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slytherclaw. - someone who's sorting is of an ambiguous nature, and has tendencies, and traits of both slytherin, and ravenclaw houses. "the sense of humour is complex enough to be called intelligent, and 'dark,' and, on occasion, delightfully cruel (and genuinely funny). generally pleasant. slow to anger, and their anger is cold. don't piss these people off. they remember. they're reserved, or distracted, or they don't really care about what you're saying and will shortly be leaving your inane presence. they're imaginative, creative, rational and logical, but not terribly practical, unless they have to be. they can seem absent-minded, because they're constantly thinking. they're quite good at thinking. if a slytherclaw is being polite to someone they don't like, it's probably being used as a weapon." slytherin means never having to say you're sorry. slytherclaw is to not even see why you should.

— personality tests:

• enneagram » type 6
• ipersonic » the independent thinker
• keirskey temperament » guardian
• myers briggs » intp-t

toska - noun /ˈtōskə/ - russian word; "at its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. at less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. in particular cases it may be the desire for somebody of something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness."

❝i’m a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that make me sad. i’m lazy, yet i’m ambitious. i don’t like myself, but i also love who i am. i say i don’t care, but i really do. i crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. i’m a conflicted contradiction. if i can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.❞