- yr crooked smile (that leaves me in a puddle-like state.)
- yr colour changing eyes &the way you look at me :]
- the way you apologize 3473294327 more times than necessary:p
- how when i open my eyes after kissing you, you always have this enormous grin on yr face :]
- the way you smellll.
- the taste & feel of yr kisses.
- &how sometimes they leave me out of breath & dizzy.
- how you replace letters in words with "w"
- how giddy you make me, ahhhh.
- the way you listen to me when i talk, & remember strange details :]
- you have a car & a job & ambitions.
- .. yr going to college..
- how comfy you are.
- how we text all day, &hang out all the time, & i still miss you when yr not around.
- yr polite & socialable. & not afraid of hanging out at my house & talking to my parents.
- how you make everything disappear. straylight run:p &you make the stupid difficult things i have to go through seem easier. i feel like i'll make it through them.
- yr cute little earsss :]
- how we can talk & talk & talk & talk forever & not run out of things to say, or get bored.
- parking lots :]
- how you ofteeen break out in song. or rap? hahaha.
- how difficult it is to say goodbye.
- how friggen attractive you aareee ( mmmm :] )
- yr man crushess haha.
- how absolutely wonderful you treat me.
- how, for some reason, you make me feel remarkably comfortable in my skin. i feel like i can just be my complete self around you & not have to worry about being too weird or overwhelming or even if my legs are a little prickly. you make me feel okay.
- yr laugh! oh gosh, its the cutest ever.
- how you can have fun withoutt weed. or alcohol.
- you can appreciate the music i listen to, instead of constantly making fun of it.
- how you hold my hand while you drive & kiss me at stop signs & redlights & how absolutely incredible you are.
- yr skins real soft.
- its super cute how ticklish you are
- & the silly noises you make when yr being tickled haha.
- how even yr annoying habits are endearing. (pretending to yawn, untying my shoeesss, tearing at my pants, excessively squeezing my nose [that actually calmed down alot, though :p] )
- how incredibly close i feel to you. i've neverr felt so strongly about someone in such a short period of time. actually, i'm not so sure ive felt like this about anyone, really. never mind the short period of time haha.
- uhm. yr in 2 (ish?) bands. hello 7th grade self, yr dreams havee come true.
- how great yr little one-handed mini-back rubs are. id probably die from feel goodyness at the thought of a real matt back rub :p
- you say thee cutest things. &yr the biggest self-esteem booster ever.
- how yr amazingly attractive no matter whaaat. scruff, or clean-shaven; well put together or just woken up. seriously, yr gorgeous. ( <- i guess yr just so attractive i had to make 2 bullet points about it ;] )
- you think with yr heartt. yr a really passionate person.
- &&& yr real smart :]
- how we can do absolutely nothinggg but lay around all day just talking (&kissing apparently, since we just cant get enough) &have a really good time.
- how irresistable you aree.
- how silly you get. clucking & such :]
- how instead of being like, "woahhh bitch is crazy" yr there for me when im down.
- this might be weird, but it makes me feel really good that you appreciate my body. i'm just.. so not used to someone being so amazing & perfect & not telling me to "eat more so yr butt gets bigger" or eat less "because yr legs are too fat."
- yr generally real comfy, but you have the comfiest chest ever (im so strange, sorry :p:X) i love the line down the middle.
- how you just make every boy before you look awful. i swear, the more yr around, the more i realize how shitty i was treated. you make me feel like im worth something.
- you play soccerrr!
- you have the best sense of humor.
- yr reeeeeeeeeeal attractive. &incredibly cute &alarmingly hot. :] all at the same time, woo!
- mm, you like the beach? yr perfeccttt<3
- how yr okay with all my ridiculousness. (my creepiness gone cute, my forward suggestions, my silly moods. ) thaaats how amazing you are :]
- the way you talk about universal unitarianism.
- YR HARRY POTTER OBSESSION. OMG.
- yr real supportive. ..&it makes me happy that you like my art :]
- how you talk about universal unitarianism
- how excited you are about prom &how cute yr going to look all dressed up with yr "fresh to death" line-up :]
- how you appreciate my corny jokes
- i love yr backkk &yr arms &yr tummmyyy &yr legs &yr nosee &every other little bit of you <3
- how attracted to you i am :p its insane.
- coffee, tea, indie music, ..cigarette smoke..?
- yr excellent with reassurance &how understanding you are.
- how you always have the right thing to say &know exactly what i need (the surprise coffees, the 'are you sure you love mee?' craziness, the back rubs &relaxing nights when im super stressed.
