pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

start date: 01.01 | best days are marked with ♡

january

  • 0101 - cute new year's messages, ice cream, "you're beautiful", [몬채널] hw - how long (choreography), hwarang.
  • 0201 - blackout, taking a nap, laughing with mom, #민덩방아, black mirror.
  • 0301 - sleepy, spending hours on youtube, hwarang, rainy afternoon, coffee.
  • 0401 - american teen by khalid, uncomfortable details, fuller house, laughing on my own, thinking about him.
  • 0501 - hair washed, #btsoutcast, esther's smile, jelly, headache.
  • 0601 - laughing at my best friend's situation, looking for ggroups to stan, cooking, #btsoutcastd4, missing him.
  • 0701 - no listography, having a good talk with someone i didn't talk for a long time, worried about him, missing him even more, #btsoutcast final!!!!
  • 0801 - worried, feeling down, finding hope through him, no internet, old pics.
  • 0901 - disappointed, tired of bullshit, unstable internet, taking a nap, rain rain rain.
  • 1001 - outro: her, him, unstable internet AGAIN, the good place, cold feet.
  • 1101 - no internet, the good place, bored, home alone 2, actually home alone.
  • 1201 - still no internet, visiting my aunt, sleepy, missing him, reading.
  • 1301 - STILL no internet, camila by camila cabello, the fresh prince of bel air, hot dog, pálpebra inchada.
  • 1401 - again no internet, sad 'cause i'll miss hyungwon day and already missed bts 4th muster, mtv reality shows, washing a lot of dishes, missing him.
  • 1501 - hyungwon day, my wife & kids, thunderstorm, blackout, eleanor & park.
  • 1601 - visiting my aunt, waiting, spotlight, bored bored bored, still missing him.
  • 1701 - the barbie diaries, thunderstorm, encapando livros, paper heart, waking up in the middle of the night.
  • 1801 - pms, rio, crying while watching rio, music videos, missing him.
  • 1901 - guerreiro, santa claus filter, great pizza good pizza, perfect velvet, superstar bts.
  • 2001 - evan peters day, cólicas, crying over silly things, audrey hepburn, aus.
  • 2101 - waking up late, the story begins by twice, icarly, reunited with childhood friends, dancing and singing. ♡
  • 2201 - worried about mom, old pics, missing when my dog was a puppy, superstar bts, rita lee.
  • 2301 - curls, playing superstar bts all afternoon i regret nothing lol, baking a cake, this is us, dor no pulso.
  • 2401 - worried worried worried, this is us, crying over silly things, "starry eyes sparkin' up my darkest night", missing him.
  • 2501 - 27th seoul music awards, his gummy smile, my aunt's​ recovery, proud of dad, coffee and long talks with my mom and brother. ♡
  • 2601 - disgusted, "this might sound ridiculous but i actually feel like it's a dream", yeri, talks about zodiac signs with my best friend, one day at a time.
  • 2701 - hanging out with my childhood friends, que tiro foi esse?, celebrating bia's birthday and college entrance, volleyball, toddy.
  • 2801 - barbecue, laughing, pool, attracted??, beethoven.
  • 2901 - #badboy, feeling rejection, cries, one day at a time, missing him.
  • 3001 - anxiety, run bts, him always him, chimmy costume, feeling kinda lonely.
  • 3101 - anxiety, my best friend is kinda crazy, feeling like i'm not a good friend to people i really care about, age of youth, lonely.

