you make me sick sick sick to kiss you i think that i would vomit

• general gift-geared wishlist
• apparel (mostly used for own reference when i'm shopping)
• lingerie

(re)start

• PS2
  • final fantasy xii
  • grand theft auto san andreas
  • grand theft auto vice city
• PS3
  • final fantasy xiii
• nintendo 3ds
  • harvest moon ds: the tale of two towns

to complete

• nintendo 3ds
  • kingdom hearts: dream drop distance
• PS2
  • grand theft auto 3
  • persona 3 fes (second replay)

• i had a date with the sun today and still feel hot and warmed all over. i spent my teen years trying to fit the moon in my mouth but it wasn't until my twenties that i recognized my own moon face, which warms beneath the sun like lovers reunited. (4/22)
• coming back and writing here feels like a homecoming. one of these isolated nights i traveled through my past life and everyone i ever wrote to, everyone i so sincerely loved. it was enlightening and touching and thrilling to put that air on again, a skin of someone with a slick mouth and something to say. witnessing the crumbling of a pure hearted romantic - it's hard not to feel weary and jaded with age. i'm here again with the intention of allowing myself the space to express love, as trivial, as grand, as simpering, as illogical as i feel it. reconnecting with the...

bedroom

• dresser
• desk chair
• curtains
• storage things
• pots for my plants
• rug
• organization drawer for school stuff

misc

• taser

school

• new kanken maybe, or a baby one
• lunch box
• 2-3 binders
• a rly good reusable water bottle
• bigger pencil pouch

i love you because you (5/21)

• rejuvenate me—(i’ve got the fresh of early spring in the midst of an oncoming summer of deep heat, you’ve granted me radiance and i exude it in your absence, thankful, productive, focused)
• place the springs beneath my heels, have my sharp turns taken in remembrance have purpose, confidence, and poise
• prompt smiles on the bus, silent though bustling, when no one but the security camera is watching
• tell me now, before i can even ask, when i will see you again with certainty and faith
• remind me, again and again, that love does not have to exist with that ever-lurking, constantly present trapdoor waiting to meet me. that was so hard, you know. i never knew before you. thank you.
• thank you, thank you, thank you.

• 3DS
  • pokemon x
  • any/all harvest moon games!!
  • also any/all shin megami tensei games
• PS3
  • the last of us
  • assassin's creed (2, brotherhood, & 3)
  • mortal kombat complete edition
  • skate 3
  • saints row 2&3
  • fable 2&3
  • any bioshock games

• england
  • london
• france
  • caen
  • cannes
  • lyon
  • nice
  • nîmes
  • normandy
  • paris
• italy
  • assisi
  • florence
  • la spezia
  • montecatini
  • pisa
  • rome
• mexico