lyrics i relate to

"the rope around my neck will make my presence known, the gun held to my head will show how much I've grown. the knife that's in my back will leave your heart to roam. as pleasure turns to pain, I'll be alone. i'll be alone."

mr.kitty - glow

"forgiven negligence, my withered soul will never go. courtesy relevant, the only thing that I won't know."

mr.kitty - neglect

"and I swear that I don't have a gun. no, I don't have a gun, no, I don't have a gun."

nirvana - come as you are

"you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i just want something, i just want something I can never have."

nine inch nails - something i can never have

"despite all my rage, i am still just a rat in a cage."

the smashing pumpkins - bullet with butterfly wings

"inside of this hole you create, you hide from yourself. you separate every belief that is true that you spent your life attached to this poison. you don't feel anything out of the rain, and it's true that you spend your life trapped in this void, where you will stay always."

deftones - phantom bride

"nothing can save me now, it's what I believe. the slit in the sky when you left is all I see. nothing to sing about, I've bared all my leaves. no vision or dreams about you came true for me."

deftones - hearts / wires

"I never got a chance to say goodbye. time stops in each day. as I watch shadows settle down, in the background's where I'd stay. i'll still wait up at the nightstand. the world pulled through my chest, stood at the edge for long enough, overthinking it. fighting for the will to live, I've seen it all. swallowed everything, even excess control. our savior in many forms, yet a stranger in her arms. i can't stay up all night again, it's all over anyway (It's all over anyway). and I won't stay in the night again, to rest in a shallow grave (to rest in a shallow grave). i can't stay up all night again."

static dress - attempt 8

"you and I, born as fools now. you and I think, think we rule now, and I seem to fall towards burning."

boa - fool

"you dance like the june sky, you magical pink rain. and I burn orange, watching you resplend, like the words "I love you". pink like you, pink burning in me, you dance like the june sky. you magical pink rain, and I burn orange. watching you resplend like the words "I love you". pink like you".

sadness - i want to be with you

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