february

  • 0102 - fixed my glasses, age of youth, smiling thanks to bangtan, visits, pizza!!!!!
  • 0202 - dealing with visits, twicetagram, sleepy, rain rain rain, missing him.
  • 0302 - visiting a new mall, losing my cousin and my father at the mall, birthday party, gustavo's cute cheeks, wondering which day i need to go back to college because i have no idea.
  • 0402 - rainy morning, uber, lasagna, super bowl, "the vacancy that sat in my heart is a space that now you hold".
  • 0502 - last day of freedom, anxiety, this is us, rain rain rain, missing him so much.
  • 0602 - back to college, dealing with death once again, rain rain rain and more rain, worried about mom, i'm gonna miss my aunt so much.
  • 0702 - dealing with grief, a really bad breakdown, worried about my future, feeling that i won't be able to do what i need to do, "you got the best of me".
  • 0802 - anxiety, felling really dumb, almost broke my foot, praying, sleepy.
  • 0902 - 얍얍, pyeongchang 2018 opening ceremony, likey dna & red flavor, no.mercy, yeri's graduation photos.
  • 1002 - seulgi day, no tv, no.mercy, smiling because of chae hyungwon, unproductive day.
  • 1102 - happy morning thanks to him, "you are so beautiful it still takes my breath away everytime i lay eyes on you", no.mercy, pizza!, bárbara and vitória.
  • 1202 - 2 months​ with hyungwon, motherhood feelings, clara and bárbara and vitória, feeling sick, flu.
  • 1302 - flu, feeling sick, sleepy afternoon, vick pyrena, rain.
  • 1402 - last day of freedom, feeling terrible sick, my throat hurts, flu, where did you come from.
  • 1502 - no voice, pálpebra inchada, mean girls, she doesn't even go here, #BTSonBillboard.
  • 1602 - anxiety, tcc, long bus trip, nay's day, missing him.
  • 1702 - ester's hugs, zootopia, rupaul's drag race all stars, trixie mattel, hobi day.
  • 1802 - hobi's live, taking some pics, kisses on cheeks, hugging tight, missing him.
  • 1902 - sleepy, worries about future, grey's anatomy, baking a cake, coffee at night.
  • 2002 - rainy morning, forgetting my umbrella at home, sleeping in the bus, 오대오, secret garden by oh my girl.
  • 2102 - meetings, good talk on the bus, sleepy afternoon, agust d available on spotify and itunes, im so proud of him. ♡
  • 2202 - staying at home, sleeping a little bit more, jin cutting his bangs, hixtape release date, coffee at night.
  • 2302 - spending time by myself, first orientation for my final project, terrified, crying, his voice keeps me calm.
  • 2402 - twice, tropical night self-cam ver., hyungwon, editing some pics, missing him.
  • 2502 - lazy sunday, the voice kids, feeling really pretty, taking a lot of pics, sleeping early.
  • 2602 - rainy morning, terrible traffic, couldn't get to college and went back home, playing superstar, sleeping late.
  • 2702 - staying at home, vaccine, reading some au's, linking some points, trying not to panicking.
  • 2802 - wonho day, anxiety, all of my life, missing him, excited for hixtape!!!

