• i really feel like im doing the right thing about my life

like its great that ive came to this point

• i have more male friends than female lolol and its fantastic
• and i know that people gossip and talk shit about me but i dont fucking care anymore its my own fucking life
• i adore the way im seen
• and im closer to her more than ever. everrrr and i cant wait to do things that will get me even closer
  • ugh i loved today, i love everything i did and ive seen what it feels like not to give a shit involuntarily, i dont even know how to put it into words but it feels amazing
• its CLEARLY different from the first semester and i really feel like im going somewhere
  • and i was helped to realize that i have absolutely NO fucking reason to shut the fuck up and now i see what a pussy i was for being afraid. afraid of shit and im really fucking happy
    • and i cant wait to discover what it truly feels like putting into effect all ive learnt

this is sweet as fuck this is fucking eden