Wow. Okay.

Hi there,

I don't know why I decided to get back to writing and being open with the internet. I guess, I'm back? There I said it. I have been neglecting this space for quite a while, I hope there are people that still interested in my writing. * gulps *

STOP. BEING. DRAMATIC. FITRI.

Okay move on, quick update about my life.. I am currently on my last semester (hopefully) and then I am done dealing with degree life. SOON. Why caps-lock.. though ? honestly I don't enjoy my degree life compared with my previous diploma life. Things changed. Way toooooooooo much. But I learnt and still learning from all of these. there are/were few things that Memorable to me. I don't think i need to write here.. but all i can say is... * inserts red heart emoji *

Hehe.

So recently I watched my all time fav movie back, and through the opening and at the end of the movie, there are words that I feel like I wanted to share to you all.

“Nobody tells me being an adult is more likely you’ll have not-so-good job, be in a not-so-good relationship, and live a not-so-good life.

Do you like who you are now? When we grow up, we become more sophisticated and tend to compromise in order to survive. We become someone we don’t recognize. Would you rather miss the time when you were rather naive and dared to dream? Is that part of you still there? Do you remember those people who played an important role in your life?

You were always wondering what future would be like.. in the future, you won’t become someone amazing — you will still make mistakes, you still got confused and...

its crazy when we aim high and pushing ourselves to be better but we forgot that we going to lose our true self and it will be unnoticed. We are afraid about future so much, it makes our heart explode because the feeling of anxious. That’s why future is mystery, I guess. What we can do is enjoy the presence. Enjoy little things and I promise you, you will find yourself at ease and you will amaze how can life suprise you at certain times and place. I don’t have exact reasons why I came up with this, but I believe I might need this for future reference. That’s all.