181126 | I can only forgive the world because it has you.

In a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds and in any version of reality, i'd find you and i'd choose you. Happy bday to my big happy pill, the person who shaped me into the best version of myself, the love of my life. I love u forever.

So here’s some love words: I love how you always remind me how precious life can be and I love that with your help now I can be someone that I'm proud of; I love your existence, I love your parents for making you, I love the fact that I somehow found you in this big, big world and I love the universe for allowing us to exist at the same time, so this could happen. And I love you. I love you, I love you and I love you. I love you for this and I love you for all the other million things that I haven't said yet. I hope we can stay together for a long time!

We can be far from each other but if we go together, then we will go just fine and honestly that's more than enough for me. Here’s to even more incredible memories we can create together! Please, remember I'll always, always and always love you.

Hey, you remember that "I feel like part of my soul has loved you since the beginning of everything[...]” thing that I said a long time ago? Well, now it's been two years since that day and I still feel like that. And even in 5, 10, 20 years from now that won't change. It’s so weird to remember life before you. What do you mean we haven’t been together since birth? Wow, by now I can say that I kinda think we really are from the same star. How amazing is that?

Thank you for allowing me to be a (tiny) part of your life, I’ll forever be grateful. Thank you so much for sharing your youth. Thank you so much for being the personification of sunshine, warmth, happiness, laughs, affection, never-ending love and all the good things there are in this world. Your existence is a proof there's people worth it here. I will never not be grateful for loving you with all the love I can carry inside my tiny, little numb heart. I’ve been completely yours since the day I first put my eyes on you. There you were; you haven’t said a word yet and I knew the moment you first started talking I would fall in love completely. That never happened before and ever since you that has never happened again. And I just have this feeling it never will. That kind of stuff that only happens once while you’re alive. Dude, I didn’t even know you! Was that even possible? I couldn’t make that up. Can you predict falling in love with someone just by seeing their face for the very first time in your life? Like, “hey, please don’t talk or 10 minutes from now, I will be painfully in love with you.” By fate or not, you filled me up with your love, all 206 bones of my body. Was it fate? Was it destiny? Were we meant to find each other? Who knows! I just know that I'm so damn lucky to have the privilege to fall in love with my favorite person. Ever. In the whole damn world. Yes, you cute silly little thing, you! I get all warm and fuzzy when I think that there’s someone out there in the world that I can love and cheer for. I want to see you grow. I want to see you achieve all your dreams. I want to see you happy and doing what you love! I love all of you, even the things I shouldn't. It’s like you are my person. I couldn’t ask for someone better. It’s a secret, but sometimes It kinda feels like a sick joke, if I'm being honest. Everything about you makes my heart grow 3 sizes more. I am absolutely infatuated by everything you do. There’s no way in hell you're not the love of my life. Loving you was never a mistake. Thank you, universe!

You can count on me for literally everything. And hey, just between us... If you let me, can I love you forever? I promise you won’t regret it. Who would’ve thought? It’s you and me for life, buddy. It’s our soulmate super power!