good - g bad - b *

• g - hadnt seen jakey jacob in a while and he was there being a lovely man and looked like sexy sex.
• g - ZARA STALLWOOD. she rocks both of my socks
• g - ring of fire
• b - ring of fire making me sick
• g - home friends coming with new girlfriends that i hadnt met before
• g - having 2 new dresses to choose from to wear
• g - jacob not gettin too drunk so making it to midnight
• b -me getting twice as drunk as he ever was and then collapsing before midnight
• g - sobering up and sitting in my room with skinnerbanana, kemp and jacob talking about who was being sick, smoking and dead people sitting in my room.
• g - the pictures of ben hahaaa you NAKED
• b- drugs
• g- the morning after, even though hungover i heard funny stories about what had gone on that id forgotten about
• b - random crying at 3 in the morning to jacob
• g - hes ace and was lovely about it
• g - i love my friends
• b - there wasnt a charlotte, louise, gemma,

danoa, nicola or jade present.

• g - kemps hair smoking up a firey storm
• g - michael kemp and tom skinner for being as paggered as me (quite an achievement)and just because they were hours of entertainment and superstar DJ's
• b - the smell of burnt hair in my room
• b - i cant remeber much of after ring of fire.
• g - after claiming i "know my limits when it comes to vodka" i realise i dont and will learn from it.
• b- ive been inclined to detox for a month but have already broken it by having a beer earlier.