— this is something that id literally tell to her if i got 5 minutes (or more because id shake so hard and suddenly get breathless) to meet and talk to her and wish her a happy birthday today.

dear bae suji ,

happy birthday! i dont know how to start this but happy birthday to the most precious beautiful girl in the entire world bae suji. i wrote this like a few days before your birthday because im really not good at writing but since this is for you....and you are so so important and mean a lot to me so there it is. i love you so much , why? i love how you always challenge yourself to be better and better. for example you learnt pansori i know it isnt easy as we thought and you said you didnt want to take any sageuk project for awhile after gu family book but you changed your mind after reading dorihwaga script , thats why im so proud of you and i cant wait to see chaesun , next you wrote a song for miss a album ( YEAY FOR I CAUGHT YA ) during colors promotion we've seen how your vocals and dancing skills improved a lot and how you were try to be more open to us your fans even you werent able to wear heels due to ankle injury. once again im so proud. you and the girls worked so hard for it. it didnt stop until there, you got a chance to perform with jung seunghwan. god did you read those good comments for you? they praised your vocals! and then you were offered to sing an ost for a drama again this year ( YEAY FOR 왜 이럴까 ) i really liked it. thats my favorite so far. after the colors promotions ended, you challenged yourself again to be a designer and you have had your own designed bag ( YEAY FOR SUZYS BONNIE BAG ). i see youre seriously interested in fashion im happy you were invited to attend an important fashion event in rome. wow you looked so amazingly stunning in the dress you wore for that even. after the bonnie bag, here your first official photobook will be released soon (YEAY FOR SUZY?SUZY). thank you for giving us a bit sneak peek to your photobook. you looked so pretty and fun. i love how you always give the most positive vibes and the brightest smile to people around you. how you always take care of the staffs and become the happy virus on the filming set even you often get less than two hours of sleep, how you always try to be just you how you dont let them to easily bring you down , how you always stay humble , how you always try to get closer and interact with us your fans at airport and all the events and anywhere by giving the best fan-service (thank you queen of fs!) and non-stop showing your support to the jypnation family. thank you for always putting 100% into everything and putting us your fans first. thank you for working so hard. thank you for getting stronger. thank you for growing up so well. thank you for bringing smile on my face whenever i go through my suzy folder on my phone whenever i see you from my phone screen and tv whenever i hear your sweet dreamy voice. thank you for being one of my inspirations to study and work harder. i love you so much. oh my god i love you so much. i love seeing you on the stage as a singer and you on a drama as actress suzy you as the queen of cf you as the nations first love and especially you as bae suji the girl who was born in gwangju today 21 years ago the 4D girl the girl who sometimes seems like she has her own world the girl who only can cook instant ramen. the girl who likes to use ugly instagram filters. the girl who likes to wear her ugly looking crocs. the girl who has the cutest bunny teeth. the girl who never gives up on her dream even though at first she auditioned for a talent show but ended up getting ultimately eliminated but look she has reached her dream standing on the stage with other 3 amazing girls as miss a. i want you to always be happy and do things that you think it makes you happy and feel proud of yourself , i always get your back no matter what. even people out there often doubt your work ethic but you are truly one of the most hard-working idols. i hope you gain weight :( i miss seing your chubby cheeks. i hope you get rest soon. i hope today you are celebrating this special day with the beloved ones. i hope you have the best birthday ever and eat delicious cake. i hope you smile a lot because your smile is the reason why do i smile. thank you for being born bae suji. i love you with all of my heart