- withdraw from society
- pass the time by peering out of the window at the snow
- listen to simon and garfunkel
- refuse to consume anything other than cigarettes and sweet tea
- spend the day wearing pyjamas and a duvet
- ignore reality
- shut the door to the outside world
- shrink into yourself
- pretend to be asleep when anyone tries to make social contact
- stare at maps and globes and wish yourself elsewhere.
- sleep
- worry about the little things until your body shivers and shakes
- pray for things you know you can never have
- immerse yourself in the past
- stare at blank word documents
- think about what could have been
- turn clocks around and lose track of time
- cry quietly
- slowly and silently fade away
oct 30 2012 ∞
nov 3 2012 +