- the way we read each others minds!
- my favourite thing in the whole world is cuddling with you.
- how sort of unexpectedly &kind of subtley romantic you are (existentialism on prom night intentions, planning to give me the list on prom night, writing a song about meee!)
- how you don't mind our obnoxious &corny p.d.a-osity.
- ..alllllll yr voices!
- but mostly yr seductive voice.
- the way we steal glances at each other.
- how immature you can be.
- &how mature you are at the same time
- how great you dress (but how you still look amazing in a white tee &gym shorts or yr carefully coordinated pajamas)
- how i practically drool over you at band practice (clearly by the end of this list, you won't consider yrself so unattractive)
- how well you sing. you have a wonderful voice, baby.
- how easily you turn me on :X
- how ecstatically blissful you make me feel.
- how pathetically cute (i.e. stair kisses) &repetitive we get.
- the way you appreciate small moments (my lame lava joke, how relaxing tea is, how "comfortable" you were drinking coffee with me & the breeze, etc. yr amazing )
- i love how you call me cute things (babe, baby, beautiful, girl :) it makes me smileee)
- nice teeef &a sense of hygience :) :p
- &yr nerdy tendencies :)
- yr (not so, anymore) quirky car with its silly clicking &tempermental alarm system
- i know i already said this, buttttt i have so much fun with you. no matter what we do, i always have a good time. even little stupid times like our resident bee:p
- how you have watched definitely maybe more times than any one guy should.
- yr test doodles &how excited you get about them haha
- i lovee how the idea of any sort of future plans with you excites me, rather than sends me runninn.
- how i relate to wicked corny pop songs now.
- the way you play with my hair
- how you get along with my friiiiends!
- &you bring me around yours :)
- how cuute it is when you open the car door for me.
- yr attempted at kicking fast food.
- how much of a troublemaker you can be haha
- eskimo kissessss<3<3<3
- i love the way you hold me :)
- &how well we fit together
- how you pretty much constaaantly radiate heat
- ..how yr ridiculous &would rather get strep than not kiss me haha
- how.. easy it is to be with you.
- &how quickly you've become one of my best friends (its a huge bonus that yr also my boyfriend:)<3)
- how exciting &satisfying it is to call you my boyfriend.
- yr name flows well
- how we skype (:
- how sometimes, when you go in real slow for a kiss, the left side of yr mouth, the side with the cute freckle, twitches ever so slightly.
- how we're incapable of staying mad at eachother.
- how you let me rant, even when i dont make any sense & talk in circles.
- when you remember little, meaningless things that i've said in passing.
- how yr mouth gets all contorted &silly when yr concentrating (ie, playing instruments)
- when you brush my tears away.
- how incredible you smell in the morning.
- how you let me have the side of the bed i want :]
- how you dont fight me (too much) when i habitually hog your awesome pillow.
- when you lift my chin to kiss me.
- yr mouth. is my favourite.
- how absolutely & completely ridiculous we are when it comes to sex.
- my space heater<3
- forehead kissesssss.
- knowing you're always there for me.
- YR SLEEPY FACE. OMG.
- how you think i'm hot, even when i'm at my most self-deprecating.
- 11:11, always <3
- how rubbing yr tummy makes you sleepy.
- when you say "k2p2" & "i love you double"
- when you tell me your proud of me.
- "everythings always going to work out, because we'll always have each other and that's enough."
- your mind-reading skills.
- when you make that "keeerrrr" noise when yr being paw-y.
- how you don't think its weird that i love forts.
- how you try different foods for me, even though you're usually the world's pickiest eater.
- when uhh, you forget yr filter during sex haha<3
- when you quiz me on song titles.
- how seeing you instantly makes me feel better.
- how much fun we have smoking together.
- when you show up a little unexpectedly, and i'm still wearing your shirt from yesterday (or ouch, the day before) &you still think i look pretty.
- how willing you are to do silly things, like read me Hunger Games aloud, or tell me a story.
- HOW WE'RE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER.
- how you periodically catch up on my tumblr.
- when you remember to introduce me, it's "oh, this is my girlfriend, becca."
- you find extremely creative ways to cheer me up. (i.e. stripping to "Judas")
- how you have a becca box. uhh, could you be any more perfect?
- how patient you are with me 99% of the time.
- how vicious you are when it comes to "i love you more" fights
- how breathtakingly perfect. honestly, i couldnt ask for anything more. yr amazing &flawless &im completely &desperately in love with you, matt sanders <3
may 16 2009 ∞
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