• backpatch
• tapers for 00g
• beherit - engram
• $2 patches

IMMEDIATE

• get glasses adjusted
• lose weight
• start wearing makeup again?

LONGTERM

• read some fucking books
• wear retainer sometimes
• resize band tees
• mink oil boots
• have umass figured out for spring semester
  • meet w/ admissions or financial aid
  • tour?
• SAVE MONEY

• Audrey Kawasaki
• Andrew Bell
• Abelardo Morell
• Wilhelm Staehle
• Stella Im Hultberg
• Victoria Francés
• Larry Clark (Tulsa)
• Chiho Aoshima
• David D'Andrea
• Jvstin Bartlett
• Nina Hartmann
• Sin-Eater
• Clovenhoov/Bryan Proteau
• Transylvanian Misanthropy
• Mark Riddick
• Daniel Desecrator
• Paolo Girardi
• Chris Moyen
• Metalographer
• Krist Mort

• Spun
• Trainspotting
• Candy
• Requiem for a Dream
• Se7en
• Halloween (remake)
• House of 1000 Corpses
• Devil's Rejects
• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
• π (Pi)
• The Boondock Saints
• Fight Club
• Pulp Fiction
• Reservoir Dogs
• Donnie Darko
• The Return (Vozvrashcheniye)
• The Pianist
• Lord of the Rings
• Run Lola Run
• Inside Man
• Wings of Desire

• mail headphones for repair
• sort out bills
• figure out why computer stopped holding charge
• close bank account

• the coexistence of frailty and brutality;
• black and white photography
• typewriters
• lava lamps
• metal
• people-watching
• cigarettes
• steampunk
• athazagoraphobia
• destruction and decay
• intoxicants
• root beer
• autumn, changing seasons
• indecisiveness
• grand pianos
• sarcasm
• abnormal psychology
• inspiration
• etymology
• contradiction

• woolly mammoths
• goats
• sloths
• otters
• giraffes
• ferrets
• deer
• dinosaurs
• red pandas
• octopi
• squid
• jellyfish
• snails
• skunks
• seahorses

sunday night 4am

• monday set alarm for 1pm, wake up at 2:30
• feeling quite depressed/uninspired/worthless

tuesday night 5am

• wednesday wake up at 3pm just in time for work
• feeling extremely awful, weak

sunday night 430am

• UGH WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF

• morbid
• belketre
• goatmoon
• penagram (chile)
• father befouled
• impiety
• manticore
• bestial warlust
• nocturnal blood
• vomitor
• morbosidad
• holocausto
• death yell
• naked whipper
• proclamation
• runemagick
• skyforger

Not to be confused with resolutions.

• eat healthier
• get back in shape, exercise
• rediscover my creative outlet
  • write in journal
  • draw/doodle, create
  • build/design things
• put more effort into my daily outfits
  • wear makeup more frequently
• speak up for myself, be less passive
• re-connect with my parents
• read more books!
• take risks (the non-detrimental ones)
• make and commit to decisions

• smoking
• procrastinating
• thinking about weight
• having a song play through my head
• fidgeting:
  • fiddling with hair
  • biting lip
  • picking at fingernails
  • flattening/straightening eyebrows
  • putting fingers in mouth
  • clicking tongue barbell
  • straightening out my septum
  • pulling my shirt down on the bottom