i dream of houses i’ve never seen,

people i’ve never met,

feelings i’ve never felt.

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

i know you dont see yourself the way i see you and you still argue when i call you beautiful but all the things you cant stand about yourself are all the things i cant go a day without

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

"i swore i would never be happy again the day you said lets just be friends but the world goes on even when lovers go their separate ways so i will carry on in the hope i'll find another lover someday"

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

building everything from scratch. no inheritance, no backups, no connections. just blood, sweat, tears and midnight prayers.

— may we achieve our dreams. may we live long to eat the fruits of our labour.

sep 21 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

OUR LOOKS ARE A SMALL PERCENTAGE OF WHO WE ARE

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +
    • push yourself to get up before the rest of the world by pushing yourself to fall asleep earlier
    • get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast
    • clean your room. make your bed. open your window
    • wear your signature scent. smell good. look good. do good
    • straighten your back and roll your shoulders back. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. be confident in your skin

note: become the person you would ideally fall in love with

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

you call yourself ugly but you’ve only seen yourself when you look at the mirror you don’t see yourself when your face lights up at the sight of a baby, ice cream or your favorite restaurant. you don’t see yourself when you smile at me for finally understanding what you’re trying to say. you don’t see yourself when you’re so focused at the things you love doing. you tell yourself you’re ugly but you’ve never seen yourself talk about the things you love. the stars, sky, the constellations and the universe. you never saw yourself tear up for laughing so hard or turn red after i told you something cheesy. i guess that’s why it’s so easy for people to say they’re ugly because they’ve never seen themselves in the smallest moments, in the ordinary, and still be beautiful.

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

i love it when he falls asleep, the way he smells. i love his curly long hair and the way words come out of his mouth so passionately. i love how in love he is with art, but what i love the most, is when i look into his eyes and i see a whole eden in them

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

"but i'd prefer being like this, feeling everything all at once rather than being unable to feel anything at all — for i'd rather love and be broken that not being able to love at all"

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +
may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

Teruntuk kamu yang senantiasa singgah di benak mindaku,

moga-moga semogaku akan selalu menjadi semogamu.

Selamat malam, kekasihku.

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana; dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana; dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

life is unpredictable for i'd rather play every card as honestly as i can than have a deck full of regrets and what ifs

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

craving deeply intimate conversations with one person i can spill my heart to. craving sunsets and wine. craving those laughs where your stomach tightens so much you can’t breathe. craving hugs that you melt into and cry all you’ve been holding in. craving pure joy. craving life

nov 21 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

it's 2:19am and i've been thinking that the past 6 months mean so much to me getting to know you. i thank god each day for allowing me orbit your galaxy though i could use a little longer time. or maybe i kinda wish our galaxy would not collide, it's a disaster. everything is much more complicated now, at least, on my side. i wish you well with everything and anything that come across you in life. i love you.

jun 5 2020 ∞
sep 19 2020 +

NO ONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL INFERIOR WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT

may 29 2020 ∞
may 29 2020 +

lower your expectations. the sooner you realize that anyone and everyone could disappoint you, the better you are at handling disappointments.

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +
    • ada apa dengan cinta
    • 10 things i hate about you
    • the princess diaries
    • posesif
may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

work hard enough so you can buy/do the things your parents cant afford when you are child. technically you are not missing out on your childhood, just lambat merasa:

    • take piano lesson
    • fulfill my yearn as a child for fancy toys
    • T20 stuff tings (archery, horse backriding, golf)
    • shop groceries without looking at the price tag
    • explore KCH like a true tourist
    • naik belakang hilux
may 29 2020 ∞
nov 3 2020 +
  • thinkin bout you - frank ocean
  • japanese denim - daniel caesar
  • ilysb (stripped) - lany
  • be my mistake - the 1975
  • untuk perempuan yang sedang dalam pelukan - payung teduh
  • i aint perfect - iv of spades
  • under the weather - midnight fusic
  • monolog - pamungkas
  • 8teen - khalid
  • pretty boy - m2m
  • bunga di telinga - noh salleh
may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +
  • poetry, handwriten letters, journals, writing, books, papers, black pens
  • scented candle
  • musics
  • art galleries
  • polaroids
  • coffee shop
  • book shop
  • sunrises, sunsets and all in between
  • (dried) fresh flowers
  • train rides
may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +
jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

as above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

i hate thinking "ok let me show less love" or "let me not care too much". i shouldnt have to fell that way, my heart was made for loving hard and caring hard

jan 21 2021 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

You,

A smile so warm, they become my favourite sweater.

Voices so mellow, they lulled me in the strangest way.

Eyes so bright, a golden hour can’t compare.

Scent so soothing, even the strongest weak to their knees.

sep 18 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

omg imagine being a candle... a short lived piece of happiness that carries aura and scent into someone's life and that scent carries memories forever... and the dim light in a dark room... a flame on my head... I can't be the only one who wishes I was a candle..

may 29 2020 ∞
sep 21 2020 +

childhood emotional baggage is real, some of the traits i have right now, all the insecurities i have some might came from it, how i react when i face a situation and things

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

been about you since i met you

i wonder if you ever look both ways before you cross my mind

home was made up of a fiery soul with dark brown eyes and a smile that killed

he scares the hell out of me and calms my soul at the same time. maybe that’s what love is— a total contradiction that somehow balances out

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

i'm at my happiest in places like coffee shops and bookstores: surrounded by people, but still closed off and keeping to myself

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +

take care of your appearance, dress well, wear perfume and use manners even if you’re just staying home. beauty and elegance isn’t only for the public, it’s for you in your privacy too. a finer way of living

may 29 2020 ∞
jan 21 2021 +