- Journal entry ideas:
- Identifying with drug users (victims)
- Following the norm/status quo doesn't achieve change
- The shift in attitude toward parents
- from admiration to animosity
- Achieving "success" without abiding by societal expectations
- What really ages a person's soul?
- The disintegrating body (death)
- Creating a new slate
- Freedom, money, and happiness. We are only really free when we are dead.
- Living in a stifling enviornment
- Self-imposed isolation/reclusivenss
- Apology to everybody and no one
- Growing disparity between my ideal self and actual self; dreams and reality
- Story ideas:
- Girl unconscious from accident discovered by boy. Girl in hospital, in a coma. Wakes up, suffers amnesia. Boy says he is her fiance. Girl can't remember. Fear and confusion...
- Things to google:
- Jules Verne
- ✔ Zippo lighter
- xenophobic
- diplodocus
- ✔ embalming
- smack
- Reminders:
- Finish watching Flame & Citron
- Songs:
- Excuses - The Morning Benders
- Working Man's Blues - Aceyalone feat. Cee-Lo
- Go Ask Alice by Anonymous
- Drugs Alice has done:
- LSD
- tranquilizers/sleeping pills
- hearts
- pot
- hookah
- heroin
- dexie
- uppers
- paregoric (?)
- Thoughts:
- It's astounding how organized I am, yet my mind is so disorganized. (3/24/12)
- I itch, itch, itch for solitude, but crave, crave, crave not to be alone. (3/24/12)
- We are only really free when we are dead. (3/25/12)
- Misc:
- Moss & Rock
- 2752 E Broadway Long Beach, CA 90803
- #: (562) 438-9354
- The Stranger by Albert Camus
- Vocab:
- voraciously
- draggle
- frothy
- wry
- tremulous
- infirmity
- regimental
- cantankerous
- tandem
- athwart
- brine
- perturbed
- indignantly
- vexation
- bolster
- gesticulate
- babel
- squeamish
- strident
- jarring
- bilious
- incrustation
- parricide
- quaint
- scrupulous
- odious
- palavering
- procure
- gloat
- aspersing
- cogent
- hemming
- hawing
- exultant
- tittered
- squalid
- expostulate
- sordid
- ingenuous
- vehemence
- hilt
- contrition
- palter
- compunction
- qualm
- gaudy
- rigmarole
- galling
- surmise
- acclimatize
- sinewy
- nibble
- cassock
- foist
- execration
apr 8 2012 ∞
oct 4 2015 +