- had a lot of interviews: primark, aintree, hospice, & started working at british heart foundation. a bit awks, would like to make some friends. interviews were nice. got make up and hair done at powder room which was amazing, prom was pretty nice, talked to rb quite a lot, think he's less of a prick now, still offended he didn't invite me because we are friends. also talked to gw quite a lot got a teensy crush on him now haha. also completely put off sm. yeah thats july updated for you.
- whilst the first half of july was super busy n good the second half was a pile of utter dog shit n it made me feel miserable. like, why do i have no friends why does no one ever invite me anywhere why am I so uncool. I'm going to die alone with no friends. I mean it's shit enough nobody finds you attractive but its another thing for no one to want to be in your presence! if i don't make some friends this next academic year who actually want to go out n do stuff with me n invite me places i will want to die even more than i currently do. anyway i was sick of feeling sorry for myself so i volunteered for some bucket collecting n volunteering at the sefton park music festival n a carnival so you know, that's good. hopefully august will be a bit better.
jul 14 2013 ∞
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