• When he told me how afraid of flying bugs he is; & his atom theory. & how he enjoys breathing in the "crisp winter air" :p
• March 21st, 2008. at the mall. when he just grabbed me & held me for everrr, apologizing into my hair for the past 5 months. It was .. a hungry hug, i dont know. The feelings in that hug legit brought tears to my eyes.
• that conversation after we went to friendly's a couple of days after moment #2. he talked about how all he wanted to do was kiss me or at least hold my hand & he was all concerned about making my life difficult; that he just wants me to be happy. So when I explained to him how he's the reason I'd been so unbelievably blissful that week, how he makes my life, so much better, he said he "just teared up."
• that day I skipped stuco & got jack kisses on the playground instead.
• fishy story!! &really, everytime we admit our really creepy feelings toward each other.
• the way he checked on me on the train to (& at) the have heart show.
• everytime i listen to a voicemail he's left me. they're the cutest ever.
• the way his face is when he tells the "tin of weed" story from Tom's.
• how he made sure i knew exactly how proud of me he was about art all-states.
• the foot "i <3 you" thing. from my birthday. :] (i was laying with my head on his lap and i wrote I <3 you with my toes on the foggy window. & then i felt absolutely ridiculous about it & turned all red. So i erased it. when i looked up at him to see if he saw how lame i was, he was already mid-response :])
• "i'm jaded" (i really couldn't tell you why.)
• how determined he was/is to make things between us work.
• June 11 (sans arrest.) the sex op, gone terribly wrong, cause i suck at life. getting in a sweet water fight instead & ending up making out on his porch. how amaaaazing he was about the sex thing. how we talked about how nervous he makes me, top chef, "you use tv for conversation points", INSTANT MASHED POTATOES!, &shaven jack is adorable.
• his second court date, he came back to school & he just looked so ridiculously attractive, i pretty much just wanted to jump his bones :] (okay, sometimes i can be pretty shallow. whatevahhh.)
• "me & bryce used to since this song to our friends when they were all still afraid of going into the pit." (again, don't ask why.)
• Jack's mix in Taylor's car. Kanye West in the middle of all that hardcore..-osity.
• "yr huge favor is me holding yr books? when i ask you for a huge favor, i ask you to illegally clean out my locker."
• i love how he twitches when he sleeps, even if it wakes me up everytime. i love it.
• anytime he uses his i'm-trying-to-seduce-you voice :]
• "how can you look so sexy in a t-shirt & jeans?!"
• making out on his couch during garden state. I legit couldn't breathe, he gives me the craziest feelings.
• the parcheesi (:p), because i'm a girl. except, he said it first, which made it way cooler.
• water whiz, when he carried me out of the waves cause i was freaking out.
• definately maybe. our sad attempt at actually watching the movie, the sad attempt at not watching the movie, & our great talk about not fitting in when we were little.
• "i tried really hard for like.. a week to listen to indie music, cause i know you have this intense indie boy fantasy.. but there was a problem, i dont really know what indie music is."

i love jack way too much. way way way. its so creepy. i should probably stop making lists about him. like now.