- 1/21/15 an eventful day; i met with a friend at starbucks and we caught up. i like looking at picture books. then went shopping with family at target. why didn't anybody tell me we were getting more than vitamins for my sister? it lasted about 3 hours; i felt so weary, especially after all that social interaction.
- 1/22/15 i took my little sister out to eat, returned some books i borrowed from the psych department, and got some things from the library.
- 1/23/14 a friend was kind enough to take me out to a cute boutique. the clothes and accessories were sorted by color. i really like mint and rose gold. i also found a gold dangly statement necklace. we went to taco bell and i slept afterwards like i always have.
- 1/26/15 my little sister told me about the essay she was assigned last week and it's due today. i didn't help out much. i shut down and slept all day.
- 1/27/15 appointment with my therapist today; i went without using the gps. went to the park downtown and it was really nice. oh yeah and i practiced self-care today when i was feeling like poop. also found some cool events to go to.
- 1/27/15 i got snack money! My dad got me a cheese and egg sandwich! i watched some of Wolf Children and found some really cool games to play when i'm feeling anxious.
- 1/31/14 My dad baked some chicken for me and i sat down and had dinner with everybody!
- 2/12/15 I had my volunteer training session at the art museum today. My laptop won't connect to my wifi and I feel so anxious without it.
- 2/14/15 I made myself breakfast today and got some chores done this morning! And no coffee! My volunteer experience went ok. I got really anxious and met a wonderful lady who opened up to me. But it's alright, it was just my first time. The security guard even gave me soda! I tried going to the mall, but since it's Saturday, it was really busy. The people, the traffic got me over the edge, but I'm just trying to remind myself to relax and control what I can control and that it's going to be okay.
- 2/15/15 I went to an improv session and met some really interesting characters. It was very different from what I'm used to, but I had a really good time. They seemed so comfortable in their skin. Several of them were artists and some of them lived in the apartments above the room the session was in. It just made me wonder what adulthood would look like to me if I chose to persue creative work.
- 2/18/15 I felt kind of lost and cried a little, but I eventually picked myself back up and joined my family.
- 2/19/15 I got so much done, but I still felt so weary.
- 2/27/25 i'm feeling lost today.
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