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  • Sicheng-Centric:
    • real love, true love by wonwoos (NC-17); sicheng becomes a camboy and his complicated relationships kind of get in the way. -9.4k words
  • Sicheng/Taeyong:
    • bottoms up by wowoashley (PG-13); boss: do u know why i called u in here? me: i accidentally sent u a dick pic boss: /stops pouring two glasses of wine/ accidentally? -3.5k words
    • scent by cledritch (PG-13); Sicheng knew the only reason he smelled like Taeyong is because they spend too much together, something that friends usually do. It's definitely not because Taeyong is courting him like Doyoung and Yuta are saying. -5.2k words
    • teeth by cledritch (NC-17); Taeyong learns how much he enjoyed Sicheng's teeth on him. -7k words
    • velvet noose by attacksstance (NC-17); When Taeyong takes, it's because Sicheng wants him to take. -3.7k words
    • when the night gets heavy by sicheng (NC-17); Sicheng always looks cute to Taeyong. For the first time, he lets himself do something about it. -2.5k words
  • Sicheng/Taeyong/Yuta:
    • oh, baby it's you by callmecutie (NC-17); Being the leader can be stressful, but Taeyong wouldn't change it for the world. Well, he might for his worlds. -3.7k words
    • sharing is caring by brujsedbones (NC-17); Sicheng laughs. "Yuta doesn't mind sharing himself, nor does he mind sharing me." "You're inviting me....to have sex....with the both of you?" Taeyong's voice rises up at the end, like a question. "Yes." -4.8k words
  • Sicheng/Taeil:
  • Sicheng/Yoonoh:
    • baby, is it me or are you doing something to me? by arisava (NC-17); Sicheng starts to ignore Jaehyun after months of fruitless flirting which results in a restless Jaehyun finally deciding to act on his feelings. -4.8k words
    • hanging on the telephone by hwiplash (NC-17); The first time, Sicheng's reasonably certain, is an accident. -10.2k words
    • impulse to action by heathen (R); Telling Sicheng is out of the question. Jaehyun is all grown up now, and he has a vague inkling of how love works outside of songs. -4.1k words
    • just a simple touch and it can set you free by vatonages (PG-13); without the weight of commitment, sicheng and jaehyun kiss when there are no schedules. -1k words
    • nothing better by hwiplash (NC-17); Countless kisses later and it still doesn’t feel quite real. -1.9k words
    • revolutions per minute by leering (NC-17); sicheng stares at him, with a confounded sort of nervousness in his gaze. as if he's already caught onto what jaehyun is going to ask. he looks like he wants to bolt, so jaehyun spits it out without thinking."are you gay?" -3.5k words
    • several sunlit days by pulses (PG-13); Sicheng was born to fly. He’s just a little accident prone. -7.1k words
    • the flower and the sword by weatherworn (NC-17); The royal court of the Tang was nothing Jaehyun had ever seen before nor would have imagined. -18.6k words
    • where we stand by mouthbites (NC-17); sicheng and jaehyun have something that works. there's no reason to fuck that up. -unfinished
  • Sicheng/Youngho:
    • sail by cledritch (PG-13); There is no denying that there are one-of-a-kind experiences in being on this cruise, meeting each other might as well be one of them. -10k words
  • Sicheng/Yuta:
    • at 01:27 am by taehyungmytinyson (PG-13); Mountain man Yuta is scared by sleeping Sicheng. -772 words
    • i don't know what it means by callme-cutie (G); Yuta doesn't understand the Chinese on his arm, nor why Chinese member Winwin hasn't told him his real name. -839 words
    • photograph by berryboys (R); Sicheng renders him speechless, with his red cherry lips and his twinkling eyes, and Yuta hates him so much. -13k words
    • walk on the wild side by unknown (NC-17); Sicheng films himself sucking his own cock. -4.7k words
    • what we're looking for by bijyu (NC-17); Sicheng wishes things could be simpler. -2.3k words
  • Taeil/Taeyong:
    • all of you by yuraxchan (NC-17); Taeil tries to get his boyfriend drunk to know his species and gets more than what he bargained for. -3k words
    • all that glitters by yuraxchan (NC-17); Before learning more about Taeil’s species, he would have never thought that his boyfriend’s come would 1) be glittery 2) be an aphrodisiac to Taeyong’s species 3) smell and taste like fruity juice. -1.2k words
