• balboa pier: take polaroids of the beach, grab a cheap, sort of gross icecream cone/frozen banana from ridiculously californian tourist-trap shop, write obscure or soul-freeing messages in the wet sand only to have your words trampled on by a stranger, swept away and forgotten by the ocean, or destroyed by your own unforgiving self, or better yet- leaving it so someone can read it and think about it. best part- rolling up your jeans, listening to headphones, and kicking around in the surf.
  • home: when no one is around, wearing the most obscure thing you own or better yet, your favourite old t-shirt and awesome panties, lighting all the candles, dancing drunk by yourself or better yet- sober, early in the morning, laying in bed because you don't have to work and listening to your record player.
jan 21 2007 ∞
jan 21 2007 +
  • polaroids
  • cameras
  • darkrooms
  • wooden piers (with planks so you can see the sea between them)
  • sushi
  • hello kitty
  • jumpers
  • pockets
  • jelly roll pens
  • records
jan 21 2007 ∞
jan 21 2007 +

food & snacks:

  • sushi
  • green olives
  • da crab
  • pad thai
  • snapper jack's potato tacos
  • vegetarian hot wings
  • generic macaroni and cheese
  • fried talapia with rice and tomatis
  • sweet & sour fish
  • miso soup that comes in a huge package from trader joe's
  • kfc biscuits
  • sour patch kids
  • broccoli and cheese hot pockets
  • wheat thins with nutella
  • big ass bean cheese and rice burritos
  • fruit snacks
  • pocki
  • red bean cakes
  • japanese candy in general
jan 21 2007 ∞
jan 21 2007 +
  • we - yevgeny zamyatin
  • camera obscura - roland barthes
  • blindness - jose saramago
  • the wasteland and complete works - t.s. eliot
  • 1984 - george orwell
  • the master and margarita - mikhail bulgakov
  • the city in which i love you - li-young lee
  • wide sargasso sea - jean rhys
jan 21 2007 ∞
jul 2 2008 +
  • when i was a child, i would go under my white sheets and try to pretend that is what nonexistence looked like, i imagined the colour of suffocating, billowing white all around me to be the colour of nothing.
  • in class, i can barely hold my laughter when i look under the desks and see everyone's legs tapping.
  • i'm usually nervous or anxious when i'm around people, even friends. i am so scared of being inarticulate that i start to stutter because of it.
  • i bite my thumbnails and pinch the folds of skin behind my knee.
  • i didn't know many english words when i was in 1st grade. i spoke a garbled mixture of tagalog and incorrect english. to this day i still carry that awkwardness.
  • i have terrible posture because i'd rather look at my feet and adore the many impe...
jan 21 2007 ∞
jan 21 2007 +

older:

  • snow country - yasunari kawabata
  • jane eyre - charlotte bronte
  • the portrait of a lady - henry james
  • lolita - vladimir nabokov
  • steppenwolf - hermann hesse
  • portrait of the artist as a young man - james joyce
  • breakfast at tiffany's - truman capote
  • wide sargasso sea - jean rhys
  • love in the time of cholera - gabriel garcia marquez
  • flowers for algernon - daniel keyes
  • the giver - lois lowry
  • the tale of genji - murasaki shikibu
  • a streetcar named desire - tennessee williams
  • the crucible - arthur miller

newer:

  • the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides
jan 21 2007 ∞
jan 21 2007 +