reliable in the sense that i dont have to use any of my cell brain whenever i'm with him - similar wavelength, vision, principle - act of service kinda guy - thoughtful - appreciates art (music, gallery, poetry) - softspoken - knows and genuinely can educate me about politics - giving misteri nusantara - enjoys live performance as much as i do - smarter than me

i know you dont see yourself the way i see you and you still argue when i call you beautiful but all the things you cant stand about yourself are all the things i cant go a day without

"i swore i would never be happy again the day you said lets just be friends but the world goes on even when lovers go their separate ways so i will carry on in the hope i'll find another lover someday"

building everything from scratch. no inheritance, no backups, no connections. just blood, sweat, tears and midnight prayers.

— may we achieve our dreams. may we live long to eat the fruits of our labour.

"but i'd prefer being like this, feeling everything all at once rather than being unable to feel anything at all — for i'd rather love and be broken that not being able to love at all"

• kunto aji
• fourtwnty
• pamungkas
• hujan
• iqbal m
• nadin amizah
• hindia
• reality club
• melly goeslaw
• .feast
• masdo

life is unpredictable for i'd rather play every card as honestly as i can than have a deck full of regrets and what ifs

craving deeply intimate conversations with one person i can spill my heart to. craving sunsets and wine. craving those laughs where your stomach tightens so much you can’t breathe. craving hugs that you melt into and cry all you’ve been holding in. craving pure joy. craving life

• vv muhney honey
• blazer
• sandal
• anaabu striped shirt
• longchamp
• earphone
• clarins lip oil
• aesop hand sanitizer
• chanel hand lotion
• covered scarf white ashes
• trainer shoes
• uniqlo airism inner scarf

people really are mirrors—

when looking at them you often see the parts of you that need major improvements or you see things in them which you do not wish to be a part of you.

— either way, there are lessons to be learned from anyone and no one is totally void from goodness.

i hate thinking "ok let me show less love" or "let me not care too much". i shouldnt have to fell that way, my heart was made for loving hard and caring hard

omg imagine being a candle... a short lived piece of happiness that carries aura and scent into someone's life and that scent carries memories forever... and the dim light in a dark room... a flame on my head... I can't be the only one who wishes I was a candle..