    • cool by hyungwonwon (NC-17); Taeil tucks his shirt in and pulls his chucks on. It's the summer of 82' and it's a hot one. -3.6k words
    • distant, feels so different by hyungwonwon (NC-17); I don't understand. Why are you so cold? -3.6k words
    • incandescence by serein (G); Taeyong learns the hard way that the connection between dragon and rider is terribly fragile. -1.3k words
    • kismet by atomdance (PG-13); Taeil wonders if Taeyong ever really liked him the way Taeil has liked Taeyong for the longest time. Taeil never really lands upon a firm answer, even in his jumbled musings. -2.2k words
    • love /story/ by wonwoos (PG-13); au in which taeyong only has eyes for taeil, but everyone thinks he's with jaehyun -3k words
    • prom-enade by taedragon (PG-13)' Literature Club Prosecutor President Lee Taeyong and Disciplinary Commitee member Moon Taeil seems an odd match to think of but Taeyong's got to make this work. -5k words
    • purrrfect morning by yuraxchan (PG-13); The sunlight was warming the skin of his back as Taeyong lied in the middle of the bed, burrowed under the white sheets. -990 words
    • sticker picture by seventhsense (NC-17); the 2tae deepthroating fic no one has written (until now). -2.5k words
    • stranded on the even horizon by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Taeyong had been skipping prom for four years in a row and was just trying to graduate from flight school without any unnecessary chaos. Apparently Taeil and his giant mecha-lion-weapon had different plans. -25.7k words
    • the second movement is always andante by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Taeil has some communication problems with his bandmates, and they don't want him to suffer alone. -6.5k words
    • you’re the only one who’s allowed to take my heart by yuraxchan (G); Taeil swore he would always make sure Taeyong would be so fucking happy he would forget about the whole world and focus only on him, on them, and if that entailed tattooing each other’s name on their skin to make it real then so be it. He would do it. He would do everything for Taeyong. As his chosen soulmate. -1.2k words
  • Taeil/Taeyong/Youngho:
    • care for me by baexil (PG-13); Taeyong is sick and gets all of the cuddles. -3.4k words
    • in flux by weatherworn (NC-17); Johnny doesn't know where he stands, both in his personal and professional life. -7.2k words
  • Taeil/Yoonoh:
    • air runs out by urineblonde (NC-17); Jaehyun never knew what fixation was. -2.8k words
    • an indulgent coexistence by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Johnny comes home from a schedule to find Taeil curled up in Johnny's white sweater, panties, stockings, and nothing else. Meanwhile, Taeil masters the element of surprise. -3.5k words
    • bedspread parachutes by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Jaehyun and Taeil live together in a townhouse on the outskirts of a rainy city. Also, Taeil has a thing for calling Jaehyun hyung during sex. -3.3k words
    • light me up with that body of yours by vernyx (NC-17); It would be a lie to say that Moon Belle didn't have him under his spell that night. -5.3k words
    • once in a lifetime by cottoncandyboys (PG-13); Taeil and Yoonoh decide to give a chance to a dating website their friends recommended. -4.2k words
    • sunflowers field by dumbwoojae (R); Taeil falls in love with death -5k words
    • they never know by serein (NC-17); Jaehyun is a bit unconventional, but Taeil doesn't mind crossing boundaries to meet him in the middle. -3.7k words
  • Taeil/Youngho:
    • a big (little) gift by icebaby (PG-13); Johnny is spending his birthday in Chicago this year, but that doesn't stop everyone from NCT minus the Dreamies but plus Mark and Haechan from sending him an extra special birthday present all the way from Korea (hint: it's kitten related) -2.7k words
    • again and again by garygotsomeair (NC-17); “Are you calling me a whore?”“No, I’m calling you the most beautiful, but untouchable human in this planet.” Johnny states with a smile. Taeil ignores the skip his heart makes at the word beautiful and raises an eyebrow, leaning his chin on the palm of his hand. “How so?”“People may touch your skin, but no one may get to your heart.” -1.8k words
