- i ponder about my sexuality
- striving for popularity and comfort
- and i want a social life outside school
- i am against r and i want to steal everything shes built and get her out the heart of the group
- so i was thinking about letting my bangs grow, getting a tan, etc..
- i wonder how hard is it to find a sugar daddy. and he would get me money for fancy clothes, jewelry and cigarettes...
- i should ask b to mentor me as im selling weed
- im desperate for an income
- i keep thinking about myself with pretty hair and make up and a nice coat and ankle boots walking down the street like anna karina, smoking, buying books and coffee and fancy teabags.
- and i have little time to study for school ugh; so little time til it starts again
- i have to decide about my bangs
- i found no way i could be sexy with them, but ill see after i dye my hair. im 65% positive ill keep them
- but im still getting a tan, yay
- its january so i need to buy bronzer
- i want a hot body
- i like how slim and tall i am, and my wide hips and bum but my boobs are tinyyyyy
- i also want some cute jewelry from meli melo and accessorize uh rings and stuff
- and blue nailpolish. i need blue nailpolish
- i need to look for that book and start reading it and UGH i havent finished the wwii book i was reading before the break.. im a lazy cow
- and i also want to read laveys satanic bible
- maybe i could work with a publisher and translate it
- lately ive been craving for cigarettes more than ever. I JUST WANT to be home alone in knickers smoking around ughhh that would be perfect
- and i wanna get drunk i wanna get drunk
jan 11 2012 ∞
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