i've entered a flower fest,

where all kinds of colors and families exist

through this, i met you all

through all, i met you

you who always seemed a little odd to me

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you had a familiar scent

like a paper lily i'd made in my bedroom

when 10-year-old me had nothing to do

but hang around and figure out the folds of a lovely sheet

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i have met other flowers

like you, but not quite either

(tbc, describe a tiger lily please)

nov 14 2026 ∞
nov 14 2026 +

8:32 pm - i want to go deaf. i wish to not hear every single thought that forces its way into my mind. i feel like i'm going insane. im desperately trying not to. i'm desperate. please help

i'm currently blasting music into my ears. i dont want to actually damage my ear drums, but i feel more insane covering my ears from all the internal noise.

nov 3 2026 ∞
nov 3 2026 +