    • baby boy by yuraxchan (NC-17); “I’ll show you,” Taeil replied, looking serious. “But there are rules. My rules. One; I’ll bring you there as a spectator only for the first time. Two; If you want to try, you’ll only try with me, or under my watch at least. Never go to the club alone. Three; You’ll be my sub first, then we’ll see if you’re ready to be a dom. Four; We’re not exclusive. I’ll play with other people and you have no say in this.” Johnny chuckled uneasily. “Anything else?” Taeil frowned. “You tell no one, and we keep our professional relationship outside of the club.” “Deal.” Johnny said, extending his hand for Taeil to shake it. Taeil squeezed his hand harder than necessary before smiling innocently when Johnny hissed. -17.4k words
    • déjeuner by paradisedise (PG); They were young and carefree, not tied down to anything but each other. It was easier back then but Johnny wouldn’t trade this for the world. -1.2k words
    • eggshells landscapes and the burden of love by NoContractTermination (NC-17); On multiple counts of miscommunication, Taeil gets Johnny to agree to take a break from the relationship. The road trip Johnny proposes months later proves that they're both still hopelessly in love. -11k words
    • heaven by hyungwonwon (PG-13); It takes a doting coworker, a concerned husband and a thunderstorm to convince Moon Taeil that he needs a break. -2.5k words
    • keeping empty beds elsewhere by 1roomdisco (R); _ Johnny loves Saturday mornings because he has all the time to thoroughly wreck Taeil without any interruption._ -7.4k words
    • let the fires i start light the way by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Youngho's aversion to romance and lasting relationships is lonely and short-lived, and Taeil, literally without intentions, ends up undoing all the crooked nails and beams holding together Youngho's life. -7k words
    • one does not scratch only the surface by akajung (PG-13); Youngho doesn't look like he'd enjoy reading Shakespeare in his spare times, but he does. Taeil doesn't look like he'd kiss Youngho first, but he does. -7.1k words
    • periastron by saltrose (PG-13); Everyone is born with a soul, it’s just that some people have more of it than others. Taeil, unfortunately, turned out to be part of the latter. -chaptered
    • pieces of you by berryboys (NC-17); Taeil is the one who initiates skinship, the one who leans his head on Youngho’s thighs or the one who stares at him for too long as to discover his secrets. Youngho is afraid that whatever they have, it’s so fragile that it will vanish if he mentions it. -23.4k words
    • small headspace by eggpocket (PG); johnny's in his small headspace and taeil doesn't mind. -564 words
    • sticky, sticky by stronylicious127 (NC-17); All Taeil wanted was to watch the sunset and eat his frozen yoghurt after a day out with Youngho. But Youngho just had to have a taste of Taeil's froyo.... and his lips. -2.2k words
    • the curious case of moon taeil by weatherworn (PG-13); When Taeil suddenly de-ages, what's surprising is that he's a terror to babysit, but what isn't surprising is how he wouldn't stop clinging to Johnny. -8.4k words
    • the ticking clock by jenhyung (NC-17); Taeil knows there's no point in chasing after the unattainable. Especially when it takes the form of Gryffindor's Quidditch Captain, Seo Youngho -15.9k words
    • to a place where the wind doesn't blow by stronylicious127 (NC-17); It's a beautiful day outside and Taeil doesn't feel like staying inside, prefering to read somewhere in the middle of nature. He isn't the only one. -2.5k words
    • you are home by johnils (PG-13); in which johnny seeks refuge in a home he had hoped to stay forever. -12.8k words
  • Taeil/Yukhei:
  • Taeil/Yuta:
    • aggiornamento by NoContractTermination (NC-17); Under the thick blanket of Hansol's departure from the group, Yuta struggles with anger, loneliness, and finding meaning in the little acts of endearment that flank his everyday life. Taeil unintentionally reminds him that he doesn't have to bear it alone. 24k words
    • helter skelter by serein (NC-17); Yuta comes and goes like the tide. Taeil is a coward. -1.5k words
