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" there's so much beauty in the world. sometimes i feel like I'm seeing it all at once, &it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst.. &then I remember to relax, &stop trying to hold on to it, &then it flows through me like rain &i can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. "

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  • jan 1: post festivities breakfast with cam brett and chrissy at dave's diner. new years blunt at bryce'ssss.
  • jan 3: got matthew all bundled and breakfasted for his awesome walk to the train ha. //constantly dying from weird acid thing.
  • jan 5: intense bonding sesh with dad while everyone was at anthonys practice.
  • jan 6/7: FReQ grand opening. yes, yes & yes. nick & morgans afterrr.
  • jan 8: long ass driving adventure for no reason, as it turned out. killed some time with cam & al, &bryce and colleen came over and smoked.
  • jan 13: more breakdowns due to lack of sleep, then FReQ, and puked and wanted to die, but ben entertained me and we went to jay/kyle's for a ridiculous amount of weed smoking. &met dillon!, who's great.
  • jan 18: written up, AWESOME.
  • jan 22: the cold sore attack (13 to be precise |:)
  • jan 24: SOTU hangs with aren, ha.
  • jan 28: a losing game of.. "horseyy's" with anthony &malling with heidi, katie & jean.
  • jan 29: extremely loud bawl fest. followed by man on the ledge haha.
  • jan 31: kurt vile & thurston moore ! <3
  • feb 3: breeeeakdown, fort status.
  • feb 4: sam deigo's and such with danielle, lexi and mike. aaaand video extra.
  • feb 5: superbowl and tutu making sesh.
  • feb 9: EOTO HOLY SHIT.
  • feb 14: valentinesss<3 boston for star wars 3D!
  • feb 15: met the nude model, bianca haha.
  • feb 17: rollfest in the dorm. /kind of.
  • mar 2: DANIELLE GOT ACCEPTED TO HER FIRST COLLEGE AHH.
  • mar 7: DANIELLE GOT HER LICENSE YAYYYY. ..<begin feeling old>
  • mar 9: MY LOOM MY LOOM MY LOOM<3<3 &pinkberry, yay.
  • mar 16: DMT.
  • mar 17-18: sorted through piles and piles of yarn at a hoarder's warehouse in millbury. THEN ST PATRICKS DAY DGAF YES. danced all fucking night.
  • apr 2: discovered the joys of sand blasting.
  • apr 4: court shenanigans.
  • apr 6: sal val. &failed attempt at freq.. colleen/lady slut.
  • apr 10: fuller craft museum & failed attempted at swinging/hobo fire with maggie and matt.
  • apr 13: sister date! panera & joann's fabric.
  • apr 16: carnival!
  • apr 17: sherlock holmes 2 with matt, aren and maggie.
  • apr 19: nannied with maggie. oy vey, children.
  • apr 20: tilly &matt p haircut & babysitting/studio time with maggie. then the boys got out of work &we caught up with the rest of the stoners.
  • may 19: 3 year .. went to tgif at midnight & got a pink punk cosmo (WITH COTTON CANDY IN IT.) / got my iphone.
  • may 20: newbury shopping spree courtesy of matthew, went to fire & ice with aren, jon rankin, cori & erich, alex, jean-marie, maggie, matthew, matt, & danielle (:
  • may 24: paw sox with matthew & jon smith lolol.
  • may 25: that's e!
  • may 27: drunk off 2 giant purple drinks at homeplate with cam and matt.
  • may 28: flea market & clear joint papers.
  • may 30: danieller's princess prom.
  • jun 1: shooters with jean nik and matt.
  • jun 2: danielle's graduation!
  • jun 3: put purple in jeans hair.
  • jun 4: moved matthew into the burrow.
  • jun 7: scooper bowl! 9 scoops.
  • jun 10: plymouth with matthew (:
  • jun 15: went to alex's to swim with jean.
  • jun 16: oatmeal masks girl night with smeller.
  • jun 21: sam diego's with jean, nik, jess, jon, james, matt, cam & brett.
  • jun 23: marcus casey.
  • jun 24: grape leavessss
  • jun 25: rainnnn soaking wet doctor/breakfast date with mom
  • jun 30: FIRST BURRITO EVER.
  • jul 1: beach with matt squared & danielle, thunderstorm, blunts & bowls, &Ted.
  • jul 2: chipped my tooth on a bobby pin......
  • jul 4: walked from the burrow to the bridgewater train station in 90 degree weather. went to marcus' house by the lake & got floats thrown at my head / marcus drank an entire handle of tequila and went to bed while i went on a real long walk, &ended up smoking with his brother & girlfriend while i waited for danielle and lexi to come get me. definitely walked 9 miles though & saw fireworks over the lake.
  • jul 5: carnival for candy apples.
  • jul 8: wareham fireworks with danielle matt anthony and lexi
  • jul 10: went on a date with matt and cam to chili's
  • jul 11: went to plymouth with jean and marcus.
  • jul 15: bread pudding for weed.
