 3 - exchanging words anticipating reactions phosphorus chlorate
• jan 4 - a body breaking apart...but strength!
• jan 5 - maybe all or nothing maybe nothing
• jan 6 - dragon boating is actually very fun
• jan 7 - writing from the future, oops sorry
• jan 8 - we got paid, don't remember much
• jan 9 - talking for hours and achieving *what*
• jan 10 - is this really...like the year???
• jan 11 - get it together 2020, joined basecamp
• jan 12 - bright as the moonlight. thanks, finally.
• jan 13 - i unfortunately didn't get it together
• jan 14
• jan 15 - we are getting through another month
• jan 16 - she did not dragon boat-ed today
• jan 17 - nothing went according to plan. again!
• jan 18 - paddling waters...a rewarding pre-death experience
• jan 19
• jan 20 - what happened? i missed a deadline
• jan 21
• jan 22
• jan 23 - hopeless, helpless, sleepless; a bullet comes.
• jan 24 - cleaned the house. orange and lemons.
• jan 25 - finished a book, accomplishing a few.
• jan 26 - joyous spirit burning under the sun
• jan 27 - procrastination is a disease - i'm dying
• jan 28 - having a hard time following through
• jan 29 - kinda productive...but man...work faster
• jan 30 - i have no dignity, do you!
• jan 31 - why hadn't you taken my cup?

february

• feb 1 - still hoping it worked out somehow
• feb 2 - i better wake up early tomorrow
• feb 3 - i'm not even sure what happened
• feb 4 - feeling warmer feeling tender every day
• feb 5 - why do i even do things
• feb 6 - fun to be part of something
• feb 7 - first umpukan session at respite, hmm
• feb 8 - a teacher is a rare gift
• feb 9 - sometimes mouths can be for listening
• feb 10 - keep the fuck up! keep up!
• feb 11 - no excuses no excuses no excuses
• feb 12 - feeling very good vibes from spirit
• feb 13 - recharging recharging recharging recharging recharging recharging
• feb 14 - honestly i've no words to say
• feb 15 - was introduced to reiki then upfair
• feb 16 - so this is what it's like
• feb 17 - started the week right, good vibrations!
• feb 18 - learn how to re-energize after training
• feb 19 - can't stop fucking up at work
• feb 20 - pizza and pasta dinner with teammates
• feb 21 - WOZ LITERALLY CRYING ABOUT GRAPHIC DESIGN
• feb 22 - emotions are neither positive nor negative
• feb 23 - inhales* new moon in pisces *exhales
• feb 24 - a sad thought is coming Ohhhhh
• feb 25 - just craving for tapenade and toast
• feb 26 - i'm a physical manifestation of stress
• feb 27 - cleaned my house..feeling less stressed,,,
• feb 28 - exciting news. I HAVE GOALS AGAIN
• feb 29 - slight tickle of the mind and...