    • life in cartoon motion by NoContractTermination (PG-13); Yuta has been begging Taeil to join the cheerleading team with him for years. One day out of the blue, Taeil agrees. -31.8k words
  • Taeyong-Centric:
  • Taeyong/Yoonoh:
    • be still my dead beating heart by moonmin (NC-17); In which Jaehyun, a vampire from Halloween Town begins to date a Christmas elf named Taeyong who is from well, Christmas Town. -5k words
    • ink my skin with your name by justjaeyong (R); What if the person you're destined to be with already belongs to someone else? Would you fight for what is yours or yield for their happiness? -6.3k words
    • once again, we're connected without an end by tukimecca (NC-17); Taeyong is the idol. Jaehyun is his fansite master. They could have stood on the same stage together. -70.5k words
    • rock me by justjaeyong (NC-17); If they weren't too stubborn chances are they'd still be together... -4.7k words
    • think about you by stilinscry (NC-17); jaehyun really wants to go down on taeyong -1.3k words
  • Taeyong/Youngho:
    • hot and bothered by ito (NC-17); taeyong unexpectedly goes into heat and enlists the aid of an alpha with whom he is only tangentially acquainted -8.2k words
    • last love by lovelyday86 (NC-17); Where Johnny has three great loves in his lifetime. -2.3k words
    • overture by yoshinocherry (R); taeyong struggles with object permanence and johnny avoids thinking about the future entirely -3.8k words
    • sometimes we need help by sweetkpopfan (PG-13); Lee Taeyong, a single father of four, finally gets some time to himself by helping to organize his best friend’s wedding. He hires Johnny Seo, a regular babysitter on Thursday and Friday nights to take care of his children, who is both excellent at childcare and fucking gorgeous. -4.1k words
    • tantalizing red by sweetkpopfan (NC-17); Johnny attends a private masquerade party in an attempt to get some investors for his new movie. Under the masks, dark lights and the scent of cigars, there is a man with pink hair and the plumpest, reddest lips that cannot stop seducing him. -3.5k words
    • the game we play by serein (NC-17); For Taeil, Youngho is willing to throw pride and composure out the window. -3.6k words
    • the typical love song by jamjoon (NC-17); It's an ugly crush, but Taeyong doesn't regret it. -5.9k words
    • to a place where the wind doesn't blow by stronylicious127 (NC-17); It's a beautiful day outside and Taeil doesn't feel like staying inside, prefering to read somewhere in the middle of nature. He isn't the only one. -2.5k words
    • you look better off anon by elfishwel (PG-13); "Johnny is starting to develop a crush on the anon that leaves him cute messages every day. Little does he know the anon is actually his long time friend, Taeyong" -6.6k words
    • you're my finest inspiration by butterugh (R); Every concept Johnny's ever had fits. For a single fleeting and ridiculous moment, he thinks this is a face he’d like to photograph for the rest of his career. -7.2k words
  • Taeyong/Yuta:
    • crimson by minhoe (NC-17); Yuta is a young artist who has lost his muse. The man of crimson helped him see the colors of the world again. -7.1k words
    • definitely maybe by berryboys (NC-17); Taeyong sees through him, through his wounds and flaws, and knows Yuta is a disaster, a mistake of the universe, a boy taught to love by the devil. -20.2k words
    • hearts don't hear by taedragon (NC-17); Yuta believes in power and evasion. Taeyong believes in veiling and partnership. When Taeyong bites Yuta’s neck, they’re unfortunately stuck together and it’s not a fact they’re overly fond of. -5.8k words
    • how's this? by taedragon (NC-17); Two loser bestfriends who think platonic marriages would work out but end up doing it on their wedding night. -8.9k words
    • melting magnets by taedragon (PG-13); Pretty long after Yuta realised that he and his best friend, Lee Taeyong were crush rivals for winning the same guy’s heart, he figured that this enmity had made him lose something that was much more important. -11.3k words
    • play spaceship by taedragon (NC-17); The nineteenth time Yuta accidentally ruins Taeyong's cooking results in him getting real mad and forcing Yuta to wear a vibrating plug all day...with the remote in Taeyong's hands. -8.4k words