  • jul 18: that really raining scary time danielle drove me to marcus', mall hangs, got weed in wareham, came back smoked & chilled. anthonys friend puked all over the stairs area yay.
  • jul 19: huge fight with matthew, late for warped tour, but yay warped tour, smoked at the burrow, went with matt to drop marcus and danielle off, and almost died on the way back but matt is a ninja driver.
  • jul 22: gershom reunion at the burrow.
  • jul 26: hid matts cigarettes around the house.
  • jul 30-aug 2: dyed lexi's hair, stayed up all night painting my nails and watching 90210 with danielle. then scrubbed the floor with my hands and had a ghetto rave mini party with sean eason, matt, jon ranking and marcus. up for 52 hours.
  • aug 4: brought marcus a coffee at work (:
  • aug 6: landed on mars! & also discovered embroidery.
  • aug 8: baby blunt adventure to that rock behind the library or something in freetown & yay.
  • aug 12: flea market adventure with nick and toni and matt.
  • aug 14: sister beach date with jean & danielle.. got severely creeped on by random new beige gangster kid, bleached hair disaster, shooting star fest with marcus.
  • aug 15: ocean spray, blue hair again, gospel with marcus, natty ice 40 kid lolol, tuttabonos(:, peaceful meadows with jean and marcus, swingsssss in lakeville, sat outside during massive lightning-ness, 90s is all that.
  • aug 16: thayer street with jon rankin, jean-marie, nik & matt (: hair bow! nice slice & what cheer<3
  • aug 22: curly hair, got matt food at save alot, & went to flag street with marcus
  • aug 24: the bear black-out #1
  • aug 29: boston trip with anthony, gabe, mom & danielle (: + fort & wine & jenga.
  • sep 1: courtney & nick's wedding (:
  • sep 3: moved into the student apartments
  • sep 5: anthonys first day of high school!
  • sep 6: party at aren's with irish friends.
  • sep 12: went to a chinese buffet & the riv with jess & jon, nik & jean & jess' friends (+josh). got perfectly drunk off cosmos and sat on the ground in the parking lot watching phil philips win american idol on youtube<3
  • sep 13: frat kegger @ the burrow.
  • sep 21: baby's birthday. burlington, breakfast at briannas & party at the burrowwww~~~
  • sep 22: rev's game with chad, danielle, & matt.
  • sep 29: drunken red stripe sing along nights with danieller & anthony.
  • sep 30: ikea date with matthew (:
  • oct 3: toby keith's for jeans birthday.
  • oct 6: water fire/ dave & busters.
  • oct 7: 'wine tasting' with daddy.
  • oct 8: first receipt flower.
  • oct 9: "i feel like you look particularly middle eastern today." blunt ride to wareham game stop where ftf singer worked lawlz to get animal crossing?
  • oct 13: finally got my cross-stitch rose up with danielle and marcus.
  • oct 16: cute silent playlist date walk thing (:
  • oct 18: chattabox with Jackie after lab.
  • oct 19-20: northampton with marcus & my weaving class. yelled at for 'bullying' & really long life talks with marcus.
  • oct 21: running on 4 hours of sleep, went to sean maze's halloween party in JP <3
  • oct 27: learned to tie a bowtie on the floor of kohls, anthonys homecoming, carted him around with smeller.
  • oct 31: dressed as a raver for halloween, went down to ben's & had awkward justine talks yay.
  • nov 1-2: the beginning of the crisis of 2012. marcus left, i wasnt going to be able to go to school next semester and the house was getting foreclosed on again. // Sake for kory's birthday with johnny and anthony and april & etc. first scorpion bowl.
  • nov 3: long jean talks/drives to avoid meltdowns<3 then searching for one drunken aren in middle of nowhere middleboro haha
  • nov 6: voting yay.
  • nov 13: awkward nude model comment sitch.
  • nov 15: chattabox & matrix matthew hangs.
  • nov 17: christmas excitement yayayaya.
  • nov 22: thanksgiving. smoked a bit too much before matt's grandmothers & ended up talking to his cousins and eating pie while baked for and hour and a half hah. & smoked a bunch & went to wrentham outlets and nabbed some killer sales. in & out woo.
  • nov 27: when the morning breakdowns started.
  • nov 29: man overboard with matthew at the met!
  • dec 9: Flo's christmas party. "are you guys stoned?!" - val lololol. worked on my oil pastel portrait all day.
  • dec 22: jean-marie's christmas party at kate's with marcus.
  • dec 23: matthew & i broke up. stayed at jean-marie's.
  • dec 24: christmas eve.
  • dec 25: christmas .. tried apple pie moonshine. went to marcus' brothers' birthday gathering.
  • dec 27: jean hangs
  • dec 29: i woke up not wanting to die.
  • dec 30: the incident.
  • dec 31: market basket, walmart, the solution to the incident. went to a party at the girls' with marcus & etc (:
jan 14 2012 ∞
jan 2 2013 +