• genshin — asia 812692107 ★
• star rail — asia 800493696 ★
• love and deepspace — asia 81000325549 ★
• riot id — rosenkreuz#427 ★
• twst-en — zCftTPXd
• infinity nikki — asia 400805774
• enstars music-jp — z2etd7kj
• tears of themis — asia 200041391

• vtubers/streamers:
  • holostars en:
    • crimzon ruze
    • jurard t rexford
    • octavio
    • goldbullet
    • gavis bettel
    • banzoin hakka
  • indie:
    • apollolikesbugs
    • jillyeon (not quite a vtuber but she is 5 steps away really)
  • fleshtuber:
    • jihyorge

you'll ache. and you're going to love it. it will crush you. and you're still going to love all of it. doesn't it sound lovely beyond belief?

• veil yllara
  • sun elf – swashbuckler rogue
• seilvrae
  • drow – warlock: the undead
• rosenkreuz auvryndar
  • drow - eldritch knight
• mourneden
  • half drow/tabaxi – bard: college of spirits

but for all his sins, he brought you back to me.

• baldur's gate 3:
  • astarion ancunín
  • gale dekarios
  • minthara baenre
• honkai: star rail:
  • phainon
  • sunday
• genshin impact:
  • klee ♥︎
  • ganyu–xianyun–shenhe
  • the fatui harbingers
• love and deepspace:
  • xavier (shen xinghui)
• tears of themis:

at some point, all endless ruminations bring you there. that point of no return, where even your own suffering starts to makes sense.

• main characters ♥︎
  • lane
  • tiss ey vedtree
  • audrey
  • liren averris
• heaven's secret universe
  • raphael
  • cain
  • hunger
  • lucifer
• the thunderstorms saga
  • sha'arnez so genash
• advent no. 3

i walk around all day thinking: i'm going to die in the universe you loved me in. i get so jealous of euthanized dogs.

• self-portrait against red wallpaper - richard siken
• con la frente marchita - dante émile
• start here - caitlyn siehl
• love opened a mortal wound - sor juana inés de la cruz
• litany in which certain things are cross... - richard siken
• humiliated - silas denver melvin
• timor mortis - louise glück

• concerts:
  • bob (red velvet, btob, snsd) - apr 12, 2015
  • exo'lution (exo) - jan 23, 2016
  • shining diamonds (svt) - aug 14, 2016
  • diamond edge (svt) - oct 6, 2017
  • ideal cut (svt) - sept 29, 2018
  • kfcm (april, nct dream) - march 7, 2019
  • kwmf (elris, nct 127, red velvet) - jun 9, 2019
  • the dream show (nct dream) - feb 29, 2020
  • the odd of love (taeyeon) - jul 30, 2023
  • buzz (niki) - march 1, 2025
• musicals:
  • les miserables - march 19, 2016
  • six: the musical - oct 12, 2024

• conventions:
  • kcon 5 - dec 28, 2013
  • kcon 6 - dec 28, 2014
  • cosmatsuri 2021 - dec 30, 2021
  • conquest festival - jun 4, 2023
  • cosmania 2024 - oct 4, 2024
  • coscarni 2025 - march 23, 2025
  • cosmania 2025 - oct 3, 2024
  • cosmatsu 2025 - dec 29, 2025
• café/cse:
  • path to royalty (pcy) - nov 26, 2017
  • pure boy day (hrj) - march 23, 2019
  • fateful coincidence (jmrn) - may 19, 2024
  • dream()space fanproject - jun 29, 2024
• misc:
  • hoyofest 2021 - nov 20, 2021
  • teleport waypoint - sept 30, 2022
  • hoyofest 2022 - oct 9, 2022