- i cant wait for tomorrow to dye my hair. im still anxious about the color since i have to argue with my sister ughhh; 
 
    - and ive decided that i dont give a shit unless you do, too. and even if i still care, i wont show it. im positive that ill work hard in order to build my life and make friends and go out and have fun
      
        - and i wont fucking depend on anyone especially YOU 
 
      
  
    - i cant wait to be fucking pretty and have a fab life and everything i wanted 
 
    - and ill sweat my bloomers off if needed because im not fucking giving up. its my life and i hate myself for wasting so much time but that's it, it stops right here 
 
    - and i wish i could wear those shorts my sister brought because i would look hot and even if my they say they're too short and not suitable, i swear ill be hot and make them look suitable enough ughh x__x; 
 
    - oh and i got some cool blue nailpolish, it's amazing cant wait to do my nails tomorrow 
 
    - i really want rings, especially a ring for my thumb 
 
  
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