march

  • 0103 - HOPE WORLD!, daydream mv, really proud of hoseok, [몬채널] wh x hw - from zero (inst ver.), sleeping early. ♡
  • 0203 - spending the day with my mom, feeling kinda lucky?, ophthalmologist, chocolate, missing him. ♡
  • 0303 - my dog's bath, lots and lots of dog hair, taehyung beauty, aus, missing him.
  • 0403 - yeri day, 이야기 and 1000, monsta x the connect, hamburger and pizza, 90th annual academy awards.
  • 0503 - globo lab - profissão repórter, kinda lonely, anxious, rain rain rain, sleeping early.
  • 0603 - airplane mv, run bts, RJ costume, monsta x the connect scheduler.
  • 0703 - feeling a little bit dumb, anxious about my future, confused, running to get the bus, good talks.
  • 0803 - a lot of college works, anxious for no reason, HIS BIRTHDAY!!!, really happy thanks to him, a day full of him. ♡
  • 0903 - still his birthday, thank you thank you, so happy, sleepy, bbb.
  • 1003 - making new friends (?), lasagna, running in the rain, missing my best friend, worries.
  • 1103 - yoongi and yeontan, scared, family reunion, pizza!, cute posts on ccat. ♡
  • 1203 - boring class, delicate music video, j-hope 1st mixtape mv shooting #2, lonely, kinda sad.
  • 1303 - waiting, sleeping in the bus, rain, cooking for my mom, sleepy.
  • 1403 - no class, staying at home, annoyed, anxious, really stressed.
  • 1503 - stayed at home, still stressed, still annoyed, queer eye, sleepy.
  • 1603 - anxious, tcc, loona, olivia hye, missing him.
  • 1703 - waking up early, class, sleepy, waiting, loona.
  • 1803 - almost broke my foot AGAIN, boring sunday, worried about my best friend, baby shower, a lot of food.
  • 1903 - bts speaking portuguese vídeos, [MUSIC FILM] MONSTA X_ THE CONNECT : D, spending the day at college, recording a radio program, "from now on, bad boy down."
  • 2003 - staying at home, buzzfeed unsolved, anxiety, love & live, missing him so much.
  • 2103 - spending the day at college, meetings, blackout, so fucking exhausted, sleeping early.
  • 2203 - spending the day at college once again, rain rain rain, boss, meetings, guess i have a job now.
  • 2303 - so much rain, waiting, orientation on my final project, oftalmologist, so hungry.
  • 2403 - finally a free day, relaxing, sleeping all the afternoon, rain, missing him.
  • 2503 - kinda lonely, missing him so much, a particular smile, khalid, lana del rey.
  • 2603 - boring class, anxious, sleeping early, 몬스타엑스(MONSTA X) - JEALOUSY, missing him so much.
  • 2703 - another boring class, feeling unproductive, (Teaser) 이달의 소녀/Olivia Hye (LOONA/올리비아 혜) "Egoist (Feat. JinSoul)", run bts, missing him so much it hurts.
  • 2803 - burn the stage, anxious, a little bit intimidated, annoyed, sleeping early.
  • 2903 - no class, procrastinated all day, i'm not proud of it, 이달의 소녀/Olivia Hye (LOONA/올리비아 혜) "Egoist (Feat. JinSoul)", missing him so much.
  • 3003 - studying, family reunion, pietro, pizza pizza and pizza!, jungwoo. ♡
  • 3103 - lots of clothes, feeling beautiful, jungwoo fancams, hyungwon's cherry blossom hair, still missing him.

april

  • 0104 - april fools, jelly, baking cookies, first day out with curly hair, missing him.
  • 0204 - boring class, glitches, carinho, yoongi playing the piano, black haired bangtan .
  • 0304 - face yourself, don't leave me and let go, run bts, jungwoo softness, happy.
  • 0404 - first day of exams, anxious, proud of myself, studying, nostalgic music.
  • 0504 - second day of exams, Euphoria : Theme of LOVE YOURSELF 起 Wonder', doing my hair and my nails, feeling hopeless, crying crying crying.
  • 0604 - really anxious, feels like shit, sleepy, spending some time by myself, first day at work.
  • 0704 - road trip, "i have a crush on you", a lot of compliments, feeling pretty , davi's first birthday party! ♡
  • 0804 - family!, i fell for him once again, leftovers, road trip, sososo tired.
  • 0904 - still tired, sleepy, sleeping in the bus, surprised, what is love? by twice.
  • 1004 - last day of exams, friendly talks on the bus, so much rain, sleeping all the afternoon, hot dog.
  • 1104 - no class, sleeping, the office, run bts, missing him.
  • 1204 - waking up super early, skipping class with andie, super sleepy, his black hair, happy to see them. ♡
  • 1304 - staying at home, going out with my brother, feeling lonely, second week at work, anxious.
  • 1404 - finally it's the weekend, kinda lonely, "let’s cheer up, only good things will happen to us!", feeling recharged, him.
  • 1504 - waking up late, while you were sleeping, bored bored bored, happy for my sister, pms.
  • 1604 - another monday, unexpected good grade, seems​ like my brother has a girlfriend, no internet for awhile, LOVE YOURSELF 轉 'Tear'.
  • 1704 - _"just wait a little more", #Jealousy1stWin, run bts!, hyungwon, bullets.
  • 1804 - 4th muster: happy ever after, working all afternoon, he's making me smile as always, talking about him, happy.
  • 1904 - staying at home, 굿밤, his beautiful face, sleeping all afternoon, barbara.
  • 2004 - staying at home again, gummy smile, ymra, jungkook vlive, i just can't stand heterossexual men.
  • 2104 - proud of him, bts you're our shinning star, loonatv, yeojin, sleepy.
  • 2204 - taking care of my hair, curls curls curls, hyungwon, kinda lonely, bruce.
  • 2304 - spending the day at home, yeri, jimin's live!, macaxeira frita!, _토시오인가 사다코인가.
  • 2404 - decided to stay at home again, O SA KA VROOM VROOM VROOM, i'm so proud of my boys, sleepy, run! bts.
  • 2504 - back to college, "min yoongi is to lesbians what lady gaga is to gay men", anxious, getting mad, sleeping early.
  • 2604 - skipping class, loona yyxy, bts world tour first dates, anxious, sleepy.
  • 2704 - anxious, worried about my friend, chocolate, kinda lonely, tired.
  • 2804 - waking up early for no reason, hugging, joão, lazy day, i could talk about him for the rest of my life.
  • 2904 - rainy day, spending time with mom, coffee by bts, hyungwon's hair, missing him.
  • 3004 - staying at home, G.C.F in Osaka, vmin, eric nam, (still) missing him.

