The COVID-19 pandemic brought in many people in my life, and one of them were you. I didn't know at the time, but that day, the day that our ex-mutual friend had introduced me to you, I would've have one of the most closest friendships I've had since this day.

You're a man of many wonders, Pac. Your strong sense of determination, which is partnered with your buoyancy, will and has definitely brought you success in life. I have never met someone else quite like you. The way that you continue to strive through ups and downs life brings you. Even with the struggles that college throws in your way, you still manage to put in time and effort in GAW. You've managed to make the pandemic era less lonely, which I am forever grateful for. And even now, we still keep in touch with each other, which makes me happy at that thought. :]

You're the man that introduced me to wrestling, the thing that I've had a hyper-fixation on a year or so ago. Actually, you've introduced me to many things that to this day, holds an importance in my heart. I know that I've already told you this before, but I admired you. In the first few months or even the first year that I knew you, you had my heart. For those next months that I'd be spending with you in that era, we've gotten closer and closer to the point that I have fallen in love with you. Yes, it was surprisingly hard to shake off those feelings because I really didn't want our friendship to end just because of some stupid and silly love confession, but everything has worked out in the end. I now admire you in a brotherly way, y'know? Looking up to you as the brother I never really had in my life.

I'd like to throw out an apology here as well, I know you've said that it's okay and you've reassured me already that it's fine and that you've already forgiven me, but I'm so sorry for essentially leaving and ghosting you for god knows how long. I'm forever thankful for you allowing me to be once again, be close to you and enjoy each other's presence.

I don't really know what else to say in here, other than I'm grateful for whatever we have going on right now, and that I hope it lasts forever! :3

Thank you for staying with me Pac, it means a lot. <3

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