    • see me now by bijyu (PG-13); "Your name is Yuta," is the first thing Taeyong says to him— a statement, not a question -9.7k words
    • the greatest generation by mihaeng (PG-13); the summer is too short. taeyong gets a camera to document every second of it. -2.2k words
  • Yoonoh/Youngho:
    • a little less conversation, a little more action by stardots (NC-17); As long as Johnny had Jaehyun by his side, he knew everything would be alright -12.3k words
    • faraday by hippoiam (NC-17); Jaehyun is static and Youngho’s world is on fire. -3.6k words
    • hump de bump by berryboys (PG-13); Making out with a senior at a party isn't the best way to start a relationship, Jaehyun knows that much. -8.8k words
    • on air by stardots (NC-17); Johnny had no idea who Jung Jaehyun was, but he apparently fits his ideal type. Alternatively: Johnny is a radio DJ at his university's station who's friends suck besides Kun, and Jaehyun is the new DJ who is an actual angel sent from above -8.6k words
    • promises, promises by lovelyday86 (NC-17); Jaehyun makes Johnny a filthy promise and proves that he's a man of his word -2.4k words
    • push me, honey we're next in line by stardots (R); Johnny has heard that your twenties are your golden years. He entered them single, he is still single, so he prays to a Love God in hopes that it will change. He isn't so sure he would do it if he knew what mess that would bring beforehand. -17.4k words
    • roger rabbit by dumbwoojae (R); All Jaehyun wanted was to hook up with someone and forget about his problems and instead he ended up finding his damn soulmate who also happens to be this guy Ten won’t shut up about for the past few weeks. -11k words
    • touch and figure it out by jaekyu (NC-17); Five Places Johnny and Jaehyun had sex -1.6k words
    • touch and go by jenhyung (NC-17); Jaehyun loves in touch. Youngho is trying to do his best -8.8k words
    • turf by mihaeng (R); johnny finishes graduate school and decides to pay his hometown a visit, even when he knows there's nothing left for him there. at least, he pretends. -7.7k words
    • when it happened if it happened by hippoiam (PG-13); Youngho smiles, beer bottle gripped loosely in one hand and a cigarette halfway to his mouth, “I’ve learned to love you quietly.” Jaehyun doesn’t quite know what to say. -4k words
  • Yoonoh/Yuta:
    • ebb and flow by unknown (NC-17); every time your soulmate cries, a flower appears on your skin. -10.6k words
    • elementary by jenhyung (NC-17); Yuta’s never had anyone like Jaehyun. He tries his best to keep it that way -16.5k words
    • i'm your chchcherry bomb by moerilind (NC-17); He can feel someone watching, their stare practically burning, and when he looks it's Jaehyun, standing in the shadows. Their eyes meet and Yuta knows what's gonna happen once he's done. It reminds him of receiving a similar look, in the half-dark of a bedroom. -1.9k words
    • skinny jeans and root beers by garygotsomeair (NC-17); Jaehyun lives a perfectly unperfected life. Mondays equals Fridays, Sundays equal sleeping. Mondays mean Ten fucking with him day, Fridays means Taeyong questioning the heck out of him day. Just when he thinks he can finally accommodate to this sort-of life style he has going on, a new intern with black skinny jeans starts giving him mixed signals and oh, it gets worst. -5.4k words
    • under my fingertips by bijyu (NC-17); "You're so soft, hyung." -1k words
    • what can you do by moerilind (NC-17); There's something strange about hooking up with your band mate slash friend with benefits slash the guy you occasionally dislike, but Yuta still does it because he's hopeless. -2.2k words
    • you, me and the road by mouthbites (PG-13); -802 words
    • young and stupid by moerilind (NC-17); Yuta was finding himself in situations like this more and more often. Situations where Jaehyun would corner him, a smile on his lips as he pressed Yuta against the closest surface. -1.9k words
  • Youngho/Yuta:
    • pics by varietyhour (NC-17); Johnny receives an unexpected text from Yuta. -2k words
sep 11 2017 ∞
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