IMMEDIATE

  • get glasses adjusted
  • lose weight
  • start wearing makeup again?

LONGTERM

  • read some fucking books
  • wear retainer sometimes
  • resize band tees
  • mink oil boots
  • have umass figured out for spring semester
    • meet w/ admissions or financial aid
    • tour?
  • SAVE MONEY
jan 25 2009 ∞
mar 30 2012 +
  • Spun
  • Trainspotting
  • Candy
  • Requiem for a Dream
  • Se7en
  • Halloween (remake)
  • House of 1000 Corpses
  • Devil's Rejects
  • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • π (Pi)
  • The Boondock Saints
  • Fight Club
  • Pulp Fiction
  • Reservoir Dogs
  • Donnie Darko
  • The Return (Vozvrashcheniye)
  • The Pianist
  • Lord of the Rings
  • Run Lola Run
  • Inside Man
  • Wings of Desire
feb 25 2009 ∞
may 7 2009 +
  • mail headphones for repair
  • sort out bills
  • figure out why computer stopped holding charge
  • close bank account
jan 11 2012 ∞
jul 17 2012 +
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  • the coexistence of frailty and brutality;
  • black and white photography
  • typewriters
  • lava lamps
  • metal
  • people-watching
  • cigarettes
  • steampunk
  • athazagoraphobia
  • destruction and decay
  • intoxicants
  • root beer
  • autumn, changing seasons
  • indecisiveness
  • grand pianos
  • sarcasm
  • abnormal psychology
  • inspiration
  • etymology
  • contradiction
jan 25 2009 ∞
sep 29 2009 +
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  • woolly mammoths
  • goats
  • sloths
  • otters
  • giraffes
  • ferrets
  • deer
  • dinosaurs
  • red pandas
  • octopi
  • squid
  • jellyfish
  • snails
  • skunks
  • seahorses
feb 25 2009 ∞
feb 17 2012 +

sunday night 4am

  • monday set alarm for 1pm, wake up at 2:30
  • feeling quite depressed/uninspired/worthless

tuesday night 5am

  • wednesday wake up at 3pm just in time for work
  • feeling extremely awful, weak

sunday night 430am

  • UGH WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF
apr 2 2012 ∞
apr 23 2012 +
  • morbid
  • belketre
  • goatmoon
  • penagram (chile)
  • father befouled
  • impiety
  • manticore
  • bestial warlust
  • nocturnal blood
  • vomitor
  • morbosidad
  • holocausto
  • death yell
  • naked whipper
  • proclamation
  • runemagick
  • skyforger
oct 21 2011 ∞
jun 17 2012 +
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Not to be confused with resolutions.

  • eat healthier
  • get back in shape, exercise
  • rediscover my creative outlet
    • write in journal
    • draw/doodle, create
    • build/design things
  • put more effort into my daily outfits
    • wear makeup more frequently
  • speak up for myself, be less passive
  • re-connect with my parents
  • read more books!
  • take risks (the non-detrimental ones)
  • make and commit to decisions
jan 25 2009 ∞
sep 29 2009 +
  • smoking
  • procrastinating
  • thinking about weight
  • having a song play through my head
  • fidgeting:
    • fiddling with hair
    • biting lip
    • picking at fingernails
    • flattening/straightening eyebrows
    • putting fingers in mouth
    • clicking tongue barbell
    • straightening out my septum
    • pulling my shirt down on the bottom
feb 25 2009 ∞
sep 13 2010 +