may

  • 0105 - holiday!, run bts, laughed so much that i cried, he makes me so happy, late night conversations. ♡
  • 0205 - tired af!, sleepy af!, hyungwon, so much rain, anxious.
  • 0305 - 디다, a baby smiled at me and gave me candy!, (g)i-dle, sleepy, him.
  • 0405 - anxious, spending some time by myself, talks about podcasts, potterless, hanging out with my father.
  • 0505 - (g)i-dle, can't handle the beauty, jungwoo being the most cute person in this world, kinda bored, worried.
  • 0605 - home alone with mom, bts on the radio, LOVE YOURSELF 轉 Tear 'Singularity' Comeback Trailer, KIM TAEHYUNG, anxious.
  • 0705 - lonely at class, trying to put some shit together, proud of myself, meetings about clothes, feeling down.
  • 0805 - BORED, almost crying for some stupid reason, meeting foreign people on the bus, "she's so pretty PRETTY LINDA", LOVE YOURSELF 轉 'Tear' concept photos.
  • 0905 - sleepy af, a little bit embarrassed, lazy lazy, burn the stage, crying because i love him so much.
  • 1005 - minnie, LOVE YOURSELF 轉 'Tear' concept photos, they're so breathtaking, downloading some dramas, and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town.
  • 1105 - my cousins birthday!, how can they be so beautiful?, absolutely alone ate work, i loved it, potterless and a really long time stuck in the traffic.
  • 1205 - him him him, 늦었는데 조심히 들어가요오 고마워요., annoyed, lonely, sleepy.
  • 1305 - mothers day!, spending the morning with my family, embarrassed, really stressed because i was hungry, LOVE_YOURSELF 轉 'Tear' Tracklist.
  • 1305 - 2305 - not too much to talk about, a bunch of anxiety attacks, LOVE_YOURSELF 轉 'Tear', too much pressure, really really tired.
  • 2405 - 3105 - i'm really trying to keep this, i'm sorry, actually i had some good days, next month i won't forget to update here, i promise.

june

  • 0106 - my curls, fake love extended ver., valentines day who, good talks at work, no wifi.
  • 0206 - home alone, barbecue, HIM, my new glasses, not so good.
  • 0306 - feeling sick, bored sunday, one month until my birthday, shuhua, opening ceremony #2018BTSFESTA.
  • 0406 - lazy monday, spending some time by myself, working working working, interviews, ice cream!
dec 13 2017 ∞
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